Oh Oh .Just bathe. And wanna thank Chunwei and his words for enlightening me. (: Hahas, Madeline ah ! Concentrate on your two hubbies, your studies and nothing else! Well, thats what i want to do (: May seem weird, But Im afraid that i become emo again. Piang eh. Hahas. I hearts Hubby :D && Sorry .. Heehees, actually, kindda miss Atc camp. Except for the hills. Piang ehs. Ahs, can't believe im saying this but i miss my camp buds ! {: Huiying, Jolyn, Linda, Kerong, Gavin , Amirah and peeps ! They are a fun batch la. Hahas. Guys, if you ever saw this, I hope to see you soon again ! And i Miss you Guys ! (: Heehees. Atc rocks in a way but also quite what in a way la. Ben told me to go OBS next year. I will if got chance. Lol. Hahas ! OKAI. I watching PCK so i'll blog tmr. Nites ya guys ! :D

&& i finally got a load off my mind (:

Hubby and Mr Horsey ! :D

而我已经分不清,

你是友情,

还是错过的爱情.

- ADAPTED FROM CHUNWEI'S BLOG. -

Makes a lot of sense though. I felt that way too. And now, i still can't differentiate whether its friendship or a relationship. Well, who knows? God la. Hope god is guiding my way through (: *cross fingers* heehees. OKAI ! Tonning tonight man ! :D Hahas ! Hope don't fall asleep though. Hahas. Ben gonna get it man. De siao me in his blog. Piang eh ! ~ EVIL EVIL EVIL. Tell u more AHEM stories again tonight, Heehees :D I really don't know how to continue this, im really tired. And i don't want to think anymore.

And OH OH OH.

HAPPY BELATED BURSTDAY TO RUILIANG PAPA (:

YAY-NESS ! (x Bought my Xing Gunag Bang CD ! Im like so hyper now luh. Hahas ! Just now walked at MPH, din sell cd. Wah piang ehs -.- Then walked there almost an hour round and round , bored man. Then bought magazine, and stationery. Hahas. Happy happy ! Then went to AMK hub to shop, then ate Sizzler. Wah, full man ! Lol. Then walked around awhile, bought groceries and then went home. Lol. Tired leh. Haiz. Lol. But Nvm la. Hahas. Bought a lot of things, So fugging happy ! (: Heehees, can't believe the Xing guang bang CD cost like 20 bucks la. BUT ! I don't care la. Its worth it. Lol. Igrabbed whatever i could at mph man, seriously ! Nothing to buy at all. Iwas like why can't they give Popular voucher -.- Anyways, posting for the second time here. So, duno lata will post again anots. Hahas. Depends la. BYEES ! :D

Hellos ! Wells i still prefered to put hubby's picture. Hahas ! Chatted with ben on fone last night till 2.30am. Lol. Feeling hungry sia. Piang ehs. Anyway, he forced me to sleep after that, and had i had like who knows how many hours of sleep only la. But today we promised to ton till 4am ! (: Heehees. When i woke up, my cordless fone no battery liaus, piang ehs. Lol. Talking craps la. Lol. Then tell him about first hand experiences on AHEM. Then he like Piang eh, got scared liaus. But then Its TRUE ! Why everyone maple siao de. PIANG EHH !! Ohoh. JYJY to ben to 10x ! Heehees. But then you died who knows how many times last night -.- Thanks to your brother. Hahas. If my sister make my character die i swear i gonna kill her liaus, Lol. Ahhs. Later going Novena ! YAY-NESS ! Xing Guang Bang CD here i come ! OKAI. I have to bathe liau cos leaving soon le. So later come bak den blog again. BYEEBYEES :D

LIKE IDIOT MAN -.-

Hahas ! Omgosh man ! Im like posting for the 3rd / 4th time le today ! Im going mad. Someone, Anywone ! Play basketball ??!! And im so damn zi lian today okays. Ah. Thanks for your compliment of saying me BLACK uh Andy. Hahas ! Same family le. Lol. Smsing Ben now. Bored bored. Oh oh. Now that i think of it, i haven buy my books yet. Hahas ! Didn't know that Ben toh was more of a cash freak then me =x Boy. Hahas . Wah Piang eh. Din sponsor me. T.T Hahas ! Im so gonna die next year. Because have POA , and A maths. DIE . Mug liao Lohr. Haiz. Don't mind. But want to buy books now leh ! Den can mugmugmug faster den faster. Heehees :D isn't that great? I hardworking right ?! Bwuahahs ! =x Okay. Is being " BLACK " a compliment or what ? Hahas ! Well, someone PLEASE give me MOTIVATION to play maple. Last time when i created cleric gt ppl motivate. Lol. Cash Korh was the one motivating me to chiong to 50 cos i promised him la. So, motivation gone den now happy wanderer in maple. Lol. Cannot train with pro. BECAUSE ! Will die. Don't believe ? Train with Andy, Ben & Clarence; hunter590 will SURE confirm DIE DIE DIE ! I had second hand experience, because through the key board. Hahas ! Cash Korh busy so cannot have any motivation. Lol. Im dead man ! Jas jie also .PIANG EH ! But im glad that i groomed LIKEEDUHH to become a bu nan bu nu de character -.- Well, only blind ppl will think its boy la. Hahas ! Kukuu heads. Heehees ! Ah, he cant sms. So im like frigging bored here alrights. Hahas. And im DESPERATE for a Handphone. Wow. In a blink of an eye, its already 10 pm !! Hell yeah :D Hahas ! I bet i'll wake up tmr morning staring at the blank wall again -.- Yeahs. Another day to a blank life. BUTBUTBUT ! Looking foward to my Xing Guang Bang 2nd CD ! YAY-NESS ! (x

Im like still wondering whether to quit maple anot lahs. But then no cash i die die also dowan touch. Oh oh and duno whether zappy still playing or smth, but then hahas ! Cousin still chionging (: Heehees ! Oh oh ! Tmr going MPH , see gt xing guang bang second album not. YAY-NESS !! Heehees !

GRATS AND JIAYOUS TO :

-hunter590 for chionging to 80

-ben toh for almost hitting 10x

AND AND AND :

BOOS :{

-MADELIINE for stuck in the same level ! =x

-LIKEDUHH for being stuck and broke in cassopeia ! =x

Man. Im a loser ! T.T see the point of quitting ? Anyways, Jiayous to Andy for getting back his acc into shape -.- Heehees, sorry guys, im BORED !

Have been editing my blog almost the whole day. Then watch Liang Po Po on youtube. Wah piang eh. Lol. I laugh like hell man ! :D Hahas ! Liang Po Po was like in jail la. Then undergo training like uniform group. So the officer was like " keblakang pusing " , then she was like " keBLACHAN pusing" lmaos. Lol. Comfirm you guys see liaus laugh till stomach pain -.- Boy ! Anyways, almost watch anime finish le. So, nothing to do la. Damn ! I rather have PDS right now . Grr. Ahh ! Miss Npcc, Miss debbi T.T , Miss Hubbies ! and Miss him ! Haiz. LOL. So excited, cousins coming to stay during november ! ^^ Heyys anyone free want to go Kbox and SING ! Heehees :D Omg la. Already addicted. Hmm. But first, SAVE SAVE SAVE ! Heehees. Stupid Holidays. Boring like what la. -.- damn. Lol, anyone free just nudge me or sms me. Hahas. i abt 19 hours/7 free :DD ! Heehees. Anyway, free must tag hohr. If not i whack ure pi gu ah. Hahas! Ciaos ~

I hearts everyone !

But most of all, i hearts my Hubbies && Him ! :D

Hahas. Hubby Looks like a Housefly there. Like Zecky like that. =x Opps. Okay i shut up. Heehees. Just plain bored la. So. tata ! ~

I say it Once and only Once. If You Want to Discriminate my blog, Please la. Its My blog alrights. Leave Your crap in the dustbin . Dont come here talk rubbish. And If you want to spam, Its fine with me, I'll Just Bann. And its None of your business if i like this person or that person la. Its my problem and its my business.

Thank you.

Konnichiwa ! YEAHS ! Home Sweet Home, wa piangs. Im frigging tired alrights, and im sure everyone are also tired, the CIs suffered the most i guess. Heehees my info on this trip:

FIRST DAY [: - 9 November 2007.

Had to reach school by 6.30am. Well, actually was really excited because Ma'am Sharbana was camp co'. Can't wait man ! Heehees ! [: When we finally set off, we were all afraid that we wouldn't be grouped together. But true enough, we weren't. But anyways, Im glad to be grouped together with such nice people, and made friends. Hahaas. We took a boat from the jetty and reached the Pula Ubin Jetty. Piang eh ! Must walk , or should i say RUN , 30 mins to reach the stupid campsite. And we had to go to Ubin campsite which took another don't know how many minutes to get to. BAH ! Tired le la. First day didn't really do anything. Just played games, and pitch tent. And woo ! Tent rawks ! But my bed rocks more =p Heehees ! :D But anyways, ate maggi and maggi and maggi. Crazy de la. Hahas. Had sentry duty at 1.30. Scared cannot wake up then Huiying and I kept awake . Lol. Then after my group went for duty, she fell asleep. By the way, heard that one of the tentages had a snake, and the second night had to sleep at the corridor. Hahas. Thats about the first day, and oh oh ! It thunderstormed ! Thank god, supposed to wake up at 5.30 liddat, fall in at 5.45. But then gt thunder and lightning so ma'am sharbana ask us to stay in tent until further instructions. WOOTS ! Then i dozed off to sleep again. Then tentage like flooded sia. Hahas ! Then went to fall in le. Lol.

DAY TWOO-10 November 2007-

The second day wa like a torture man. Had trekking as first activity. Wa piang eh ! Trek like shit liddat. Then after that went kayaking. Wa lau. Kayak until want to die le la. I kayak with one guy who duno how to kayak and he not paddling at all. Fugg ! Grr. Then he was like wa piang ehhs. I paddle like mad and he so damn fugging relax la. DAMN. I was like cursing and swearing in my heart la. Bloody hell -.- Then pek cek ask the coach to drag us bak .Hahas ! Kns-.- After that changed and then went for our low elements. Woah ! I rock at rock climbing man ! Heehees ! Ah. Den walked through a pitch dark tunnel, was like so stupid la? Then after that went for dinner and prepared for campfire night. The campfire was exciting at first, but boring at last. Wa piang ehs i wanna sleep sia, maybe is the previous day din sleep enough bah. Then went to assemble in groups and then mike said alot of got sense the thing la. Lol. Like : You're Never Walk Alone . Hahas ! He's a nice guy ^^ Heehees ! Anyways, then walked back and then slept at the corridor after that. Thats about that for the second night.
THIRD DAY- 11 November 2007
Hahas ! Today's the happy day cause its going home time ! {: heehees ! Anyways, we had area cleaning and thank god we weren't in charge of toilets ! Bwuahahs. After that had camp closing ceremony or smth la. Then took a van outta that place then went HOMEEE ! (: woots. Thats about all. Lazy to type la. Hahahs.
Today- 12 November:
Hahas ! Mugged at the com for the whole day. Was really tired. Hmm, now im free from all activities ! Bwuahas ! Okays. I found many fotos of my hubby ! Hurray ! (:

and OH OH OH ! Before i forget,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

TO ZECHARIAH ! {:

Hellos ! Hahas. Another photo of hubby ! :D Next time post another hubby de la. Hahas. I think maybe can forget about express le. Its like coming to the end of the year le. Would be troublesome if really appeal. I want to try top the O'levels ! (: I will MUG MUG MUG man ! Heehees ! Wells, I decided to Wash him off my brain. Totally not worth it. Cindy was right, abit too late isn't it ? Hahas. Oh wells, have to try. He changed, well, everyone changed including me. Maybe I should try considering other peeps (: Heehees, Im still not ready for anything. I will stop thinking of relationships. I will MUG ! Bwuahahs. Kindda Lame yeah ? Lol. Packed for ATC and like WHAT THE HELL ! 6.30am report. OMGosh. Damn early cans ? Grr, Argh. As if 7am not early. Walau. Ren jia yao shui jiao de leh ! I must forget him. Its getting on my nerves. Im gonna be a cheerful ger and not the emo emo kind anymore (: From now on, i only love My friends, and my Two hubbies ! Kevin & Evan Yo ! HEEHEES :D zettai daijoubu !

Hahas ! I did this in photoshop yesterday. Not perfect to you guys, But, GOOD enough for me le la. Hahas, but anyway, today pds, cocked up a little. Omgosh la. Hahaas. But never mind le la. End of PDS ! But start of camp. What the hell, argh ! Spent money buying twine and trackpants. My mum yelled again la. Grr, stacy whacked my tailbone super pain. Wa lau. violent. Hahaas ! Im gonna miss pds bahs. Hahas, Mdm koh treated us Pelican pizza. Din hear of it before. Hahas.But anyway, left for Np to mit Sisi. Then buy twinee. She was talking to Wainee, she was asking about ERHEM !* QUESTIONS on science. LOL. Totally disgusting. Hahaas. People were like staring at us ! Anyway, went home den blogged. Hahas ! Ciaos ~

Ahh ! Im like super duper hyper now cause found 39 pictures in Hubby's blog. Bwuahhas ! No ripping please ! Heehees ! :D Watching DN Angel again now, because bored. Just now, Chatted with Dee Dee and then played game. Then he logged in ,talked to me. Suprised la. Why must he like bring me on a merry go round ? What does he take me as anyway ? If i could, i had long forgotten you. And i really hope i do .

Wahs. So sleepy man ! Here is a photo of my hubby. Heehees ! :D He in Taiwan la. Lmaos. Love him Bigtime. Hahahs. Now like super duper hungry la. Having gastrics le la. Im like super bored now, don't know what to to. Hahas. Play game ! :D Yesterday played game and listened to Hubby 's song at the same time. Wah then less than a minute i won the game and got to play the hard course. Thank you Hubby ! :D Okay la. I go play game. Later then blog again. Ciaos ~

HEEHEES:D One of my hubby and Baka's Aaron. Lol. The second post today. Aiya. Just plain BORED :D Lol. Me now got three hubbies :D Hahaas. Kevin, Evan Yo & Shawn! Not really hubbie la. Just Love them A lot. HurHur ! They are mine okay ! :D Heehees, just want to post some lyrics which i think is nice.

小时候我总会这样牵着你的手

只是盼望能够

在你的身边守候

为了保护你不小心割破手指头

这个小伤却让你泪流心痛
长大后我们越来越远分隔地球的两边

何时才能够见面熟悉微笑的脸
回忆起我们小时候

闭上眼就能够感受

在我们心中慢慢流动的温柔

离开了我们小时候

现在你会不会想我

也许你找到一个人为你守候

我了了
回忆起我们小时候

闭上眼就能够感受

站在窗前跟你说了晚安就走

离开了我们小时候

现在的你不在想我

这个时候

我了了

HeeHees! :D Originally by Tank; sung by my Hubby ! ^^ Hahas. So meaningful yeahs ? Brings back countless memories :D

我知道故事不會太曲折

我總會遇見一個什麼人

陪我過沒有了她的人生

成家立業之類的等等

她做了他覺得對的選擇

我只好祝福她真的對了

愛不到我最想要愛的人

誰還能要我怎樣呢

我愛的人　

不是我的愛人

她心裡每一寸　

都屬於另一個人

他真幸福　

幸福得真殘忍

讓我又愛又恨

　他的愛怎麼那麼深

我愛的人　

她已有了愛人

從她們的眼神　

說明了我不可能

每當聽見　

她或他說我們

就像聽見愛情　

永恆的嘲笑聲

每當聽見　

她或他說我們

就像聽見愛情　

永恆的嘲笑聲

WoohOo ! :D Originally by don't know who. Sung by Lin You Jia. (: Browse my playlist man !

我从不相信自己

也无法面对现实

当生命失去了光

我就失去了方向前

路依然很模糊

要挣脱许多束缚

你让我依靠让我坚强

你守护在我身旁
每当我需要依靠你　

你一定会在这里

有你的地方　

就有阳光

你总会在我身旁

当我还不够坚强　

推翻命运的围墙

你还是和我在一起　

给我无限的勇气

路依然走得困难　

当我变成了负担

你依然把我紧紧拉着　

我就是最幸福的

每当我需要依靠你　

你一定会在这里

有你的地方　

就有阳光

你总会在我身旁

每当我需要依靠你　

你一定会在这里

有你的地方　

就有阳光

你总会在我身旁

我需要依靠你

你就在这里

有你的地方　

就有阳光

你总会在我身旁

Sung ORIGINALLY by Xing Guang Bang :D 总会在我身旁.

Dedicated to those who have been with me throughout the hard times (:

我可以 - 蔡旻佑
寄没有地址的信

这样的情绪

有种距离

你放着谁的歌曲

是怎样的心情

能不能说给我听

雨下得好安静

是不是你

偷偷在哭泣

幸福真的不容易

在你的背景

有我爱你

我可以

陪你去看星星

不用再多说明

我就要和你在一起

我不想

又再一次和你分离

我多么想每一次的美丽

是因为你
寄没有地址的信

这样的情绪

有种距离

你放着谁的歌曲

是怎样的心情

能不能说给我听

雨下得好安静

是不是你

偷偷在哭泣

幸福它真的不容易

在你的背景

有我爱你

我可以

陪你去看星星

不用再多说明

我就要和你在一起

我不想又再一次和你分离

我多么想每一次的美丽

是因为你
我可以

陪你去看星星

不用再多说明

我就要和你在一起

我不想

又再一次和你分离

我多么想每一次的美丽

是因为你
Sung By my Hubby ! Originally by Him also:D

Hahas. All Nice songs Hoh ?

I show you My THREE hubbies :D

HUBBY ONEE:D

Not Wang Li Hom la :D

HUBBY TWOO :D

His smile so SWEET ! HUBBY THREE :D

NAHHS-.-

SHAWN TOK !

Shawn not My Hubby la. Joke only. Heehees. Im only his fan. BigBigFann. Hahas. He too cute le lah. Lol. He my imaginary Brother :D Heehees ! Mai siao siao. Hahas ! =x Okay i think thats about all. Will post more lyrics again ! (: Heehees, mata ashita ! -

HEEHEES :D My Hubby ! Lol. No la. Cute right ?! Aiya, i know you all lik him la but then , too bad ! He 's MINE !! =X Fattest hope man ! Bwuahahs. You rip the pictures from here i smack your pi gu la. Anyways, today had PDS. And like the St. John didn't come. ALL three didn't turn up for don't know whatever reason. And Maya had to crack her brain for the reformation. Wa laus la. Then luckily Zul was infront of me, if not i would be the front man ! Almost cock up but didn't eventually. Heehees, we rock man ! Then Mr Chan asked us to go back on our own. Then I was like huh ?! Full Uniform cannot go out la bodoh - din really say that la but i was thinking it =x Heehees. Shh. Lol. Then Gulfran and Zul climbed over the fence, the girls cant la. Hahas. They go take jacket for us to cover. Top la not bottom ! Lol. Then meanwhile i tried chionging the fence and try jump over. But can't la. Haiz, who ask me so short -.- Geesh ! Then all walked back to sch the long way. Then like finally we reached, slacked in Ops room with the others. Tried to sleep but too noisy. Then draw draw on the board. Dango:D copyrighted.BBF (: Heehees. After that Laoshu had to go T.T Then i stayed for awhile more to draw and listed music. Then walked home with DeeDee. Lol. Sent me home, then he went home le, Thank you :D Hahas ! Went to buy brunch, cause stomach grumble like what like that. Heehees, bought drink and came home to post. And yesterday was the star search finals, like what the hell la? Desmond didn't win. Argh.I just hope Shawn isn't feeling too down though. (: cheer up yeahs? Heehees :D I guess thats all. 3 days to ATC camp .

THIS WAS FROM SHAWN'S BLOG (:


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P.S.AND IF ANY OF YOU HAVE ANY COMMENTS ABOUT ANYTHING ABOUT DESMOND,

PLEASE KEEP IT TO YOURSELF.

BECAUSE ITS SO NOT WELCOMED HERE LA.

I WOULD APPRECIATE IF YOU LEAVE YOUR DIRTY TALK OUTTA HERE.

THANK YOUS. (:

Konnichiwa :D Here is yet another picture, of XingGuangBang. Hope later going out i can accomplish about 3 or 2 things on my most wanted list. Heehees ! Im DESPERATE for my Nokia Xpress music 5610 (: Daddy mentioned about Psp But not sure la. Hahas. And maybe can buy CD again ^^ My Xie Zheng Ting ! :D wait for me ! Hahas ! My phone is seriously abit Sot sot. Argh ! God PLEASE grant me my phone T.T lol. I have been waiting for years okay ! Just came back from church. Today baka coming back from camp. Lol. Pang seh me with the noisy little neighbour. Geesh ! -.- Hahas. Tomorrow going for PDS again. Haiz. Stupid Stupid.

Yesterday, i seriously didn't believe it. I didn't believe That of all peeps, he would do that. And i just ignored. And i found out that he still likes the girl, so, never mind la. No one cares anyway. And why should i care too ? What an idiot. -.- BAKA !

Okays. Im so freaking happy right now. Hahas. Found many pictures of Xie Zheng Ting today (: He is a totally super cute guy to me okays. If you don't think so then please keep it to yourself la uh. Otherwise i will smack you. Lol. And yeahs! Shawn removed the password thingy from his blog. Can continue to tag. Hahahas. Baka vanessa Pangseh-ed me and left for confirmation camp-.- Heehees, changed blogskin. Used almost the entire day you know. Even though it was just filling the info in, its still too complicated, and i lost many links. So if you guys happen to tag please update your new link on my tagboard. Thanks :D Listen to my playlist the last song by my Xie Ting Zheng. So NICE ! Hahaas ! Im like Xing Guang Bang crazy. ATC camp is less than a week away and im far from packing. Gonna die la. Just hope don't group with the same people can liaus. Then better that way la. Crossing my fingers to be same group with Sisi, Daphne, Su ling, Felicia, Bao bao, or Hilda.*Crossing fingers x .x * Heehees ! Anyway, i just hope to enjoy the camp. Hahas , as Ma'am Sharbana and Ma'am Xin ni will be the camp co-ordinators. Heehees ! Don't split us ! T.T Aiya. Actually, im just worried about the tent pitching. Hahas ! OhOhOh God HELP ME ! Lol. I guess thats all for today. ^^

To walk away, Let go, or Forget ?

(:

BWUAHAHS ! :D Im so so so happy now. I love Xing Guang Bang ! Hahas ! Just now went out to return the rented disc. Then i spotted the XGB's album. So i was like MUMMY ! I want ! Then she said ask your daddy. Then i said DADDY ! I point point point then he say nice meh. I nodded my head a lot of times. Then he smile smile say BUY LA . LOL. Heehees ! Happy ! :D LOL. I love Xie Zheng Ting Kevin (: He is like SO cute ! Wondering who ? ^^ The guy sitting in the front to the right. Bwuahas. Ah, don't worry. I did not Forget Shawn Tok aites ! Both My favourites! Now, im wondering, EXPRESS or THROUGH TRAIN ? Both have good and bad la. I know that. I'll go talk to Mdm Koh bah. Heehees, daijoubu ! :D zettai ! Xing Guang Bang WAN SUI !! ^^

(: