BWUAHAHAS !
I CUT MY HAIR AGAIN :DD
So satisfied can !
Lolss. Now look abit like hebe. HEEES.
Okay. Tmr's annual camp.
Im so so so panicking ! :X
GODGODGOD.
I haven even pack my bags la can.
HAHAS !
Lols. Oh godddddd, im whining. :X
Lmaos.
Hahas. I'll blog later.
Ciaos ~

QUIZ QUIZ ! :DDDD

1.At what age do you want to get married ?
Ans+ Not beyond 30, DUH !
2.Who is more important to you? friends or boyfriend?
Ans+ Both are equally important, depending on who.
3.Who is the person you trust most?
Ans+ God.
4.Do you think you have enough confidence ?
Ans+ If i had enough confidence, i won't be panicking over annual camp.
5.Are you over your ex-boyfriend ?
Ans+ Like duh.
6.Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain ?
Ans+ Yeahs ! But i don't believe the pot of gold thingy. 0.0
7.What is your goal for this year?
Ans+ Make annual camp a success, and top the class again ! :D
8.Do you believe in eternity love?
Ans+ Even if i believe it, no use la. The world is ending ! :P
9.Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
Ans+ Nopes, i think its vice versa.
10.What feeling do you love most ?
Ans+ The feeling of being loved.
11.What is the requirement for your any other half ?
Ans+ If everyone needs requirements, i don't see why god have to make us the way he made us.
12.List out five best friends of yours.
Ans+ What do you consider best ?
13.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours ?
Ans+ Yeaps. Till the end :D
14. What is the best word to describe you ?
Ans+ Lets see. Indescribable ! xD
15.What do you think is the most important thing thing in your life?
Ans+ Well, material needs, and loveeeeeee :D
16.What is the most stupid thing you have done ?
Ans+ To confess to someone who didn't like me.
17.What have you done to please yourself ?
Ans+ Eat ice-cream :D
18. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be ?
Ans+ To the time when there's nobody occupying his heart.
19.Where do you wish to go ?
Ans+ Japan !
20.What is your current wish now ? Name 2.
Ans+ Success for annual camp 2008, and move in soon.

Remove one question and add in your personal question. and tag 8 people.


TAG ! YOU'RE IT ! BWUAHAHAS ! :DDDD
SISI
YONGHE
CONSTANCE
BANA
XINNI
BEN
HUIYINGG
APPLE !

Oh damn. Im runnin' late ! :DDDDD
Ciaos !

You're my strength, for me to carry on.

But frankly speaking, i'm disappointed.

):

TODAY SUCKS.
Firstly, shooting.
Don't know which idiot told me i had to go luh.
Its like, LOL. I could have ate my lunch or something.
Well, anyways.
Shooters, well done :D
I know you tried your best, so yeahs.
I'm having a phobia for competitions.
I'm afraid of losing -.- DUH.
I'll cry man !
What do you call that, erms.
Competition-phobia ?
BWUAHAHAS.
Thinking of going beach road tmr to get my camp stuff.
I'm worried though.
About a lot of things. Yeahs.
):

Meeting you was fate,

Not being able to be with you is destiny.

OK, Someone, anyone !
HELP LAHH !
My psp memory card stuck in my laptop. lmaos.
Don't ask me how, just help me get it out !!~~

Had been tagged by cons tuh do this, since im bored, i'll do it then. Lol !
Name 20 people ! :D

1. BEN
2.NAGISA
3.SISI
4.BANA
5.XINNI
6.HANAFI
7.HUIYINGG
8.NOREEN
9.WESLEY
10.DYLAN
11.KAILUN
12.YEWFAI
13.CASH
14.ZAPPY
15.TERRENCE
16.BEN TOH
17.JASMINE
18.DEBBI
19.CONSTANCE
20.SHAWNY

1. How did you meet 14 ?
Ans] To be exact, maplestory ! :D - zappy

2. What will u do if u did not meet 1?
Ans] Hahas. Maybe i'll kill myself. Lol ! -ben

3. What if 9 & 20 dated??
Ans] Unless they are gay la ! - wesley and shawny

4. Will 6 & 7 date?
Ans] EH, definitely no. Both are attached please ! -huiying and hanafi

5. Describe 3.
Ans] HAHAS ! This girl ah, emo dao, i can always count on her when i need somebody. (: - sisi

6. Is 8 attractive?
Ans] DUH ! Ehs, we're talking about Winnie 'e pooh the 2nd please ! - noreen

7. Describe 7.
Ans] Don't really know too well, but she's cutee laa. :D - huiyingg

8. Know any of 12's family members??
Ans] *CHOKE* Like no? What for. Lol !

9. What will u do if 18 confesses that he/she likes u??
Ans] HAHAS ! I LOVE YA SISTA ! *btw, im normal okays ! DUH ! -debbi

10. What languages does 15 speak?
Ans] Chinese as native tongue and English :D - Terrence

11. Who is 9 going out with?
Ans]UH-LUH. How i know ! Lol ! -wesley

12. How old is 16?
Ans] 15 going on 16 ! :D - ben toh

13. Wen was the last time you spoke to 13?
Ans] When i was in sec 1 i think. I miss him la okays. ): -cash

14. Who is 2 's favourite band/singer.
Ans] Frankly speaking, wo bu zhi dao ! -nagisa

15. Have you ever dated 4??
Ans] HAHAS ! Like, nopes. Lol. - bana

16. Would you ever date 17?
Ans] Hahas, nahs, we're both busy people. (: - jasmine

17. Is 19 single?
Ans]Physically single, emotionally attached i think !?- constance

18. What is 10's last name?
Ans] Lets see, NAH WEIJIE DYLAN. So shud be NAH. :D - dylan

19. Where do 6 live?
Ans] I don't know. Do i look like i stalk people ? HAHAS ! -nafi

20. What is ur favourite thing bout 5?
Ans] Her joker and caring personaility ! :D - xinni



SURVEY TWO

1. What do u wan the most rite now?
Ans]I want EVERYTHING that i want. Lol !

2. What do u wanna be in ur next life? why?
Ans] A guardian angel (: Because i want to protect the ones that i love.

3. Something to describe urself.
Ans] I don't know actually, emo ? Lol !

4. If you have 1 more wish to fufilled, wat will it be?
Ans] Don't shi jie mo ri. * the earth is ending. * HAHAS !

5. What are u afraid to lose now?
Ans] Everything that i have, and i don't have.

6. Do u believe in eternal love?
Ans] I think that, nothing lasts forever, because forever is a long way to go.

7. If u meet someone u love, do u confess??
Ans] Like duh, opportunities don't come knocking on the same door twice !

8. How would u spend 200 bucks??
Ans] Wells, go KTV la ! And and, shop like mad. :D

9. Requirements for the other half?
Ans] I love you for who you are , and not what you are.

10. Wat kind of person do u hate??
Ans] I hate liars, they just throw away the trust that you give them. But i also have no right to hate anyone, because neither am i perfect.

11. Do u cherish everyone of your frenships?
Ans] If its worth cherishing, then i guess so.

12. Do u believe in GOD?
Ans] DUH. Then why do you think i pray to him for.

13. What do you tink is the most important thing in ur life?
Ans] My handphone, mp3, laptop, PSP ! Lol. Well, technology.

14. Do u find it a need to hav a gf/bf?
Ans] Wells, i don't know..

15. What do you want your friends to be like??
Ans] Theres no requirement, since friends are how they turn out to be.

16. What are the thing u can tink of rite now?
Ans] Him, and definitely, annual camp 2008.

17. Wats your favourite hobby?
Ans] Frankly speaking, i have no hobby.

18. If u feeling low one day, who will u go to?
Ans] There's no one there, except god, though he doesn't say anything at all.

19. Do you like your school?
Ans] Lets see. I don't like my school. I only like my school because of my cca, and most importantly, i got the meet the one i love. (:

*20. What do you want that someone to know ?
Ans] Maybe i didn't cherish you enough, when you were right beside me. You're leaving this year, and i don't think there's much for me to say anymore anyway. Since i know things won't change, and maybe running after you, is making things difficult for you after all.
):

Choose one qn to delete and make ur own qn so that it adds up to 20.
Tag 7 friends whom you wish to do this survey.

1. SISI
2. BANA
3. BEN
4. HUIYING
5. KAILUN
6. XINNI
7. And whoever is free to do it luh huh .

ciaos people ! :D

When minutes turns to days and years,

when mountains fall i'll still be here.

Loving you until the day i die.

-edited

& *deleted*

Waste means that you once have something before,

its just that you didn't cherish it.

That is called waste.

You're beside me all this while,

and yet i didn't cherish you,

this i regret.

For me to run after you,

maybe its just making things difficult for you.

):

Okays, today had meeting.
Then was like, the stupid security guard.
So eff la cans.
Because i wore art club tee, and my sport shoes mah.
Like what the hell, say i cannot go in, cos not school attire.
WTH, please la, Jane tan didn't design the tee to have the NVSS logo or whatsoever.
Then they were like saying it doesn't have the nvss logo luh.
So we had an arguement. -.-
I was so effed up by them cans.
He said, this one not school shirt what.
I shouted back like, ITS A SCHOOL SHIRT LOH !
I'm thinking la.
Only "ERHEM" will side with them la.
KNS, you think i care.
Like, whats wrong with sport shoe and school tee.
Ok, fine, i went hilda's house to change shoes.
Came back and they found fault with my tee.
Simply wasting 37 mins of my time?
Then Sir derrick lent me his NP tee.
KNS. Im gonna make sure i come back as a lawyer and sue this 2 idiots.
Spoiled my entire morning la okays.
They stepped on my tail, and they are so damn frigging dead.
I'm not gonna let them off so easily, now i know, Habid's better ! :D
Anyways, these bunch of corrupt dogs aren't worth respecting.
And i mean it. I don't see why "ERHEM" gave them so much power.
They are like abusing it luh.
Okays, so effed up.
Shall blog later.
Ciaos.

effed up

):

Since you feel it that way,
I guess there's nothing i can do to make you change your mind.
This dream had turned into reality,
and reality had turned into a nightmare.
And nightmares became my fear,
the fear of losing you everywhere i go.
):

Well, what hurts the most ?

Its being so close.

Why do everything have to go wrong at the last minute ?

I don't understand.

I really don't.

):

Im so effing sleepy since morning.
Could barely stay awake in church.
Though i blogged at 3.42 am this morning, i actually slept at 4.45 am.
HAHAS.
Then had to wake up at 8am for church.
Bummer -.-
Can't believe i've been doing 2 proposals in 2 days.
Its such a rush, but at least, its This close to being perfect. :D
Moving house after annual camp.
Been packing up these few days.
I'm a couch potato please !
Okays. im sleepyyy. T.T

Why is it that somebody can do so much,

and not get anything back at all ?

I don't want to be just simply friends,

I want to be something more.

):

Wow. Look at 'e time.
Its like 3.42AM, hahas !
Was so engrossed in youtube.
鬥牛要不要 is so nice la.
And my eyes are effing swollen.
Cried too much you see ?
Wells, i learnt smth from ma'am jiaxin.
Put yourself in someone else's shoes and you will know how they feel.
I guess that really made sense.
I wonder how much tears i have spent on this show. Lol.
I really have to get specs.
Sisi made me realise smth.
I realised i dropped my contacts too many times.
Somemore didn't disinfect totally.
Hahas. No wonder my eye got infected. God.
Okays, having church tmr.
Ciaos !

Everybody have something they are afraid of.

For me, i'm afraid of the dark.

And being left alone.

):

Wells, today is half sucky and half rock-y.
Firstly, had to worry about the proposal that had to be passed up today at 2pm.
Extended to 5pm, still not enough time, then in the end, passed it up by 7.30.
So sorry for delays.
And i'm so thankful that sisi's helping me with the schedule.
It just simply killing my brain cells okays.
I'm worrying about practically everything in my life.
DUH.
Today was my grandmother's birthday, ate at Simei ITE.
I didn't know there was a restaurant there.
I ran around the track once. Fun alrights !
But luckily NVSS 's field is not that big.
And when i say big, i mean big.
Thats how i got a FAIL to a GOLD for NAPHA.
I practically ran for my life.
HAHA.
The annual camp is in 5 day's time. Im effing nervous.
Having a meeting on monday.
Im having high hopes on myself.
I just hope i won't disappoint myself, well, i don't know.

More than friends?

I doubt so.

Is it all just lies that you keep inside your heart ,

Or are you just runnin' away from reality?

IM BACKK ! :D
Seriously, i went to school !
And everyone gave me that " omg how come you here " look.
Lol ! Shocked right ! HAHAS !
Got my report slip back. T.T
Did damn badly. Haiz.

EMB3 Aggregate: 21
L1B2 Aggregate: 11

Is this considered bad?
I guess so. HAHAS. But at least i stayed in the top 25 zone.
Lol. Finally, last day of school.
Woohooos. Now its time for the real challenge:annual camp 2008.
After doing 3 proposals, im starting to get the hang of it.
Well, i guess so. Hahas. Its stressing okays !
Ok la. going out tuh eat.
Ciaos ~

I know im falling, but i didn't mind.

GUESS WHAT, im at homee, (:
I skipped school today, because my eye condition have gotten worse.
So yeahs, But im heading fer sch later to complete proposal.
And and get back my pathetic results T.T
BOOHOO.
Okays. Its the last day of school.
I think i can't stay too long later.
Mummy said NO. -.-
Oh well, im running late.
Meeting sisi at interchange later.
SHE SKIPPED TOO OKAY !
:D
HAHAS.
okays, CIAOS !~

and i missed you once again.

Here i am blogging.
My right eye damn frigging swollen.
It hurts when i blink la.
Okay, im going blind.
Seriously, haven't have any time to pay the doc a visit.
PAIN LAH !
Sorry if im groaning. Well, im gonna rest.
Bringing Lappy tuh sch to complete proposal.
I can't do it in my state.
Im gonna go blind, can't see bright things.
URGH, headache. -.-
okays. Ciaos ~!

Im a big mess.

):

Maybe it was just a dream after all.
Maybe it was just wishful thinking on my part.
Maybe i've got it all wrong.
Maybe i'm just not fit to be with you.
Maybe i'm just not fit to love you.
):

Okays. I finally finished doing the proposal.
Like THANK THE HEAVENS !
So dead tired. Lack of sleep you see ?
Yeah. But its all worth it :D
HAHA.
Went to cut my hair today.
Okay, totally regretted. Kindda short.
Annual camp is coming.
Scary okay. Im so dead.
RABU SAVE ME LAH !
Oh god.
STRESS STRESS STRESS !
Okays. Come on, we can do it right ?
Im sure we can. We will prove it. (:
I hope it won't be just an empty promises.
Okays, shall not rant any'more.
Ciaos.

If its just an empty promise,

why should it be made in the first place ?

i love you, and im sure you know thatbetter than anyone else.

Im hurting myself trying to put back the broken pieces,

but its as though i don't even care whether it hurts or not,

i just want it back in one piece.

Is it even up to me to decide ,

i guess not.

):

I don't wish to be everything to everyone,

i want to be somebody to someone.

不忍心再为难你,

不忍心再多说一句,

只要你记住幸福的表情,

我没关系.

):

Im tipsy. Opps.
Hahas.
Played games with cousin.
Loser drink, and yeah. I lost a lot of times, Lol.
Added whiskey, 47.3% alchoholic, to bitter lemon, and added tiger beer.
Woooooh ! Superb taste. Hahas!
Feel like puking though, Lucky tmr vesak day.
Hahas. I have to complete the proposal.
Print it tmr. And send it off to Ma'am Jiaxin.
Looks like i have to stay up late again T.T
Lol. Shouldn't have drink just now. Damn. -.-
Okay, the screen is blurr as im typing right now.
I'll stop here and save my energy for later.
Ciaos.

爱我好吗?

我愿意让伤心再来一遍,

只要你留一个位置给我

Today's Area Pop ! :D
Hahaas ! Super cool la.
And i didn't faint, Yays !
Well, i tried not to. Lol.
Sec 1 games is suprisingly boring.
But, i was playing some game with ma'am Sharbana and Ma'am Xinni.
Was fun la. Kanna about 50 pumpings, and about 10 star jumps.
Lolss, so cool la. HAHS !
Today was somewhat a really special day to me,
it really cheered me up, enjoyed a lot laa. (:
Okays, im really tired. T.T
Backache. God im getting old.
HAHAS !
Proposal, i'll do it tmr, im tireddddd, T.T
Compile compile compile :D
I wished today never end.
I wished that time didn't past so fast.
It just seemed like a minute.
):

Standing beside you doing absolutely nothing,

means absolutely everything to me.

Im holding on to someone who doesn't want to be held on to.

The beating of my heart is a drum,

and it's lost,

because it's looking for a rhythm like you.

well, im lost.

):

okays. my results suck suck suck.
Damn la.
Im so moody.
And sat's POP, im gonna drink lot of pocari sweat. -.-
Hahas !
And proposal is giving me a big headache.
Campfire ? Gosh.
Urgh.

I tried falling out of love,

but falling out of love means falling for someone else,

and you were the one I tripped for.

Okays, first off, My thumbdrive tio virus.
And what the hell lahs. My Annual camp documents all inside.
All kanna infected. -.-
BUTBUTBUT ! I SAVED THE DAY ! :D
HAHAS~
And anyways, passed my Chinese !
OMGOMGOMG, i failed so many subjects luh.
POA the worst luh ok.
15/50 . Reps gonna kill me.
Im feeling moody these days, Im brain dead. T.T
Got back the annual camp proposal.
As expected, theres a lot of errors,
Well, nothing is perfect start off right ?
Guess i have to work on it with the gang again.
And yeaps. Sat's POP. And and ! Sisi's going ! :D Thank god.
Lol. okay, this week simply sucks.
I so so so hate my life, i don't know whats wrong with my grades.
Its falling damn badly. Well, god knows.
okays, ciaos !

可不可以别回头?

可不可以就放手?

可不可以不作你的朋友?

Don't say you love somebody and then change your mind,

Love isn't about picking which movie you want to watch.

Okay, i decided to update. Boredom kills.
Anyways, i found out a lot of things about myself while packing.

-I'm A Cardcaptor Sakura cum Tsubasa chronicles Fan
-I love digimon ! :D

-I have tons of comics of Digimon
-Complete collection of CCS disc/ movie
-And i loved Anime since young !
And and, I noticed primary schools have this habit of writing biographies,
Which i think is kinda stupid now.
Hahas ! And we will rank our friends in like what Gold Silver and Bronze.
Now it really sounds quite insulting, well, those were the times.

Really silly la, and primary school peeps really twit a lot. lolssss.

okay im boredddd. okays. Ciaos !

and the reason is you

Things wont change, I guess.

Dreams dont come true,

they never will.

If you loved me,

You'd be here with me.

-Evanescence.

WOOOO. Im back From POP training. :DDD
Soo cool la cans. Its more interesting than speech day. HAHAS!
Okays, im soo tired la cans.
My back hurtsss. T.T
POP next week. YAYS !
Hahas ! It wasn't so bad after all though.
Lol. Im seriously dozing off. -.-
Next to worry about, is the results.
God.
-Annual camp
-Survival Camp
-POP
Im dead. T.T
Hahas ! But im looking forward to camp though, (:
Ok. im sleepy,
blog later. :D
Ciaos !

baby i love you anyway.

HELLOOO PEOPLE ! :DD
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER. GOD.
Anyways. I fell sick.
Caught a cold and i feel soo weak luh -.-
Because firstly, too tired.
Secondly, today is MATHS day.
Thridly, im thinking too much.
And tmr is pop training.
Seriously hope i can survive throughout.
God im dead.
Hahas. Waking up at 6.30 tmr. Soo early.
So much for sleeping in.
WENT BUGIS JUST NOW.
AND AND ! GOT MY NEW SCHOOL SHOES. :DDD
Lol. Im sleepy. Blog again tmr.
Ciaos. :D

如果真的选择是我,

我鼓起勇气去接受.

Emptiness behind,
where do i go ?

i could not beg him to stay,
if he wants to leave,
and be with someone else.
i'll have to admit that love doesn't give me the license to own a person.
you'll never understand why i hurt so much,
because you're not the one who is crying,
the one who is left behind,
and the one who loved too much,
and you're not the one who is holding on to someone who is gone.

Im back from dinner.
So full luh. -.-
Anyways, i decided not to force my way through things.
I learnt from lester a term, " 2nd useless bastard. "
Hahas. Yeahs. God created a rubber, cos he wants us to forgive and forget.
Like hell as if its so simple.
Neo angelique, its nice. Hahas.
All those uncertainities.
I don't get it

Why can't people treasure what they have ?

While others don't have and yet you have it,

but you just throw it aside as if its a piece of paper.

Some just yearn to get it,

but just simply can't.

Because whats not meant to be theirs wont be theirs.

No matter how much they hope for it,

They can't have it.

Well, cherish, thats all i can say.

在你的心中爱不应该是占有 ?

该不该就算了调头就走,却放弃不了

学着承担学着释放,这样也好.

他爱你比我更多,为什么选择寂寞 ?

Today had a 3 and a half hour 3pleS maths.
Its damn tiring. -.-
Though i ate maggi at about 0ne plus,
I got gastrics. What the hell.
Im soo hungry.
And yeahs, my bill is here = death day.
ZZ. helps. hahas.
I burst my bill in like 8 days. -.-
So yeahs, ciaos !

Gomenasai, i know i've let you down.

Even if time was turned back,
I guesss it wouldn't make any difference.
And constance and serene,
thanks a bunch for almost making me laugh like crazy on tuesday,
i really really had a great time.
I can't promise you,
because i know i can't do it.
Anyways. Help me decide people !
OBS or National camp ?
I WANT BOTH !!
WHY OBS :
-once a year for sec 3s
-GOT NICE CAMP SHIRTS DDD
-i want to experience it !
-I LOVEE CAMPS !

WHY NATIONAL CAMP:
-ITS 2 YEARS ONE TIME FOR SEC 3S !
-2 CAMP SHIRTS PROVIDED
-ONE GIRL AND ONE BOY CAN GO ONLY.
-10 LEAP POINTS !
-Its at pular ubin :X

okay okay.
And lastly,
If i go NC, i cant go OBS T.T
Vice versa.
Sirtan said it was to give chance. HAHAS,
OH WELL.
i still want both . LOl.
help me decide laaa,
Ciaos ~