Went out to eat Sakae with parents.
Damn full luhs.
Feel like pukingg ~~~
Lols. And and. Guess what.
Someone inspired me to buy 10 YEAR SERIES ! :DD
Hahas ! Then i bought altogether more than 60 bucks.
T.T Lol. I'll mug mug mug ! :XX
Hahas. Im gonna" fast" next week. save money !
Anyways.
Bought :
-Physics (10 yr series)
-Chemistry(10 yr series)
-English
-Add maths(10 yr series)
-Emaths
-Social studies
Assessments. LOL !
So so so hiong.
But for the sake of my future. i'll strive ! :D
Lol ! shit. -.-
I doubt i can sleep tonight. They have yet to send the proposals tuh me. -.-
Geesh. I guess i have to rush it.
Ton la !
Ciaos ~

Got my gift vouchers today.
$60 popular. Man, i'd rather cash vouchers.
And the concert was entertaining.
I thought i was gonna faint at the parade.
But, i survived ! :D
Thats a Miracle.
Lol.
-MYE
-ANNUAL CAMP
-HIM
-POP
thats all im thinking of right now.
POP on the 10 may ?
Duno what sir derrick talking also. Hahas !
Thinking about the past in Northbrooks.
God. Its cool la. But weird. -.-
Anyways. Im dying to go bugis.
Yong he could tell that im moody.
Gosh, BINGO man ! :X

Ciaos ~

Save me.

):

Like, who am i compared to her ?

Obviously, nothing.

Oh yes.
I feel like crying.
I feel like dying.
I feel like punching.
I feel like slashing.
I just want to scream .
Im not interested in tomorrow's speech day.
Kindda stupid.
And yeahs. I won't be able to hold out in the parade due to my weak constitution
I don't give a damn.
As if im not frustrated enough .
And wheres my penknife when i need it .
I'll have to make do without it.
Theres other means.
I guess.
Im just frustrated.
Well, who isn't .
Somebody, please kill me.
I'll be grateful .
HA-HA. Shit my life.
-.-

Why is everything turning back again ?

I don't understand

):

你一句话他很感动

你的关心他都接受

我的立场我的感受

你有没有试者想过

你的情话说的太多

你的关心给的太沉重

在你的心中爱不应该是占有

该不该就算了掉头就走

却放弃不了

学著承担

学著释放这样也好

(你没错〉他爱你比我更多

(没想过〉为什么选择寂寞

伤心不只是我相信你也懂

(你没错〉该我的就该给我

(没想过〉不管别人怎么说

心伤了心还是朋友

在生命中最好的对手

他爱你比我更多

为什么选择寂寞

Once i thought it was reality,

it turned back into a dream.

Its just so heartbreaking.

Okays. This is sweet laa.

HAHAS ! Im soo gonna search for this.

Lols. So cool la cans !

Anyways..

Im worried.

I wonder whats going on..

I don't know what to write, though there's just so much i want to say.

I've been thinking about it the whole day.

Yet im still pondering.

因为爱你,这就是我的理由.

心呢,被弄痛了

承诺呢,被丢弃了

听着你说好爱我,

感觉却不是感动,

这一次拥抱以后还有没有?

I can simply read your mind sometimes.
And yeaps. Im not gonna say anything about it.
I know, trust me, i do.
And i destest people who disturb me from thinking.
I don't know. Annoying luh.
I just lovee staring out into space, think and think and think.
I wonder if i can recover by speech day,
cos i really dont wanna fall out.
But im so stress and my fever wont go down.
Like duh. Stupid tests, MYE.
Grrs, i don't wanna talk more.
Its been in my head.
DYRLM ?
initials. Go guess la. :X HAHAS !
Ciaos.

Guardian Angel,

能不能 让我们再爱一遍?

就算倒退一天, 我都想要体验.

i know you're not ready.

but i don't mind waiting.

lovees :D

Like omg laa.
Today went to Kallang Leisure Park.
Saw a lot of things i want. Like. HAHS.
P.s i love you disc, 12 bucks. god. so cheap -.-
And and, bleach lion ! :D So cute la !
Its total anime okays !
I swear im gonna go there after Bugis, if possible laa.
Cause the things there like not cheap also. Hahas.
I don't know how things will turn out.
I wonder.

Ciaos !

在你的背景,有我爱你

Aishiteru (:

Though i don't really know how much pain you are going through,

How much stress you have,

I just hope that you will share it with me.

(:

I hope to be your guardian angel,

watching over you and protecting you.

i love you.

Im feeling weak.
Like, god knows why.
Sick laa. And Speech day is coming.
Many proposals to handle. Haiz.
Lol. But i will do it. Till the enddd :DDD
HAHAS !
Watched P.S i love you on channel U.
Damn nice la. I cried okays !
Like. So touching lohs. Goshh.
I won't rant about it.
Go see this at: http://www.crunchyroll.com/media-49536/Angel-I-Love-You-Movie.html
Super nice. Hahas. Din bluff you, serious.
Every love is worth sacrificing for.
Well, thats what i think i guess.
Flag day today was soo tiring, and boring laa.
Walked to chong pang.
And had some troubles la. But nvm, its over.
Tiring lehs. I swear i never go flag day again -.- HAHAS !
i'd rather go volunteer at SPCA or smth. Lol.
I'll try getting the Ncos to attend the camp, and maybe some seniors to come back.
Since Terrence Tay requested it. Lol.
He stingy laaa ! dowan donate. Lol. Huiying better :D
HAHAS ! :X okays,
Ciaos ~

i lovee you :D

Never say goodbye when you still want to try.

Never give up when you still feel you can take it.

Never say you don't love a person when you can't let go.

It doesn't take a reason to love someone,

but it does to like someone.

You don't love someone because you want to,

you love someone because you are destined too.

It's because you fall in Love with them,

that you then try tofind a reason, but you always come up withthe answer, No reason!

God. OBS shirt ! :D

Hahas ! Took photo in my OBS shirt.

Sooo cool la cans. Lol.

Anyways. Today was a bummer day.

Well, practically everyday is luh.

And i fell out during rehearsal just now.

Kindda close to black out.

Probably didn't eat ?

Yeahs, prize giving rehearsal was a breeze.

BOW 90 degrees ! Thats Rina's Usual line -.-

Haiz. Im tired.

Tmr flag day. Sian luhhh.

Hahas, but maybe will be fun ?

Don't know. Hmms. Lol. :X

Seriously, im gonna go bugis street to shop. -.-

Buy all kinds of colours watch.

and and SUNGLASSES ! ~

HAHAS ! but im busy.

Lol. im gonna make annual camp a successed one.

Wish me luck !

But i dont think it counts on luck itself, but also hard work.

So yeahs. Im not gonna fail SS again.

Im gonna study and mugmugmug.

Later Bala nag me again lohhh . Lol.

Okais. Ciaos ~

我猜你早已发现我的爱

绕几个弯越靠近越明白

不要走开

幸福的开始就是放手去爱

:DD

i lovee you

Gosh. Camp Cord ?
Im dead. HAHAS !
Anyways. Im sure its gonna be fun fun fun during annual camp :DD
Lol. Hope NCOs will come back. Yeahs.
And whats a flag escort ? GOD.
Okays. I failed SS. Believe it or not -.-
Hahas. Waiting for some emails to flow in.
Lol. Short post la uh . Lazy.
Bummer day. I don't want to talk about it.
Since You don't care,
Why should i give a damn.
Ciaos.

Short and random post alrights.
Having a damn fever.
Sleeping early later.
Don't know whats a Flag -escort.
Someone enlighten me pleaseee.
For the POP thingy la.
Anyways. Speech day rehearsal, boring. Lol.
Was like squinting my eyes due to the hot sun.
And my poor nose got sunburnt.
Shit day. I lost my belt -.-
Thanks A lot Ben for the belt. Like, heng -.-
HAHS.
was in no mood today. Failed Chemistry test.
Confirm chop.
I don't wanna say more.

Avoiding me ?

Yes you are.

Running away from reality,

Yes you are.

And let me tell you.

I won't bother to chase.

Cindy's right.

After you make an important decision,

Don't ever turn back,

Cause i know i'll cry.

Its chim, but don't try to understand it la huh.

my random worddds.

ciaos.

HAHAS !

I wonder if he knows that he's all i think about at night.

Like what am i even thinking.

He didn't say he Loved me.

Sorry for not blogging for days.
Anyways.
Friday was like.
I don't know. Felt like puking during np.
Duno why la. Maybe ate too much hotdogs. -.-
HAHS.
Why do things have top turn out this way ?
Like seriously. Im sooo damn upset about it.
God is being mean to me.
To me, to him, and to Us.
Anyways. Im back to maple.
Lol.I just don't get it.
It sucks big time.
Total bummer i guess.
Heys, cheer up yeahs ?
Things will change, youll see (:

I Think i Love you