Isn't he 'e sweetest thing. LOL.

Watched They kissed again 2.

Then got addicted to this guy. So cute la please.

And i promised myself,

I'm gonna marry a doctor. HAHAS !

Oh and i'm gonna be one myself.

Okays.

What time is it ?

Its too early to dream la. LOL .

Going OBS tmr.

Hope i stick to daphne.

If not i'll die there. LOL !

Well, bye lappy.

I'll miss you.

And i'd swear i'll kiss you 'e moment i reach home :D

Lol.

Okays. turning in.

Ciaos !

Now is 1.49am.
I slept at 4.30am yesterday.
So i just slept for 2 and a half hours.
No energy to do anything la.
Now my eyes are swollen.
Haiz.
If you said you were tired
Please, im also tired.
Not physically, but mentally.
Watching "They kissed again 2" every night isn't gonna help.
Cry cry cry,
In the end, eye swollen, no energy.
Moody.
This saturday's housewarming.
I have no mood for it.
I'd rather not have it this week.
So tired.
I asked myself today,
Why did i break that promise to you in the first place?
Or i should say, why should i make that promise to you in the first place?
And i found out,
I couldn't answer myself.

Daisuki deshou.

Today was so-so.
Well, from what i know.
My days are never great Or splendid.
Before recess was still alright.
Played Naruto in class since Mr tan wasn't in.
I don't know what struck me during recess.
I felt so down.
I felt like as if i can sit at the concourse staring, like forever,
And i asked myself.
Is it even worth it ?
What am i doing ?
My grades are plunging.
And what have i done to make up for it.
Today Mr bala returned the test papers.
As expected, i did badly.
He said to me,
"You're a top student, and you should maintain that top student standard. "
And i told myself, yes i have to.
I know i should.
If not my future will be over.
So many things happened.
When God gives you something,
He will take another thing from you.
So that its fair to everyone.
I can't really say that God is being unfair to me.
I think i'm being unfair to myself.
Hah. Some people work and get what they deserve.
But some people work, yes.
But don't get anything at all.
This is just what i feel randomly.
People experience and learn from it.
Once bitten twice shy.
I was bitten once, and i got bitten again.
Isn't that a joke ?
When you said you loved me,
All i ever thought was.
"This is just a lie".
And in the end, i lied to myself.
Telling myself that this is true,
But now, its too good to be true.
I just never learn my lesson.
No matter how i tried to forget you.
I just realise i couldn't.
And everything's changing, when i turn around.

watashi no' sekai,

i hate it.

I'm so tired.
Well. I don't know.
My life is practically worthless la okays.
I don't know. I feel this way.
And punching seem to feel as great as it used to be.
Next week's OBS.
I'm a lil' reluctant to go.
EH, 7th month leh people.
Lol. Oh well, whatever.
I'm tired.
Gonna sleep now.

Ciaos.

Matters of e' heart cannot be solved by someone else except yourself.

Original

sketch

Helloo people.

See! see! see!

I've done my drawing.

Though not fantastic, im proud of myself !

And yahs, i finished it at 2am in the morning,

So im effing tired today.

Andand. Bought a new phone !

Like thank god. Lol.

Nokia 6500. Was so shocked that mum would buy one each for me and sis.

HAHAS. So happy. :D

Still. What a drag. LOL !

Ciaos !

okays. I'm here to blog.
Its 1.37am according to the clock now.
So tired la.
Finished my sketch of Deidara and Sasori.
And im soproud of myself.
Hahas.
I definitely miss art club.
Nostalgic. Hmms.
Hahas, anyways. Today was supposed to be 2A2'07 's BBQ.
I didn't turn up.
I felt that there wasn't a need for me to go.
Neither was i obliged to go.
So i spent my time wisely.
And stayed at home doing naruto stuff.
And just sketch sketch sketch.
Fun la i guess.
I love art.
Not everyone has a flair for it though.
Anyways. Friday was okay.
Okay, frankly speaking.
I detest Service day.
Though its for a good cause, yeahs.
But yeaps. Experience lots of things.
8 more days to OBS.
Gonna miss lotsa lessons.
Im dead. Hell yeah.
Going church later.
As in 10.15. Better turn in now.
Haiz.

Now i feel like i don't give a damn anymore.

The video on some sense thingy made some sense.
Well, i concluded that,
Like means like, Love means love.
Don't like means don't like.
No such thing as im not ready yet.
Yeah, and i agree,
Totally.

That was what i meant,

You will never ever come back for me.

Never

Don't be reckless with other people's hearts.
Don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.



p.s. Sasuke Uchiha is mine. HAHAS ! :P

I couldn't differentiate.
Whether you're just a friend, or just someone i missed.
):

Seem like i didn't blog for quite some time.
Well, i guess i was all that busy with naruto-ing.
I'm gonna flunk POA, and A maths.
My test papers were as good as blank.
Well, i really don't know how to describe how i feel right now.
Okay. I really really must buck up.
I'm laggin' behind.
Well, don't know whats wrong.
Too much stress i guess.
Havin' History test tmr.

Thought you felt it too,

When there was me and you.

Okay. its 2.06am in e' morning.
I'm gonna sleep.
Nights ?
Guess not.
Lol.

Hey, Sasuke.

Save me.

Lmaos.

Hello people ! :D
I'm in an extremely high mood today.
Well, the temporary commitee was announced yesterday.
I was quite happy with my post, well, Kinloong and i were. HAHAS.
Say goodbye to proposals for now. :D
Okay, PDT was funfunfun la !
We did well, hahas !
But, i ended up with blueblacks.
Well, actually, Daphne got it worse than me. :P
And Hazman was like Ow Ow Ow. LOL.
His hip has a big blublack. Poor him .
Didn't stay long at the Civics Centre.
Went Causeway point with Su ling, Daphne, Bobo, Felicia, Kinloong and Jing min.
Was so tired but carried on walking, just to evaporate all the sweat. -.-
Hahas ! After that went home with Kinloong.
It was a great day, well, i guess.
Officers treated us McChicken.
Just now Megan was crying beside Sir tan, but he like didn't notice.
Cause Megan too small, until like Felicia Baobao went to told him.
He gave the expression like, OMG. Lol !
Yesterday's training was fun, and it went all smooth.
Maybe we really CAN run the unit :D
I'm so proud of my squad please !
Okok, we'll work harder.
Gambate ! (:
P.S. I'm getting worked up so easily, i think i must learn Yoga.
For example, getting SMSes from those bo liao people. I'm not giving a crap.
I'm saving my phone from being confiscated ._.

So its a cold war after all.

But sorry, it doesn't work on me.

mata' ashita.

*edited

Cryin' would just be a burden to you.