Bonjour people ! :D
Today was a super mixed emotions kinda day.
Happy because i got to see Honey in the morning :D
Hahas! <3
And Daddy bought me this superb kawaii Pooh bear.
Hmm. Gonna name it..
Socks ! :D *jap tone please*
Hahas! I bet not many will know how to pronounce anyway.
Anyway. Daddy decided to buy a car.
A car that sucks, be it in colour or in brand.
Avante, blue. WTH.
I mean like, not classy at all please.
And if they were to choose that stupid colour, what for ask me along.
Dumb please.
Well, i'm never gonna let myself drive a non-classy car.
I want a FERRARI ! :D
Wooohooo ~
Okay. Went to Grandma's house for dinner.
Then to Giant. Buy groceries and stuff.
Super tired luh.
But i bet Honey's even more tired than me.
When i'm looking at shitty cars,
Honey was looking at super kawaii Golden Retriever pups man !
No fair no fair !
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
This sucks.
But at least i got to see Honey today. YAY ! :D
Honey's probably asleep right now.
Tired from all that cycling i guess.
Hahas. I'm also tired from all that walking,
nevertheless, here's a post for my faithful readers (:
Cool right !
Hahas. Alrights.
Ciaos!~

I love you Honey ! :D

Bonjour people.
Seriously, i'm so not in the freaking mood to blog.
Women's problems ya' see ?
Crap.
Anyway.Today was a super boring day.
Hahas, I'm serious.
Practically, today was "dye-hair" day.
My mom dyed for my sister,
and i dyed for Mom.
Hahas. So i highlighted my own hair.
Not permanent of course.
Pink+ purple + red.
HAHAS~
Because of NP luh. LOL.
The minute i POP i'll dye my hair man.
HAHAS~
nahs, after O's.
Even though Vanessa dyed a brown sorta colour,
It wasn't that obvious.
I'll dye an obvious brown.
*evil laughs* !
Hmm. Life sucks.
BIG TIME.
Honey, i miss you laaaaa.
Days without you suck. T.T
Oh yeah, i completed my Jigsaw !
YAY!
And it was 3 days of work so yeah.
Ciaos!

I MISS YOU HONEY .

MAKE UP POST !


Wednesday:
Went to Honey's house for a movie Marathon.
Watched 10 promises to my dog, Cody banks and White chicks.
Was there about 9am or so in the morning i think.
So sleepy. Hahas.
But yeaps. Really had a great time.
Went home and take a nap.
But my mum woke me up when its barely even one hour of sleep.
After that went out to dinner with mum and sis.
Went home and re-did my Full-U.
Superb tired, so i slept damn early.
Next day NP what.
HAHAS.

Thursday:
Alrighty.
Woke up at 8 am just to eat my breakfast,
just to ensure that i won't faint during GOH.
Hahas!
And so i didn't today :D YAY ME !
Okay.
Cheer leading is super FUN please.
But on the day,
The CIs aren't performing with us.
That's why I'm worried.
Their getting another guy to replace Sir Hanafi.
And i have to admit.
I don't trust one of my base.
That's why i think I'm gonna fall and die on the actual day.
So yeah.
But anyway.
Honey got admitted to hospital.
Wonder if he's alright now..
But yeah.
I don't have my penknife, but i have my blade with me.
I'm a practical person.
I don't think most of you, even my best friend,
know my personality very well.
Not surprising.
Its not like i open up that easily.
Hahas !
Today had some changing parade.
So sickening, but who cares.
I feel like learning piano.
But i'll have lesser time for Honey.
So i think not now bah..
Haiz. So freaking stress and i can't do anything.
How come it has to happen every single time.
Everyday.
Is this going to be going on and on..
If i'm going to cry on and on everyday.
I'll go blind before the time God has planned for me.
): fcuk life man.

I want to be with you forever.

But forever don't seem like long enough.

penknife. can't find it.

fcuk.

Basically, today was alright.
Alright, about today's training.
Ma'am Zulaikha and Sir Hanafi came back as CIT's.
YAY !
So basically she's in charge of our CCA open house 2009.
Today was GOH cum CCA open house training.
Maybe it was because i didn't sleep enough,
Or i didn't eat breakfast.
A few minutes of marching and i couldn't take it man.
HAHS!
Sounds freaking stupid, but true.
So i gave up one of my five chances and went to sit at the concourse.
Learnt my lesson man.
Damn.
Thank the heavens for blessing honey.
Seriously, my heart skipped a beat man.
THANK GOD.
Anyway. Now for the exciting part.
Actually Terrance and i were in Fancy Drills.
But then, i was like 39- 40 kg.
Can say lightest or smth there.
Then Terrance was in a sense strong .
So yeah, he's gonna carry me during performance.
HAHAS.
Please, its freaking scary okay !
But not for Ma'am Sharbana,
Cos she's in cheerleading.
Well anyway.
Got lifted up by Sir Hanafi and Terrance.
Had to stand straight on their palms.
SCARY !~
In my head i was like " shit man, i'm gonna die "
Hahas! And luckily enough,
The first attempt succeeded ! Woah !~
But the second, third, fourth, and fifth didn't.
Cos' my legs were trembling non-stop man.
WOAH!
But but but !
The sixth attempt succeeded !
Hahas.
PRO RIGHT !
Thanks to macho people like Terrance and Sir Hanafi.
But i'm so so so not gonna do that stunt again
HAHAS.
We did another stunt.
Which Terrance have to lift me up high and put me on his shoulders.
Well, it succeeded the first time :D
Because we did the routine only once.
*evil laughs*
HAHAS. But fun luh.
At least i didn't fall.
So yeah, cool.
Friday having training again. Haiz.
Better eat my breakfast.
And hope the sun isn't that strong during GOH training .
Hahas, yeah luh. I have a weak body.
Rather be in flag party or smth.
Though being a flag escort is way better,
HAHAS. I still remembered area 2 POP.
Being a flag escort is so cool please !
Awww. I want a second time man.
Hahas. Alrightys.
I'll go back to my jigsaw puzzle.
Ciaos people ! :D

God, continue to watch over honey, onegai.

I love you Honey ! <3

Music can express one's soul they say, its true :D

Without you, all i'm going to be is Incomplete. [ incomplete ]
I still need you, I still care about you. [ i still ]
I still feel you, like i'm right beside you.
I won't live my life without you. [ never let you go ]
Everybody's got something, [ never had a dream come true ]
they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
No matter how I try and try,
I just can't say goodbye.


Okay time to sleep.
Nights people ! :D

Promise me.

Bonjour people ! :D

I realised that there are many silent readers in my blog.

Tag la ! Uh-luh ~

Alrighty.

Just went out with cousin to eat dinner just now.

Okay la. Went Chong Pang.

Had a slight fever this afternoon.

Sleep sleep sleep till about 6pm i think.

Or was it ? Hahas !

Anyway, i'll finish with a retarded photo. :P

Retarded please ! My Raccoon- " Xiao gui "

P.S. Honey, i love you :D

Somehow or rather.
I cooled down.
So yeahs.
I hope god will continue to answer my prayers.
Honey, take care alrights ?
I love you.

I love you, yes i do.

I'll be with you as long as you want me to.

Until, the very end of time.

This Morning when i woke up.
Seriously, i could hardly open my eyes.
As in, so swollen please.
Morever, i can hardly see now even with my night light on at night.
I think my night-blindness is getting worse.
Hahas ! Who knows, maybe i'll become blind.
Anyway, today's training was alright i guess.
We're doing fancy drills for CCA open house :D
YAY !
Hahas~
Throughout the training i was seriously worried.
But yeaps. Honey is alright, for now.
(:
Went out for lunch with Honey after Training just now.
Probably because of NP, won't get to see Honey much.
What to do ?
Haiz. Baka's out at Mandai zoo today.
So envious la.
She can stay out late and i can't .
So freaking unfair please !
DUH. We're only like one year difference.
And she got her DSL yesterday. BLACK !
I help her choose, thats why cool. *giggles*.
Can't wait to go Genting cum KL.
Ahh !~ Miss steamboat sooo much.
I ain't called a shopping queen for nothing alrights.
Of course, i'm soooo gonna miss Honey when i'm gone.
):
So yeahs. Thats all i think. For today.
Ciaos people ! ~

If you weren't here with me,

I don't know how i can carry on .

Honey, i love you. (:

Seriously, i hope Honey is alright.
If anything happens, God, please take me away instead.
I'm serious, i swear.
Training later.
I hope nothing happens.
URGH.
I can't help but worry.
God. Please.

Honey, don't leave me alone in this world.

Honey's probably mad at me now.
So yeah.
Here i am, with some shitty mood.
Just take it as its my fault, alright.
It doesn't matter.
So yeah.
I don't like it when you do things like being emo because of me.
Maybe to you its something small.
But to me, its big enough make me feel like killing myself.
Because i care.
And i seriously don't want anything to happen to you.
Even if something did happen, i'd rather it happened to me.
I'm sorry, alrights ?
Where's stephanie when i need her man.
Haiz.
I ain't bringing this mood to GOH tmr.
I can't.

Gomenasai, i know i've let you down.

Im sorry, and i love you.

Bonjour people ! :D

Today, to me, was considerably a damn busy day.

But then kindda enjoyed it, so yeah.

Initially, Stephanie and I were thinking about going jogging the night before.

But i kindda ignored my alarm clock when it rang.

So yeah, in the end Honey had to wake me up instead.

Ended up, baking and decorating cookies.

Went North Point to have lunch.

After that went Incut to cut my hair.

So freaking regret it man.

But yeah, have to get used to it.

Now all i can do is say:

*Grow faster grow faster ! *

F4.

So here are some pictures of the cookies i decorated. :D

Aren't they cute ? Hahas! :D

Alrighty.

Gotta eat dinner,

Till then.

Ciaos! ~

Aishiteru.

Okay people ! :D
Its like 3.01am now.
So yeah.
I'm here to crap about today as well as my resolutions for next year :D
Bear with me.
Alrighty, first off.
Today went out to North Point with Stephanie to meet Honey.
The plan initially was to explore the new library.
But yeah, anyway.
We went inside North point and walked around admiring all the super cute toys.
Seriously.
After that, we decided to go Causeway Point.
So we were sort of window-shopping.
After that we headed outside for the Pasar Malam.
Bought something to eat and we headed off to Sembawang,
To meet Chelsea and Cris.
Saw Debbi and Aisya at the MRT station.
Its a small world after all ! :D
So we just walked around again, and went into the library to sit.
Went to Yamaha, and woah.
VIOLINS AND PIANOS !
I was like, " i'm sooo gonna buy this next time ! "
HAHAS.
Okay, after that we left and Headed back to Yishun,
Cause Stephanie and I had to go home while the rest had Project J afterwards.
And Guess what.
Saw Kristin and Sisi ! :D
Seriously, how small is Singapore ?
So we said our goodbyes on the 804 on the way home.
Okay, this is the first most detailed post I've ever posted this year.
And here i am drinking milo while having Gastric pain.
High metabolism is seriously.. bad in a way.
Yeahs.


So for now, Resolutions cum wishes !
:D
Lets see ;
-Get back my first position in class :D
-SAVE MONEY.
-Super good grades :D
-Learn Piano/ Violin.
-A dog :DD
-No more Curfews !
-New Lappy.

And lastly..

- ITS A SECRET. (:


Ciaos people! :D

Without you where do i belong ?

Bonjour people ! :D
Today was really a half fun and half boring day.
Hahas. I won't fill in the details though.
*Giggles*
Okay, anyway.
Firstly, GOH is up, and CCA prep is also on.
Luckily i'm not in charge of anything big.
For once, i don't really need to worry about proposals and stuff.
So yeah.
And and. Puppies are so cute please.
I really had a great time today, seriously.
:D
Okay, anyway, Stephanie, my cousin is staying over at my house now.
Since Baka isn't at home, we practically have the whole house to us tmr.
We practically bitch about everthing .
Well, almost. Hahas !
And i found out smth interesting though, i confirmed it.
Hahas!
Gonna "bao liao" to igy tmr. hahas!
IM SERIOUS ~
Hahas. Alrighty, Ciaos~

And Baby, I love you.

Today was.

FABULOUSLY AWESOMEEEEE :DDDDD

11.11.08

Anyone realised today is 11.11 ?

HAHAS.

心不再拚命躲,不去害怕结果.

假设有个以后,你会怎么说?

爱转角以后的街,能不能有我来陪?

也许陌生到了解,让我来当你的谁?

*edited :P *

Okay people ! :D
I'm back ~
Anyway. Confirmation camp rocks :D
Its like, though separated from friends,
I've made new ones !
I'm not that anti-social after all :P
Okay. I'll update on it then.
Day one :D
Practically, it was about 30 minutes ride i think.
Well, I brought an exceptionally small bag.
While Gwen on the other hand brought one luggage.
HAHAS !
Natalie joined us at night after dinner.
Anyway, actually i can't remember whats on the first day.
Dots.
Second Day
Ah.
I remembered.
We had morning activity, exercise.
And okay. Captain's fruit.
God. That game almost murdered me.
Hahas, Imagine throwing fruits.
Which are going to rot but not yet.
Smells like puke though, Eeww.
I got a total of 4 kinds of fruits on me.
Thanks to Igy. Hahas!
It be different if i were in NVSS PE tee.
Hahas !
Anyway. After that was Praise and Worship or smth.
Cool man.
Ah. I remembered.
Nat and I were like so scared la.
I think you guys can guess pretty much ?
Okay. At least Nat could like sleep.
I invited her over to my bed since she was afraid.
So yeah, she slept at about 2am ?
But i was tossing and turning.
Thinking and imagining stupid things.
I mean like, yeah.
Then in the end i had to go to Igy for help.
And thanks to him comforting me,
I felt much much better, Thanks !
LOL.
Okay, it pretty much helped a lot.
But the thunder vibrated the whole building.
Which was kinda creepy. Damn it.
Hahas!
Third day
Hmm.
Okay, thank the lord.
It was raining. soooo.
No PT.
Hahas ! ~
I skipped breakfast.
I forgotten whats after that.
Ah. Javis came to preach.
And i tell you people ,
I've never cried so much in my life.
Okay, at first there wasn't any tear.
Nat started tearing first.
Then followed by me.
Well, i could say, i was touched by God.
I don't know myself.
I only know i asked myself :
"Jesus have done so much for me.
But what have i done in return ? "
And with that, i started crying like crazy.
Okay, not that crazy.
And my mum's card made it worst.
First time soo touching pleaseee :D
I've opened up quite a lot.
So yeah. (:
In conclusion
Hmm. Actually, this camp was damn fun.
No stress, no nothing.
But, i want to thank my Facilitators,
Chelsea, Kevin 1, Kevin 2, and including Igy :D
If it weren't for them, i wouldn't have open up so much.
Be it to God, My group or whatsoever.
It was really fun.
And like OBS, if there was a second time, I'd go man.
:D Im not kiddin'.
Anyway, I'm gonna make up for my lost sleep. (:
I think Igy should too.
Hmm. Okays.
Ciaos ! ~

When the world changes.

Everything changes along with it.

Including You, and Me.

Declan Galbraith

Okay. This guy is a superb singer,

PLUS, a Major Hot stuff - DUH !

Log on tuh Youtube,

And search for his video - An angel.

I bet your jaws will all drop -.-

Seriously, He's talented and only 17 this year.

And he can control his pitch so well man ~

Okay, Anyway.

Spent the whole day reading manga.

HAHAS.

Mmph. Though some short ones unlike Absolute boyfriend.

-You're my Girlfriend

-1/3 no kareshi

-7th period is a secret

Basically just Shoujou *(romance) kind.

Hahas. But superb.

Tomorrow Going to RP to do CIP.

Seriously, what a drag.

Have to wake up at 630 ya 'know !

God.

To think i've been waking up like 1 plus for the last few days.

Geesh.

Alrighty.

Ciaos !

Alrighty, look at the time !
Approx 4am.
I finally read finish Absolute boyfriend.
Superb manga.
The first one ever to make me shed tears,
I don't know why, its just too.. sad.
Well, off tuh sleep now.

Zettai Kareshi;

Bonjour people ! :D
Its been a while hasn't it.
HAHAS.
Okay fine, i haven't been updating as promised.
Gomeneh.
Anyways. With the much boring holidays right now.
Nothing much tuh update.
Lets see.
Everyday is now manga-ing, when theres no anime, that is.
I read Naruto in 3 days.
Vampire knight in day.
And im currently reading D gray man.
HAHA.
Okay, off i go ~
Ciaos !