Hellooooooo people ! :D
Im blogging, like finally. Lol.
Thanks for visiting, my taggers. Lawls. -.-
And and, CAMPCRAFT COMPETITION IS POSTPONED ! :XX
like omg rights? Me too. -.-
Why ? raining luh. Lol. But fun la. Hurhurs.
Good, because im frigging nervous.
Bad because i think we are ready. Lol.
And half half. Because, its during NCO CAMP. -.-
Okays. Had fun at HTA. played games you see ?
Reply of tags :D
Jialong- Hahas. Lame. Lol.
Stranger- Ehs, if you are my friend then please leave your name luh. Don't be an idiot and let everyone who comes here give a comment about you. Its uneccessary trouble. Whatever my hair looks like doesn't concern you luh. Its my head okays. Lmaos. -.- And i see no point in returning your tags also.
Terrance- Hahas . You ah. Dont so fierce to her la. -.- If not things won't turn out well la okays.
Sfogs- Please don't blow up this small matter luh. Its my blog issue and not yours. I dont want anyone to solve it except myself.
BENN- ehs ? good idea. Lol.
Stacy- Hahas ! Cry luh. Lol. then i go take tissue from him. Heehees. Dont so violent luh. You ah, hit ppl frigging pain u noe. Hahas ! :XX

Was i lost in You and Me ,

To the point i couldn't see ?

You know you love someone when you want them to be happy

even if their happiness means that you're not part of it.

super lazy to blog.

so, CIAOS :X

I could not beg him to stay

if He wants to leave

and be with someone else.

I'll have to admit that love doesn't give me the license to own a person.

You'll never understand why I hurt so much

because you're not the one who is crying,

you're not the one who is left behind,

you're not the one who loved too much,

and you're not the one who is holding on to someone who is gone.

I have no comments on today's training.
And yeahs. Im tiredd. Lol.
And and and i can't help worrying about Campcraft competition.
Goshh. Hahas.
Im being paranoid luh. Today happened quite a lot of stuff.
I do not wish to mention.
Mr tan was outta sorts luh. kns.
Hahas. And once again, BURNOUT ROCKS :DD ~~
Ciaos :X

When i saw him, i fell in love with him.

And He smiled, because he knew.

Baka.

I just want to say,
Im happy to have you as a sister, as a friend.
Someone who have seen all of my emotions.
And man, im so touched by your words.
Im not upset because of you.
No ways man.
You always listen to my rants and feelings.
Its so sweet luh. (:
Love you man, BFFS ! :DD

Anyways. Played PSP today. Omgosh. Im like so high luh.
Hahas ! Okays, im like writing an essay now. :X
Anyways, Burnout rocks luh. Heehees :D
Im rushing my work out. I can't find my thumbdrive.
Knn. -.-
Ciaos !

It only matters when it comes to You.

Hahas ! I think i'll post some pictures and cut the craps.

Today was grandpa's bday. So celebrated luh.

Lol. Cam-whoring the whole day also -.-

So yeahs. Lol.

Me and my baka sister. Lol. Okay, retarded.

Lol. -.-

she and her idiotic look -.-

Im such a cam whore :XX

hurhurs :XX

retarded. LoL.

Okays, im retarded. -.- Hmms.

Hahas. Im so tired.

Looking forward to campcraft ! :DD

Anyways, its getting late. So.

Nights :D

Ciaos.

Its some kind of pain that i can't hide.

Whatever it is Boy,

I just want you to be happy,

And thats enough for me .

Okays. Im gonna blog about something damn lame.
Lol. I just came back from church just now.
Okays, while in class, Natalie and i were crapping about gwen.
She wants a new name you see ?
Lol. So she brought the " Book for baby names " Book.
Hahas ! Then she asked us about the name " Alerya "
I was like ohh.. But in my mind i was like " what a weird name " :XX
Hahas ! Then Natalie said: this name so hard to pronounce.
Lol. True luhs.
Then she added. : Its like Aloe vera and Alleluia added together.
Hahas ! Then was like laughing like mad luh. -.-
Lol. Now we call her Alleluia. Holy right ! Kns. Hahas !
Okays, that was lame. Hmm. Im so busy in march.
Holiday totally gone -.-
1 March- Campcraft Girls compettition.
8 March- 10 March- NCO camp omgomgomg. :X
12 March-13 March- PK Course
24 March- Dry shoot
28 March- Classification Shoot { when i shoot birds. Lol.}


Omg. I so can't wait for annual camp :DD
Hahas ! Okay, that is like in May -.-
Lol. Busy man ! :D
Anyways, going out later .
God knows where -.-
Hurhurs.
Yesterday was totally.. URGH.
Lol. Yewfai and I promised to fly tgth.
And i'll be sitting on him !
Got weight then die faster u see ? Hahas ! :X
I doubt im getting my marksman, Cos im shooting bird. -.-
Knn. Hahas !
I think thats all. Hmms.
CIAOS !

does it have to be this way ?

You Just don't know how much pain im in right now.

I don't know how many times i posted today.
And i don't give a damn to it.
Im so confused.
I don't know what my life is turning out to be.
I don't know what will happen,

Guys are ignorant little boys. Lol.

Theres simply no one there for me.

难道你真舍得 ?

God hates me.

Now i realised how everyone thought,
how everyone felt about that issue.
Somehow God is torturing me,
By putting me in the middle.
And thinking about it makes me frustrated.
And makes me hate myself.
Wondering why does it have to turn out this way.
Like knn.
Why can't people forgive and just forget ?
Its like so stupid to stay as enemies.
You can't do it all your life .
I hate thinking about it.
Why am i in it.
Like, what have i done.
Just WHAT.

你会不会爱我 ?

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist. Independence: Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time." You usually find it easy to be part of a couple. But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

The Five Variable Love Test

Hahas ! Okays. Lame. :X

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"

A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your Love style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

okays. Im super bored -.-

What Madeline Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Okays. Im bored. -.-

Go Campcraft Boys ! :DD
You All Did Your Best And We All Know It (:
WE LOVE YOU GUYS !

Hahas , hey guys ! :D
Watching the competition gives me butterflies in my stomach.
Like gosh. Some of them so hiong de luh !
Climb on top of each other de luhs ! Kns.
No safety. Hmphs. Hahas ! Seriously luh.
Hahas. Okays. Im seriously very hungry now.
And yeahs. HTA a lot of millipede. Eeks.
Lol. For the sake of the team,
Im so so gonna buck up. hmphs. (:
Kambate Girls ! :D
But it was exciting luhs. Heehees.
And yeahs. Vincent, please shut your mouth luh.
Kns. Hahas ! Ehs ? Someone's gonna hate me. Lol.
Anyways. Terrence's bag was like so cute luh.
Got the duno what apple or tomato.
God knows what the hell is that thingy.
Hmms. Lol. Anyways. I turned its eyes 360 degrees.
Hahas ! :X Im bullying it. Okays, sorry terrence. :X
Lol. Seriously, i saw a pole hit someone 3 times. o
That person so damn suay. -.-
Lucky other school de. Hahas !
If its our school i will run inand hell yeahs.
Get disqualified. So dumbass. Lol !
NAHS. Unless that person faint or concussion luh.
Then yeahs. -.- Lol. Ma'am Sharbana was gan chiong.
So was i. Its as if i was in there myself 0.0
Arghs ! Save me. :X
Okays, there was some drama.
I was just being retarded and dumb luh. So yeahs.
Okays, our competition is like next saturday. Im so dying -.-
But ! Im having confidence (: Hahas !
I'll make sure we improve. :D
Im gonna eat now. Having gastrics.
Update later. :D

P.s. See ? so many girls Love you man, You are so lucky :X Hahas !

我不会爱你的爱受伤害

所以宁愿安静的等待

Okays. Im so tired.
Its like. No words to describe it. -.-
And Cbox have some kind of issue. Geesh.
Cross country sucks. Due to nature.
Im like dying of cramps now luh. Knn.
Ran until damn hiong just now. Didn't get into top 5.
Was like sad luhs. Wells. Duno la.
A lot of ppl swop tags luh, so yeahs.
I didn't eat before i ran.
So felt weak. Going to faint. Lol.
Dumb la i know. -.-
Gastrics x Nature's cause x Running = DYING.
Okays. Tomorrow's the Boys competition.
Im so tired, don't feel like going.
BUT BUT ! :D
I want to go support them. Lol.
Especially Snoopy :D
Okay. Lame.
Run run run halfway then spot zappy.
Hahas ! Kindda funny luhs.
He overtook me, then i overtook him.
Then again, and again.
Pekcek le. So didn't run so much.
Cos im close to fainting le. Lol.
Okays. I've gotta wake up early tmr.
Believe it or not. Im sleeping at 10pm.
My legs are wobbling. Gosh. Lol.
Anyways, Ciaos (:

Every Day, Every second,

Every Hour, Every Minute,

Im thinking of you Boy. (:

Im so emo today.
God knows why, im just pissed.
Wells. Its because of two reasons.
Which i soo don't wanna share.
Its a total bummer u see.
And like yeahs.
I played sparklers
And the whole area fogged up like hell.
Gosh. Im coughing now. And yeahs.
I caught the cough bug.
Firstly, the day starts out with flag raising

Which was totally kindda stupid.
Then i forgot my NP tee

Which was a total bummer.
I had to run home to get it though.
Blame me for being stupid and dumb

Im just pissed off luh.
You irritate me these days you die.
Sorry for any attitude caused.
Anyways. Was Like.
Trying out stunts during campcraft training.
Lol. I almost fell -.- Gosh . Hahas !
My legs were trembling cans

Hahas ! But i hope to accomplish it though.

And Oh ! I passed physics Test ! :DD
Gosh. Hahas, by half a mark 0.0
Aiya. Improved okays. Hahas.
PE was sucky. Yeahs.
Now i enjoy pegging , I don't know why. Hmms.
Lol.
I was destroying the poor vegetation luhs.
Sorry grass. :X
Ehs.
Why wasn't it me who got hurt ?
I so hate the flag pole -.-
Geesh.
I was so busy destroying the vegetation,
that i didn't realise what was going on.
Cause i emo mahs -.-
Then bleeding also i didn't know.
Kns. Lol. Yeaps. Constance was right.
He just.. Aiyas. -.-
mmphs.. I don't know what happened.
I wished i knew.

现在你会不会想我 ?

也许你找到一个人为你守候..

我了了.

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I don't know what happened.

I wished i knew.

And i wished we would share everything together.

But well, thats not possible at all.

Chiwassu ! :D
I blogged on the secret. Hmms.
Maths. A total bummer -.-
And im so failing emaths for CA.
Like, which retard would pass a maths and fail emaths ?
Geesh. Having A maths test on friday.
Boys CC comp cming. Stress ! :X
Anyways ! After 2 days of slogging making hearts,
I've done it ! 193 + . Ehs? Im slow i know -.-
Lol. And putting that aside.
I cut my index finger today, apart from the other fingers.
So painful luh cans. T.T Quite deep. Geesh -.-
BUT BUT BUT !
It was worth it ^^
Heehees, anyways.
I finished watching ' His and Her Circumstances' .
Nice luh -.- I strongly recommend.
Anyways. Im running for cross country :D
Hahas. Hope to at least get a pathetic number-.-
Yeahs. Anyways, keeham, thanks for the bear (:
Its so cute luh cans . Lol. :D
&& I passed my POA for CA !
Totally cannot believe that Lim would let me pass. (8
I cannot believe that punching the wall actually feels damn shiok.
But its like, I can't now.
Or not someone would ignore me for 2 weeks.
And its gonna be damn sad . Yeahs.
Walked home with Lester just now.
Cause that Susu. Psed me. Evil girl. Hmphs :XXX
Lol. I think i can change my name to plaster girl le.
Three fingers with plaster, plus another one on my knuckle.
Campcraft training tmr. Yeahs ! :D
Lol. Anyways, Happy anniversary Ben ! :D
Hahas !
I think thats all. Hmms.
I can't believe my birthday is cming soon,
I have no idea of what to ask from my parents. Suggestions ? 0.0
Lol. Have to bully them la. They bully me. :XX
I've ran outta plasters. Shit. -.-
I gotta rreturn the penknife for safe keeping :D

虽然许多爱的可能　在门外经过

为甚么我还深锁自己　无动于衷