Monday, December 3, 2007

Hubby :DD Huggs !
I didn't really expect myself to be posting again. Went out with family.
And YES ! Whacked Clarence pao pao cha. Heehees ! :DD
But then was really freaked out by the news on the chinese newspaper. Gosh.
They said that is someone calls your name in the middle of the night,
you shouldn't answer or your soul will get dragged to hell :XX GOSH !
Im so freaked out okay. Geesh. Now im even MORE afraid of the dark !
Wonder how im gonna survive the ton tonight. DIE ! :XXX
So frigging scary. Someone HELP ! Uhs, I seriously need a hug right now.
Geesh. Im getting all emo again. I wonder why.
I knew it wasn't right to love him but then i didn't stop myself.
Well, someone, anyone please shoot me now.
Anyway ! Finished reading my book. Stupid luhs. Nice story luhs. Hahas.
Want me to tell you the storyline ? ^^ Heehees. It goes like this. Hmm.
This girl loves this guy a lot. Because of no trust broke up.
Then didn't talk to each other, Keep fighting. And then in the end got each other a partner.
But then they still loved each other a lot. And they got new partners to forget the old one.
In the end fight fight fight. Then in the end together again luhs. Lol.
Just summarising it all. Anyways, its just like a love triangle. Lol.
Trust means a lot in a relationship. Yeaps. Hahas. Why am i saying these things.
I just feel like burying my head in my pillow and cry man.
I can't stop reminiscing about the past for once. Geesh. And yeaps.
Im weak, i know.
Wells, i rather you treat me like a girl and not like some guy or something.
It just breaks my heart into more than a Trillion pieces.
I know that She's everything im not. I really do.
I feel like i could just walk right into your heart now.
Geeshhhhhh !!~~ What the hell. URGH, madeline shutup !! :XXXX
ANYWAYS !
The song of the day is : I gotta go my own way
By: Vanessa Hudgens.
I GOTTA GO MY OWN WAY
gabriella: troy , listen
GABRIELLA:I gotta say what’s on my mind.
Something about us, doesn’t seem right
... these days.
Life keeps getting in the way.
Whenever we try,
somehow the plan, is always rearranged.
It’s so hard to say,
But I gotta do what’s best for me.
You’ll be okay...
I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don’t belong here,
I hope you understand.
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.
Don’t wanna leave it all behind.
But I get my hopes up, and I watch them fall,
every time.
Another color turns to grey.
And it’s just too hard... to watch it all...
slowly fade away.
I'm leaving today
'Cause I gotta do what’s best for me.
You’ll be okay...
I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
I just don’t belong here,I hope you understand.
We might find a place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.
TROY:What about us?
What about everything we’ve been through?
GABRIELLA:what about trust?
TROY:You know I never wanted to hurt you.
GABRIELLA:What about me?
TROY:What am I supposed to do?
GABRIELLA:I gotta leave but I’ll
both:miss you
GABRIELLA : Sooo.....I’ve got to move on,
and be who I am.
(Troy: why do you have to go?)
I just don’t belong here,I hope you understand.
(Troy: trying to understand)
We might find a place in this world someday,
but at least for now,
(Troy: I want you to stay)
I gotta go my own way.
I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.
(Troy: what about us?)
I just don’t belong here,I hope you understand
(Troy: try to understand)
We might find a place in this world someday.
but at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way
:DDD
" i decided to go my own way"

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