I know i look like a complete idiot in there. Today is a bad bad bad and super terrible day. Okay, i really feel like crying my heart out. I was just holding it back. I think i don't talk about it better. The more i write the more i feel frustrated. Today had PDS again, at Peiying and Ahmad Ibrahim Pri. AI is like damn rich la. So big. I feel so embarrassed for our sch. Hahas, sickening day. No mood, No fun and No life. And like what the hell, mum don't want to buy haversack for my ATC camp. Fug la. Why is my life so miserable ! I think even if i take my own money come out and buy also she don't allow la. Cheebye. Even if i tell myself its alright, i know its not. Boy, its so hard to maintain a positive attitude because i feel like slashing again. Worrying about so many things, like PDS, the appeal for express, ATC camp and relationships.Wow. Im so damn damn gonna go mad. After PDS slacked and went to Northpoint to eat Long John but in the end ate BK, oh wells. After that went to Timezone play BB. Zul went to drive his car. Hahaas. Then went home. The rest went to Gulfran's house to sleep and play. Then thats the end. Later going out to eat with auntie. Come to think of it, i think that im a child of not my mother, not god. Because god helped me with everything while my mum, just feed me and give me a place to stay, its not called home. Its called a roof to live in. I just feel like i don't belong to this world anymore.

The Most Important Decision ;

I just made up my mind about 5 days ago to go express. Even if it means pang seh-ing my friends, i have to at least do it for MY future, i don't know how or what the outcome will be like but im determined to go to a better class next year. And at least prove to my teacher that i have not made the wrong decision. Maybe i would not be welcomed in express? Wells, i have to try to find out then, reallly really hope that Mr Yeo or Mdm Koh would grant me the appeal, since mdm roszana said it wasn't the criteria. Wells, i have to strive for it then. No Choice. Well, PRAY FOR ME GUYS ! Kambate ! Zettai Daijoubu ! (: To be frank, im super duper scared. HELP me ! :X

Just came back from Genting yesterday. Didn't really enjoy this trip. Just Kbox, themepark and shop. Boring la. Had Pds today, the Zul and Gul very funny la. Zul keep saying " hahas ! JACK ! " lol. Super diao okay. Played stress and was really STRESS okay ! The Zul was like passing the " suay" to me la. Then was really suay.LOL. DeeDee was like uh, being gay la. hahas ! So so SORRY cons darling din pei you go eat long john. Tomorrow Go eat short jack. :X hahas ! If Zul was here, he would say "HAHAS ! JACKED !" heehees, thats all for today. Mata Ashita ~ :D

Ahh ! Im so gonna use the rifle and BANG myself la. Only like o.o7% to express. What the hell, mum is gonna nag and nag again. Aiyas. But im proud to be in 3A1 next year. Through train here i come ! (: Had PDS just now and yesterday, practically the whole week. Tomorrow going Genting, so if you sms me then good luck to your bill. Now, my only wish is for him to come back next year and become a CI. I just hope that he would do this favour for me. And like WHAT THE HELL ! Next monday PDS suppose to go to NBPS, my primary school ! Sisi ! You ah, don't cork up hohr ! Later i poke your backside ahr. Heehees ! Okays. now right, Yew fai encouraged me to go express, its kindda a yes and a no answer, yes because promoted ma ! (: den no cos later no edusave money (x hahas ! okay, any suggestions PLEASE PLEASE suggest it to me in tag board. thank you very much. BYEE !

SERIOUSLY, I HATE YOU GIRL. I JUST CAN'T STAND YOU. AND YOU KNOW WHAT? I DON'T GIVE A DAMN.

BUSYBUSYBUSY !
wah sehs. these few weeks busy like shit liddat. don't even have time to rest. when everyone is like at home sleeping or playing during marking day, im like in school with constance, and a few others.

its like so stupid la. yesterday and today had kayaking course, tiring la. i kanna suntan like singapore flag liddat, now my leg two different colours. got sunburn too, like a bangala liddat. pain too. lol. don't know whether going for 2star next year. but i passed 1star ! (: bwuahhas. our instructor so funny la.hahaas, i super super dont like capsizing, i though i was gonna die there la. but too bad i didn't. but overall it was fun la. having pds tmr and duno when. funfunfun ! even though everywhere is going to ache. i think when i go to genting this sat my hand already paralysed, but doing all this things help me gain muscles. and im so glad. hahas.i just lovee holding rifles. (: heehees.i thought i lost it but i found it again.lol. just now walked home with sisi, went to coffee shop to buy pau, aiya. hungry ma ! den walk to yp and eat. den eat halfway suddenly gt monkey. =x stupid la. they saw plastic bag tot gt food, den they start going after people. lol. im sure that u all thought that the monkey went after us right ? sad to say, i spotted the monkey. hahas ! den i gan chiong, keep the pau in the bag. ^^ den sisi also keep. hahas ! den faster walk. woots! the kids have E-S-C-A-P-E-D. hahas ! =x

wells. you only look for my company when you have no one to talk to and when you are bored. so please la. im not a toy, i won't allow myself to be messed with.

p.s. to smone. please don't copy my style la. if you dont understand what is copyright, den please go read the dictionary. stop being a flirt and act cute when you are even not ok.and if you think u are being kind and helping your " friend " , wake up and look. don't only listen to one side of the situation and talk crap about the other. shit la. realise it sooner better than to regret it later. you are just not working your brain. and don't copy other people's way of doing things la. you are not being noble alrights. you are being stupid. and you are telling others that.tresure what you have now, if you lose it later, don't come crying la.

yesterday? terrible day. started off with stupid golf, but i think today's activity was quite fun. instructor quite nice (8 hahaas. but then i rather not play because so many things had happened. precisely thats the case. if i had not played the game, the fight would not had started, its my fault right? whatever. constant reminder, those who think what i said was wrong, feel free to ask me. i have no time to check spams on my tagboard. its so stupid. the whole thing was pang seh here and there, i mean like, build a bridge and get over it ? yeah. and so thats what happened today. next i have to comment on this, i have no patience to so whatever craps that happen around me. yesterday was like UH ! stupid stupid stupid. why do parents like to nag? i seriously seriously DON'T GET IT ! its not their life right? its MINE ! grr. so damn fed up. BLAH ! don't think that we are related and you have to treat me with no respect at all. so what if im using the laptop? SO WHAT. its like first come first serve policy okays. i don't have time to deal with your nonsense alrights. i rather concentrate on youtube and finish what im suppose to finish. and you have to go shouting here and there, hello, want me to get more fed up issit? so irritating. like what the hell la. sometimes i feel like punching you la. get a grip ok. so what if you are older? that doesn't make you any smarter or better. i've been patient for like damn long. and i didn't blast at your ears already let you off lehr ok. you want to challenge me to the game of being who is more SARCASTIC, den you better prepare to get shut off. because you had not seen the sacarstic side of me yet. you use sacarstic words at the wrong time and it doesn't occur to you that you would hurt other people's feelings? wake up from your dream okays, my business is none of your business at all. you want to poke your nose into other people's business, mind your own first. same goes to you. if you know who. i won't reveal your name. hyprocrite. i regretted having you as my friend in the first place. well, i've seen enough.

today's talk was meaningful, well. brighten up people ! breaking up is not the end of the world, well, maybe. =x hahaas ! omg la. friday gt cca liaus. retest for campcraft and corporal test. OMGG!! must study ! (: mata ashita !

the previous post wasn't to point at anyone or anything. if whoever is not happy to see or read it, then please leave. heard of post exam stress? not due to homework, is due to parents. hahaas. just because i stick to the computer thw whole day doesn't even mean anything okays. and mummy had to like nag and nag non stop. makes me feel like punching her you know. but unfortunately, she IS my mum. kns. she was the one who said that i could play until late at night she also don't care. like what the hell la, im so fcuked up okay. you irritate me, you are so so so gonna get it.

you don't have anything to say rights ? don't pretend that you didn't know but yet you know who im talking about, quit acting like a jerk alrights, you are still not forgiven yet.

two weeks later going to genting (: release stress ! bwuahhas. anyone msg me at that moment then, good luck to you la. i wont reply but your bill goes HIGH HIGH HIGH ! will get some goodies for my best buds. hahas, im bias la i know. oh oh and anyone if i forgot your birthday or smth, gomenasai. i hav STM :D ok. mata ashita !

EXAMS ARE OVERRR (:

hahas! now can slack after all that mugging. so tired la. but for the sake of youtubing, its worth it ! hahas. all papers were ok-ok. just that the maths paper 1 was a little hard. stupid mr tan ! =p okay, sorry. a little excited about the holidays, lol. wells broading over some issues lately. i rather people tell me the truth then to tell me the lies. who doesn't? i knew you since i was a kid, you should know me right? but then so what? if you are gonna carry on like this, its not going to work out. now, i feel like i dont even know you, its not me who changed, its you.

爱转角遇见了谁 是否有爱情的美 ?

也许陌生到了解 让我来当你的谁 ?

everyone changes sometimes. but i still dont understand.stupidstupidstupid. keeping you is like keeping myself. i simply can't breathe. i love you is just simply 3words8letters, with no meaning at all. its for the best i guess. we are just not happy together, now, i rather concentrate on going to a better class, and not worrying about all this things. lifting the burden off my shoulders. wow. it feels so great.

不用陪我走到最后,

我承担不起你 的承诺.

does waiting even help? i hopelessly waited for almost two years, and you give me that stupid promise of yours and break it soon after. what is this ? i love and i hate you. i just don't know why. you could make me happy in an instant, nobody could make this happen. simply saying, you were my best memories. last years jumble sale was marked the happiest day of my life. the minute i thought i found love, you smashed it into pieces.and nobody could mend it anymore. i lived in darkness for almost 2 years, stress, friendship, they are getting on my nerves.

记得爱 是我给过的答案,

就不再　考虑应该不应该.

from today onwards, im gonna live my life my own way, not in the control of anyone, its MY life. and im so happy that i came into northview, fate allowed me to see him, my friends. and somehow i regretted though. uneccessary issues could be avoided. but its all in the past now. i decided to throw away my past, treat it like it did not happen, and smile like nothing's wrong (: to my faithful readerrs. thank you for visiting my blog all this while (: arigatou .

HAPPYYY ISSUES (:

HAHAAS ! im like YOUTUBE-ING. watching animes. ok. report. LOL.

-D GRAY MAN; currently 51 episodes in 3 days. waiting for the rest to load.

-DN ANGEL; 2 days to finish 26 episodes .

-DEARBOYS; 2days to finish 25 episodes.

CURRENTLY WATCHING:

-AIR

-DA CAPO

-CLANNAD

&many more. lazy to name.LOL.

hmm. probably can finish during holidays(: LOL. im staying at home to chiong. MAPLE ! later den go play la. abit sian. hahas. and oh oh !

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO DEYAO ER ZI (:

mummy loves you ! (: hahaas. can't actually believe wesley watching elfen lied . hohr hohr ! EVIL EVIL ! lmaos ! okay. i shutup xD lol. just love watching cute anime cartoons. LOL. maybe i was a japanese in my past life. heeehees ! how cool la. i want to learn language for CIP (: SISI ! why don we choose that ?? hahaas. anyways, my sis and i called each other stupid names la. LOL. she called BAKA, [ idiot; stupid ] and im called TAKO (: [ octopus ] LOL. kindda cute though. hahas. i watch dearboys and im like getting addicted to basketball lahrs. deargirls and dearboys, i rmb the times in primary school , i miss you guys ! Yan yan evil evil ! din go back on teacher's day. hmm. nxt time i drag u go =x LOL. OK FINE !! it ends here for now (: back to youtube-ing. bwuhahahs ! MATA ASHITA ! (:

like what the hell la? mum chnaged my fone plan to 1000 sms and 100 min free calls. er, but so what, due in like 9 months lahrs. stupid right ? grr. hahas. friday went to cut hair ? er. doesn't make a diff actually la. lol .im gonna die of exams already ! [x ahhr, cant take it liaus la. but then. daijoubu rights? hahahs. yeahs, i know (: hmm..

actually it doesn't matter whether that person really likes you or he likes smone else, what matters is that you love the person right ? and if you really love him, let him go and wish him well (: thats what i told myself. giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back. i think thats meaningful though,if you can go for someone better, why not ? chances only come once, never again.

and OH OH OH ! im so addicted to -

-D GRAY MAN

-DN ANGEL

-CLANNAD (: sure min yi and yan yan will rmb this :D FURUKAWA NAGISA ! (:

sakagami tomoyo rocks ! hahahs. DEARGIRLS . lol. REMINISCING THE PAST.

it really doesn't matter now, does it ? so what if its true ? so wad if its for real ? and so what if you mean ? maybe you just dont understand. wells. studies first bahr. no time to think of all this stuff. wells ! let me write smth ..

TO ALL MY BELOVED FRIENDS [: WISH YOU GOOD LUCK IN ALL YOUR SUBJECTS. BETTER PASS HOHR. IF NOT I WHACK YOUR PI GU (x

especially debbi .iwan yonghe, noreen, roxanne, ser ting and MY WHOLE CLASS ! please KAMBATE ! (:

"ZETTAI DAIJOUBU [: "

madelineee-

wells. to start off with, sorry for not posting so long. hmm. hahaas. anyways. exams are here, to my faithful readers, thank you for visiting anyway.yeahs.

i know that it hurts. and you are not the only one feeling the pain here. i am too. if fate allows, god will let the sun shine on us again. now its not the time for all this. its exams and it matters to me more than anything else.even though im like slacking for the past few days watching youtube =x this matter i dont want to talk about it anymores, its kind off breaking my nerves in my brain. -.-

im very glad that god let me meet all my friends, who were always there by my side, debbilicious, constance, sisi, noreen, and all you guys. even though nvss brought me many bad memories, it still leaves me the beautiful and unforgetable memories. i miss debbi, and i miss everyone. would my life twist if i had not entered nvss ? sometimes it makes me wonder a lot. i miss my graduated seniors, i miss my cca, i miss everything. those wonderful memories, i want them again . if i had a chance to go back to the past, i would never erase them. (:

wells. kambate guys. sec 4's, good luck in o levels, dowan see you next year wohr. (x

sec 3's, work hard la. mai slackk =x sec 2's , wells. duno how i would do also. but kambate ! (:

sec 1's , to cheryl and iris, KAMBATE ! :D lol.

" I LOVE YOU " is just a word with no meaning in it. if you dont even mean it, then please don't say it. it will hurt that person a lot. please go through your head and think . dont be a BAKA . [: "

BWUAHHAS(:

wells. here to post liaus. today and yesterday was a SPECIAL day. and when i say special, i mean SPECIAL! hahaas. today is dadee's birthday ! LOL. but then before i forget, er. forgot to do hmwork =x hahas. die liaus. neh mind. later den go do lohrs. aiya. slowly slowly den tell u all. hahas, wednesday had our CDC course. like wa laus, the place was like so deserted. all factories and stuff.lol. and duno why la. our school like enemy with their school liddat. for personal reasons, i rather not tell u guys the school name. precisely, i dont know who was in the wrong. -.- very diau rights? im also confused. hahahs. but then lol. my DA SAO ma. hahas ! aiya. DON CARE LIAUS. hahaas.BWUAHAHAS. i cant stopp laughing, PRECISELY ! =p got time den tell u liaus la. hahahs. heehees ^^ curious right ??!! dowan tell u guys. LOL.

BIGBIGFAN x33 MUMU

CIAOS-

bwuahahas, nice rights ? (x okays. now is the school holiday break. i bet i have to study like mad. even though i like did okay this term, still have to buck up. i still puzzled what had mrs rufus added to make my ca marks so high.lol. still, never mind lahrs. tmr still have to go for cca. wa laus its like damn early can. never mind. shall update on yesterday(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAIXUAN (: -
HAHAS. it was quite a birthday bash. lol. everyone was thrown into the sea? with CRABS ? like what the hell. we went there and OH GREAT. RAINING. lol. nevermind. then i also don't know what we were doing at northpoint. LOL. before meeting andy, i was eating sushi with my mum. did not have any appetite. then andy la ! hai wo ! LOL. went to buy kaixuan's present. wa laus. boys ma fan la. present also don't know what to buy. alamaks.walk the whole of northpoint more den 3 times. then andy came with hillary (: ai seh . lmaos ! walk and walk and walk. the power9 person damn wad la. what the hell. FINALLY, bought a pink doggy ! not real la. -.- hahas. quite ex bahr. came out with $55 and left northpoint with $20 liddat. then went to settle the cake. wow. $32. HOW NICE. and then wesley started sabotaging. [ gonna get you for this ! (x ]* hahas, then in the end they got kehan to pay. so bad la cans ? then later they collect the cake.hmm. the guys slacked at ya kun. hillary and i walked around. then called kaixuan and noreen. i think phone bill gonna burst .hahas, but anyway, kaixuan said he was " on the way" . so called noreen. " at home ." LOL..?
very diao la.then we like finally left northpoint . but kaixuan, reuel, and all did not folo. think they went home. later den come. so me , hillary, wesley and andy set off first. took MRT. lol. damn funny.
MADELINEE: WAIT WAIT ! I SEE MAGAZINE.
HILLARYY: OKAY.
[ ANDY AND WESLEY WALK OFF DONT KNOW WHER LIAOS.]
MADELINEE: EEYER. DONT HAVE.
HILLARYY: OKAY LETS GO.
BOTH : EH ? WHY THEY WALK SO FAST !?
[SPEED UP] *
BOTH: WHERE ARE THEY? AIYO. WHY THEY WALK SO FAST.
MADELINEE: HAHAS, LATER THEY TAKE TRAIN GO LIAU I LAUGH =X
HILLARYY: HAHAHAS ! YA LAHR.
MADELINEE: THEY SO "GAN CHIONG" FOR WAD SIA !
HILLARYY: HAHHAS ! YA LAHRS.
[WENT UP ESCALATOR]*
[HILLARY TURNED BACK]*
HILLARYY: EH ! THEY BEHIND THERE LA !
MADELINEE: LMAOS.. I THOUGHT THEY IN FRONT OF US SIA. HAHAHS !
HILLARYY: LAUGHS*
BOTH: DIAO* ]
*end of conversation*
hahahs. seriously la. cant believe it. yuan lai they slower. cos wesley went to buy a card. i bet they don't know why we laughing also lahr. lmaos.then we caught the train. not much people de. reached sembawang. took 882 to sembawang park. on the way, andy and wesley started crapping. LOL. like what the hell has it got to do with me ? hahahs ! they tou nao damn "crooked" la. precisely. i told hillary:
MADELINEE: eh hillary, your friend ahrs ?
HILLARYY: no ? hahas !
its still drizziling abit. but we still setted up there as well. hillary and i went to the swing first. waited about one hour for the rest to come. then me and hillary talked abt relationships and stuff. she really was a great listener(: well. its " bu neng shuo de mi mi " hahas. finally noreen reached ! before she reached, she told me 3 times " i now leaving the house" the last one was true. lol. her mum chatting on the fone ma. hahahs ! we went to swing. lol. den reuel, kaixuan and his fren arrived. lester arrived too. LOL. walau. the worse part come liaus. we supposed to throw flour at birthday boy de. but ended up all kanna. birthday boy kanna the least . what the hell !!! i kanna the most la. cos WESLEY and LESTER keep throwing at me? finally snatched the flour from wesley and threw back *wahahahs* lester became " lau ah gong" LOL. den we went toilet to wash the flour away. but wa laus, all stick liaus la. grrr* i walk out and kanna splash one bucket of water . ahhh !! LOL. kns !! aiya. wet wet liau lohrs. actually cannot get wet de la. THEY LA ! esp kaixuan and wesley. WHAT I DO!!! lol. den hillary and noreen went out also kana splash. hongsiang also kanna. hahahs ! later revenge at sea. we decided to go and play in the water. even though i duno how to SWIM . hahas. they carry noreen and THREW her in ! hahahs ! i pushed hillary in . hahahs ! all kanna push de all scream. including me. =x i push wesley den in the end he grab my arm den threw me in. wa laus! so strong la cans, LOL. i push him only one time successful. LOL. the weichien keep pushing ppl go in la. LOL. like what the hell. den he run run run. ppl have to catch him and throw him in. hahahs ! like wa laus la. lol. lester only one din get wet. hahas ! he step the andy slipper until spoil. aiyos. hahhas. kaixuan came and den kanna chase by them . in the end kanna throw also. haahhs ! GOT CRAB ! wahhhs ! all run sia. hahas. reuel almost step. less den 2cm away. hahhas, den we all played until 6 plus. got to start bbq-ING.hahahs. marshmellows ! lester is our bbq chef of the day (x hahahs ! our ah gong. Lmaos.i ate very little lahrs. haiz. LOL. lester must take down his signboard liaus =x UNCOOKED ! lol. but nevermind lahrs. wahhahas ! caught hillary and andy uh !- erHEM ! hhahas. aiyo. i "eating sugar" sia . hahas ! so we played until night. when going ocut the cake den wa laus ! the cake nice nice become kiam chai. LOL. omtian. hahahs. everyone use finger and take the cream eat. den weichien ran after kaixuan with the cake ? like omg. den cannot catch cos he ran damm fast (: hahas ! den lester ran and ran den smash the cake on kaixuans back =x omg. kanna bash . don angry liaus ? cheer up (: den after dat we packed up. and cleared up. noreen went home cos her curfew is at 9.30. so din go home with her.they all eat finished the food. well, not all la. but andy ate like 70 watermelons i think =x hahhas.den kaixuan and the guys all drank the sprite and coke finish. BURP like BURPING MACHINE liddat. hillary and i also feel nauseous sia ! eew. we faster went home cos it was like damn damn eerie ! took bus den i rushed lester take cab with me.LOL. den said bye to them. hahahs, so went home took a LONG LONG bath. wahs, shiok cos the sea water high concentration of salt ! EEWWW, hahahs, den slept. damn tired (: LOL. now..

CREDITS !
-I WANT TO THANK ;
-kaixuan for hosting the bbq and the food
-lester for the satay
-wesley for getting us wet and throwing me into sea -.-
-noreen for the charcoal
-hongsiang for delivering the SMASHED cake . lol.
-andy and hillary for helping me choose the present and buying the flour.
-kehan for paying for the cake and the drinks.
-reuel for bringing the things there.
-my mum for letting me be there (:
and lastly everyone for making this bbq possible(:

and being such wonderful friends to me.
BIGBIG THANKYOUS ! :DD love you guys !

CIAOS - BIGBIGFAN [: 3 september2007 //`

p.s im so so glad that shawn had overcomed the misunderstandings(x

LOVES :DD

i just dont care anymore alrights ? like why did i even go through all this trouble. and one more thing , what had shawn done !? stupid spammers. so idiotic cans. don't know how to get a life den dont la. keep spamming. its not even their blog lohrs. like what the hell ? those who dont like shawn please just keep it to yourself and like just shut up la. im already very stressed and all these problems dont help in any other way at all. you suck. he suck. she sucks. i suck. eveything SUCKS. why did everything happen in the first place, why did i even met you ? as if giving me false hope wasn't enough.making me fall for you was even more ridiculous. if i had a chance for a transfer, i would. getting away from all those memories, painful ones. since when i had happy ones ? oh. like NEVER ? the world is turning topsy turvy. why cant everyone like GET A LIFE ? why cant we choose our own fates ? WHY ?!

SHAWN rocks to me . if he doesn't to you , thats like not my problem cans ? im so fed up with the spammers, stupid, stupid STUPID! AND like why can't those spammers leave him alone ? ANTI-SHAWN? what the hell. why cant they be ANTI - themselves ? so sickening. it just feels at all like nobody cares . and its true. NOBODY DOES. and if i want to cut, no one can stop me. EVEN YOU. SORRY . but im like really in a foul mood right now and i don't feel like talking.

why can't he like understand that i really LOVE him. when i wanted to let go, poof. there u are. appearing in front of my face. i just cant help it .

BBQ ON 3RD SEPTEMBER 2007 [:
WHO INTERESTED TO COME PLEASE SMS ME ASAP.
NOT TO LEAVE UNTIL 10PM =X LOL.
ATTIRE : DARK? UNLESS U WANT TO RISK GETTING THROWN INTO THE SEA =X
PLACE: SEMBAWANG PARK ; PIT NO.10
IF WAN COME PLEASE PLEASE CONTACT ME . SO I CAN CONFIRM. UNDERSTAND !! HAHAAS.
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AND OH OH OH ! ITS KAIXUAN'S BDAY.
SO BRING YOUR PRESENTS !
AND WISH HIM HAPPY 15 BIRTHDAY ! [:

OKAY. its a super tiring day and yeaps.MY blog is ROTTING. Hahas ! Shawn won the campus superstar. Even though many say that he doesn't deserve to win, i believed he does. I can only say that he had done his best and he is just a little nervous thats why. He has true potential OKAY ! Benjamin also did okay, but at least they all got into the finals right ? hahaas. But Shawn won alrights. those who thought benjamin could have won, i thought so too. BUT . build a bridge and GET OVER IT . im sure that shawn would make a fine superstar (: hahaas ! CIAOS-

to [ you ] (:
no offences, but i wont get jealous or wadsoever no matter what u do (:

HAHAAS ! im back. like finally? LOL. wells. first of all , thanks to all for tagging (: LOVE YOU GUYS ! hahaas ! okay. so pleaseeee RELINKS CANS ? i kindda din update the links lahrs. so, erms, tag me and PLEASE ! relinks .LOL. okays ? will updates more later. on sec 2 camp ? duno lahrs. hahaas ! so long din update liaus. SO SO SO SO SORWIES ! =X okays . catch you later (:

CIAOS (: