Spent the whole day making cookies.
Tmr's teacher's day.
Teachers should feel fortunate okay !
I burnt my hand please -.-
Hahas !
One week holiday ain't holiday.
T.T
alrights. I'm sleepy.
Ciaos.

I don't wanna walk alone,

I wanna walk with you.

I finally downloaded maple in my laptop.
And woohoo !
It finally worked. Duh.
And it feels so "shiok" to be able to play again.
But not that often la.
Studies come first.
Hahas.
I'm desperate for A cash alrights -.-
Our POA teacher left la.
I'm so happy can, BUT.
I think mdm reps is gonna take over.
Man, no more slacking -.-
So much homework this few days.
Stress la.
Haiz. And kailun, if you want a cookie, just say laa. !~~
Hahas! :X
Alrights, i'm turning in.
Ciaos people.
mata' ashita :D

喜欢的,还是你.

爱的,还是你.

I don't know why i'm so anxious about my poly life.
LOL. I don't know.
It suddenly popped into my mind.
I decided to take BLT.
Concerning medical science.
Well, i am going to be a doctor anyway.
Baked cookies today. M&M leh !
:D
For teacher's day.
But if you guys want some, text me luh.
Then i'll bring extra on teacher's day :D
Lol. So tired.
I've been cooking the whole day.
I wanna bake cakeeeee.
URGH.
Ciaos.

I'm not going to the same place because of you,

but because of my dreams.

Okay, when Jo ping told me that only JC could take doctor courses,
I was like *shit, i'm dead.
But no la.
I was surfing the polytechnic websites.
And i decided to take bio ! :D
Though i know mdm koh don't allow it.
I'm gonna study and sit for the Bio O' lvl paper as a private candidate.
That is, if she doesn't allow me la.
Since i suck at POA, might as well right. Lol.
Big ambitions la please.
I think mdm koh won't allow me to drop POA, 95% confirm.
But she will allow me to take Bio, i hope. Lol.
I'm not planning to be an accountant so yeah.
Seriously, i'll beg her if necessary. HAHAS.
I'm soo desprate to become a doctor alrights. :P
Lucky i'm not afraid of blood .
Urgh, must mugmugmug.
Even thought of going back maple lohs.
Bio is such a thrilling subject,
don't take it, wasted la ! :D
Lol. Anyways !
Went out with Joping to Sembawang.
Spent 20 bucks please.
Urgh. Lol. Bitched around la.
As in, gossipping.
Hahas ! Baking cookies /cake for teacher's day.
Hmm.. ?
Lol. Don't know which to decide la.
Okays, Ciaos !

Competition

After e' campfire
Spongebob ! :DD

Me and Deb :D

Woah. I didn't expect that i would be the Vice-chairperson man.

Was so shocked .

Say hello to proposals again. Lol.

Anyway, Grats to Hongsiang on being Chairperson :D

Last night's campfire was alright i guess.

Totally different from Np.

New experience though.

The spongebob thingy was really cute.

Went home late about 0830.

Training yesterday was alright.

Everyone in the squad seem to be coughing. Hahas !

Now i cought the virus too,

but mine's the Flu virus, i keep sneezing la ! T.T

Now, i'm not the Sec 2 IC anymore.

Suling and kin loong, take care of them yahs ?

Though i spent little time with them,

know them a little better,

i missed them.

Though a lil' mischievious, but its okay. Hahas.

Maybe a sense of attachment?

Oh well, i'll be taking over sec 1 2oo9, so yeahs.

Bye sec 2s. Lol.

Seriously, my laptop is crashing.

Yesterday i tried to update, and in the end,

Before i even write a word, it auto shut downs.

Lol. Now seemed a lil' better, cause i deleted e' viruses.

I think i'm dropping POA.

I hope Mdm Koh allows me to take Literature.

I feel so sick right now. Urgh .

I want my specs.

I can't see clearly.

Anyways, 3A1 's CME rocks please.

Lol. West uploaded it on youtube.

Alrights.

Ciaos !

A new day, a new adventure.

A new beginning.

Happy birthday Debbi ! :D

Alrights. This is a short post okay.
I miss you,
And i love you Boy.
):

没你的夜 星星都不再耀眼,

没你的天 只剩灰色一片.

你一直在我的梦里出现,

我的伤心你总是视而不见.

Current mood: Foul
Why: Because some fcking idiot dropped my PSP and my PHONE.

I'm frigging pissed off right now.
URGH.

又何必在乎它以後屬於誰呢 ?
Bonjour people.
Well, i finally said it..
I thought it through for so long.
I decided, to let go.
No point holding on since there ain't any answer.
Though it hurts,
After crying it all out,
I should feel all better i guess.
Okay.
I feel so indifferent right now.
I don't feel like talking.
I'll take Yewfai's advice.
I'll go stare at the wall.
Ciaos.
):

也许你已经放弃我,也许已经很难回头.

就算没有结果,我也能够承受.

如果要走,请你记得我.

ILY. x/3

Bonjour people.
Actually i'm not really in e' mood to blog right now.
But it seems there's nowhere else i could litter my trash except here.
I've been runnin' around e' whole day.
I'm dead tired.
But these thoughts keep popping up in my mind.

Its already e' EOY.

I'm gonna get 5A1s.

I'm prepared to fail POA, so yeah.

Right now, i feel like going to the beach.

I'm too frustrated to do anything right now.

I need to cool my head and think.

My laptop is lagging real bad, its damn irritating.

My mood is swinging real badly these days.

Reminiscing, Its just You, You and You.

All i could ever lean on, literally, is my pillow.

Today, i prayed exceptionally hard.

Like never before.

God, answer me.

):

I could say : " i need a shoulder",

But, i can't.

Bonjour people.
Today was such a boring day.
Seriously.
Only Uploading songs and thats all.
I think Sisi, Sasori and Cindy now drinking Pulau Ubin's chlorine water.
HAHA.
Sisi's so gonna kill me when she gets back.
And and and.
Is that really ben hum on my tagboard ? :P
omgomgomg. HAHAS !
Now i'm crazy over CSS again. LOL.
okok. Buck up.
If not i'll fail EOYE.
diediedie. choy.
Lol. Alrights.

Ciao !

Its been approximately 3 months,

since we last spoke to each other. ):

My cousins
Regina and me :D

Bonjour people !

I'm back !

Lol. This was a fun trip.

Though its only for 3 days 2 nights.

I sat Flying coaster like 3-4 times can !

HAHA. Now i'm not afraid anymore. LOL.

Genting really changed a lot.

Bumcity didn't have as much things as it used to have the previous time i went.

Sorry peeps.

Didn't buy anything for most of you guys.

Simply nothing to buy there.

Though, i bought Evan Yo's new album there,

And Two sasuke keychains. HAHAS.

Couldn't find the PHD hoodie Madara wanted, so din buy anything.

And is lime green so OOF in Genting ?

Lol. Sorry guys.

Took lotsa pics, but i'm lazy to upload em' all.

And by e' way.

Watched Dark Knight.

Was a fan-tabulous movie.

I'll rate it 5/5 stars.

Hahas. Alrights.

Ciaos !

我还是介意你的话, 总在无意间变化.

介意你对爱的想法,和我有了分岔.

我介意你没忘了她,介意你还放不下.

Our very own Uchiha Madara and Deidara :D

Deidara: Talk to my hand !

Madara: BANG*

He's Itachi, And I'm Sasuke!

And we are the Uchiha Clan ! :D

And look.

Its PC Sasori and Uchiha Itachi.

HAHA.

Bonjour people ! :D
Look, aww. Lol.
So sweet right ! Thats before the NDP Parade.

Hahas, today came home at about 10am.

Super early dao, i don't know what to do. Lol.

Going Genting tonight.

So don't text or call me please.

I won't entertain.
Woohooo. SHOPPING :D

Hahas.

3A1 has the most Akatsuki and Uchiha members please. :X

Okay thats lamee.

Okay, i'll stop here yah.

Ciaos !

But sometimes, it ain't that easy boy.

Kah yarn, Canice, Me, Wei en

Bonjour people !

I'm back from OBS.

Okay, it was a fun but tiring experience.

I can't really say that i regretted going. LOL.

I'm glad that i was in the same group as the three peeps up there.

Hahas. All e' fun we had as a group.

Go AMUNDSEN ! :DD

And, at the Jetty, all i missed was Bibi. ):

Aww man.

And i miss Singapore ! :D ,

Erm, as in my house. Yeah.

Anyways. I'm tanned.

Missed everyone. Haiz.

Hahas. And Jetty jump rocks big time la.

Though i was scared, i jumped. LOL.

Going Genting this Friday, WOO HOO !

Miss me again people !

Bought 2 OBS shirt for myself.

One for Wesley and one for Dexter.

Since they paid me already. Lol.

Kayaking was so so so fun, but tiring. LOL.

Hilarious things happened, HAHAS !

Land Expedition was such a drag ! OMGOMG.

But we sang lotsa shit songs. HAHAS .

The scenery was so beautiful.

It was marvellous, splendid. LOL.

And anyways. Northview had meetings at night.

HAHAS.

Didn't know bitching with Ernest, Wei en, Canice, Kah Yarn, Junjun, Hilmy, Hairee, Gary, Yuting, and Brandon was so fun please.

Strangely, I was clicking with e' express people.

Anyways. On the last night.

Someone said he saw smth at e' beach.

Like omg la, i was so effing scared.

I practically grabbed Canice's hand damn tightly.

And suddenly a stupid python came out of 'e ocean onto the beach.

Everyone was like screaming. Lol.

Not something you see everyday eh ?

Anyways, we had to shift our tents back to where it was supposed to be before.

HAHAS. And and and.

I frigging tio lotsa sand flies, and mosquitos.

oh man.

Damage my beautiful skin. -.-

HAHAS ! Crap.

Okok. Fine. I'll stop my rantings here.

Ciaos people !

And i thought and i thought,

what a drag.

Isn't he 'e sweetest thing. LOL.

Watched They kissed again 2.

Then got addicted to this guy. So cute la please.

And i promised myself,

I'm gonna marry a doctor. HAHAS !

Oh and i'm gonna be one myself.

Okays.

What time is it ?

Its too early to dream la. LOL .

Going OBS tmr.

Hope i stick to daphne.

If not i'll die there. LOL !

Well, bye lappy.

I'll miss you.

And i'd swear i'll kiss you 'e moment i reach home :D

Lol.

Okays. turning in.

Ciaos !

Now is 1.49am.
I slept at 4.30am yesterday.
So i just slept for 2 and a half hours.
No energy to do anything la.
Now my eyes are swollen.
Haiz.
If you said you were tired
Please, im also tired.
Not physically, but mentally.
Watching "They kissed again 2" every night isn't gonna help.
Cry cry cry,
In the end, eye swollen, no energy.
Moody.
This saturday's housewarming.
I have no mood for it.
I'd rather not have it this week.
So tired.
I asked myself today,
Why did i break that promise to you in the first place?
Or i should say, why should i make that promise to you in the first place?
And i found out,
I couldn't answer myself.

Daisuki deshou.

Today was so-so.
Well, from what i know.
My days are never great Or splendid.
Before recess was still alright.
Played Naruto in class since Mr tan wasn't in.
I don't know what struck me during recess.
I felt so down.
I felt like as if i can sit at the concourse staring, like forever,
And i asked myself.
Is it even worth it ?
What am i doing ?
My grades are plunging.
And what have i done to make up for it.
Today Mr bala returned the test papers.
As expected, i did badly.
He said to me,
"You're a top student, and you should maintain that top student standard. "
And i told myself, yes i have to.
I know i should.
If not my future will be over.
So many things happened.
When God gives you something,
He will take another thing from you.
So that its fair to everyone.
I can't really say that God is being unfair to me.
I think i'm being unfair to myself.
Hah. Some people work and get what they deserve.
But some people work, yes.
But don't get anything at all.
This is just what i feel randomly.
People experience and learn from it.
Once bitten twice shy.
I was bitten once, and i got bitten again.
Isn't that a joke ?
When you said you loved me,
All i ever thought was.
"This is just a lie".
And in the end, i lied to myself.
Telling myself that this is true,
But now, its too good to be true.
I just never learn my lesson.
No matter how i tried to forget you.
I just realise i couldn't.
And everything's changing, when i turn around.

watashi no' sekai,

i hate it.

I'm so tired.
Well. I don't know.
My life is practically worthless la okays.
I don't know. I feel this way.
And punching seem to feel as great as it used to be.
Next week's OBS.
I'm a lil' reluctant to go.
EH, 7th month leh people.
Lol. Oh well, whatever.
I'm tired.
Gonna sleep now.

Ciaos.

Matters of e' heart cannot be solved by someone else except yourself.

Original

sketch

Helloo people.

See! see! see!

I've done my drawing.

Though not fantastic, im proud of myself !

And yahs, i finished it at 2am in the morning,

So im effing tired today.

Andand. Bought a new phone !

Like thank god. Lol.

Nokia 6500. Was so shocked that mum would buy one each for me and sis.

HAHAS. So happy. :D

Still. What a drag. LOL !

Ciaos !

okays. I'm here to blog.
Its 1.37am according to the clock now.
So tired la.
Finished my sketch of Deidara and Sasori.
And im soproud of myself.
Hahas.
I definitely miss art club.
Nostalgic. Hmms.
Hahas, anyways. Today was supposed to be 2A2'07 's BBQ.
I didn't turn up.
I felt that there wasn't a need for me to go.
Neither was i obliged to go.
So i spent my time wisely.
And stayed at home doing naruto stuff.
And just sketch sketch sketch.
Fun la i guess.
I love art.
Not everyone has a flair for it though.
Anyways. Friday was okay.
Okay, frankly speaking.
I detest Service day.
Though its for a good cause, yeahs.
But yeaps. Experience lots of things.
8 more days to OBS.
Gonna miss lotsa lessons.
Im dead. Hell yeah.
Going church later.
As in 10.15. Better turn in now.
Haiz.

Now i feel like i don't give a damn anymore.

The video on some sense thingy made some sense.
Well, i concluded that,
Like means like, Love means love.
Don't like means don't like.
No such thing as im not ready yet.
Yeah, and i agree,
Totally.

That was what i meant,

You will never ever come back for me.

Never