Hubby ! :DD Lol.

CHIWASUU !~~

Wahs. Been chionging maple all day. Was quite slacky.

Lol. Tmr go Mp2 chiong level. Hurhurs. Died there accidentally.

Arghs. T.T And there's like no Zhu ge liang wand, or sun quan staff !

What the hell. Grrs. Shit the FM la ! Lol. No offences.

I chionging 3rd job.. I think ? Hahas. And Yes.

I finally cut my hair. But not short la. Hahas !

Probably look different. Hmm. Hurhurs.

Bakabakabakabakabakabaka !!

Zappy go mega something which he shouldn't ! Geesh !!

Evil. Lol. Played catching in maple, so fun la. Hurhurs !

So next week sch reopen le. Then got cca. Hahas.

Then guys wear long pants le ! No more shorts. Bwuahas.

See werid weird de. Geesh. Anyway, i can't wait ! :DD Hurhurs.

Miss everyone loads ! ~~~ Ahhs. bakabakabakabaka !!~~

Lol. Bye ! :DDD

Chiwassu ! ~

Best cousins ! (:

Nice picture ! :DD

COUSINS ! :DD

Have a lot of pictures. Lazy to post them out.

Hurhurs. I f not wrong ,next week sch reopen le.

Yay ! DEBBI ! Lol. I caught a flu. And my eyes are totally swollen -.-

Anyways ! Happy Christmas. Didn't receive a lot of presents though.

Only Xiao min Gave us a present each. Gosh. I love her man.

The adults earn so much and in the end my mum give only.

Wthell. Hurhurs. Xiaomin gave us a folder. Cute la.

Then Gina gave us a nod-nod head toy ^^ Kawaii !

Well, Christmas is gonna be forgotten ? Nahs. Hope not.

Anyways, got my scholarship ! Yay ! :DDDD

So happy. Hurhurs. Baka's godbrother was like abit taller then me the last time i saw him.

Then he came to my house just now with the frigging height of 180 ! Argh.

IM SHORTSHORTSHORTSHORT ! Geesh !!

Must play more bb and jump more skipping ropes ! :XX

Ahr.Didn't get his contact also. Blahs. Lol.

Chatted with Deshun and er zi. Lol. Long time no talk. Hurhurs.

Aiya. So tried. Lol. Tmr sleep ~~~~

Lastly,

HAPPYBURSTDAYJESUS ! :DDD

Hubby ! :DDD Loves loves !

And woots. Today is Christmas eve ! (:

Lol. Went to buy presents on Friday, with my mama.

Was like wah piang ehs. So many things i wanted to buy.

So decided on a new pair of Converse sneakers.

But then Vivo had so limited designs.

So we went out to J8 the next morning. Hurhurs.

And Guess who i saw ! Css Joanna ! :DD Lol.

But ! piang ehs. Lol. Debbi saw SHAWNY ! T.T

GEESH !!! Lol. Okays. Later going to ah ma house .

Celebrate. Heehees. Hope get many presents !

Bwuahhas. I bought the Converse sneakers.

But then i didn't like the design actually.

Mama la. Say no white and no black.

What the heck man. So anyhow pick one out la. hurhurs.

Things are no longer the way they are.

omgomgomgomgomgomg.

Hahas. nothing.

Anyways,

HAPPY BURSTDAY YANTING !

AND, MERRY X MAS TO ALL ! :DDD

HUBBY ! :DD

I'm feel so frigging frustrated okays. Yeahs.

Peeps. Stop pissing me out, im gonna scream anytime.

Geesh. Its not because of my CCA la. Its because of something else.

Wells. Its no use raking the past up.

Just build a bridge and get over it for goodness sake.

Hurhurs. Okay. Today was really frigging moodless.

And thus, the timing dropped. Don't know why. Hahas.

Wells. Amost half the team went for the prefect's thingy.

And Suling and I had to do the gadget ourselves.

So was quite of gan chiong la. Lol.

And yeahs. I didn't have any energy. Though didn't run today.

Maybe i didn't drink Pocari Sweat. Hmm. Lol.

Im not advertising BUT ! It seriously does work ! ^^

Yeahyeahs ! And yeahs. Lol.

Yonghe works at NTUC ! Hurhurs :XX

So cool can. And earn quite a lot leh. Hmm.

Next time i work maybe i get more money . :DD

Hahas ! Im lacking of money man ! Geesh !

Today when we were doing campcraft,

many of us were chit-chatting away.

Then ma'am Sharbana was like " QUACK QUACK " !

Lol. So i was like shhh !!! Hurhurs. So gaoxiao.
Hahas. Okay. I'll update tmr.

Lol. And so happy today. Watched so many ANIME ! :DD

Im ANIME freako okays. ^^

mata ashita ! :DD

I don't care what misunderstandings there are okay.

Im just sick and tired of all the crap attitude you giving me.

And i just don't care anymore.

We're falling apart.
Somehow i felt that way. I just didn't want to say it.
We don't talk like how we do anymore.
And when we do, you just fall asleep.
Wells. Thats how i felt even though i don't say it.
我一分钟又一分钟在忍耐
握紧了手心里的爱 我勇敢了起来
当我祈祷的时候天使都不在
当我痛苦的时候也只好习惯.
BLANK POST ! :DDDD
NO TIME TO UPDATE.
GOMENASAI !

IM BACKK ! :DD

Hurhurs. Lol. My trip was like shopping and eating. Like Gosh. I think im fat now.

Need to lose weight le.Lol. And yeahs. I missed Hubby ! Heehees.

But sorry guys. Mummy and daddy didnt give us any money or time to shop T.T

Which is like sad la. No presents. Sorry. Lol. But then had fun too luhs. Hahas.

The hotel room we stayed at was like bigger than my whole house man. Geesh.

Hahas ! Seriously la. Lol. And like Boo yeahs ! I got my Adidas watch ^^

Heehees. Bought many many clothes. Hmm. Lol. Then went to KTV.

Sang like 50++ songs :X Lol. Ok la. Too lazy to blog. Lol.

Update tmr bah ^^^ NITES !

Hellooo peepos ! :DD
Another day, Hmm. Hurhurs. Today was extremely suay dao ~
Girl problem la uh. Hahas ! Geesh. And my stomach was cramping like siao.
Hurhurs, can die la. If i was at home i would have rolled around on the floor le. -.-
Anyways ! Today was okay la. Not as bad as tuesday le.
And Ma'am Sharbana brought her brother. Lol. Like cute la cans ? :X
Lol. Look like her leh. But then very quiet. Shy ? Hmm. Lol !
Today all of us improved.
Because i could see that not many ppl were gan chiong-ing when tying the thingy.
Hurhurs ! And YAY-NESS for Gadget girls team ! :DD We got like 9 min + record.
Woohoo ! We beat the guys practically ^^ Boo Yeah ! Guys got like 12 min + .
Hahas ! After that was Fancy Drill, and we had some really cool moves.
Hurhurs ! :X Was feeling blur luhs.
Because stomach was hurting for about an hour or so, Lol.
Don't worry Sir tan. Theres nothing wrong with your maggi :XX
Hahas ! And that sisi didn't turn up today. Like Geesh. Im gonna whack her. Lol.
Today was like funny la.
Because the pail of twines were so tangled up until we couldn't find the handle.
Which was also a twine luh. Lol. So pek cek la. Cos all tangled until .. DUH.
Lol. So Jolene asked Ma'am Sharbana whether we could cut the twine instead of untangle it.
So she said : Ask the pail la.
Then Jolene said: The pail didn't answer.
Lol. So i go say : Aiya. Silence means consent la . Hahas! :XXXXXX
Gosh. Lol.
Then Sir Chi peng was like : wah. Silence means consent uh. You ah. Watch too much chinese drama le.
Lol. Indeed true enough =p
So after that dismantled and brought everything bak into NP room. Time for fancy drill ! :DDD
Then i started having cramps, a little at first but then later is like piang ehs.
Im dying. Lol -.- So i just kept it in for about an hour then buay tahan le. Hurhurs !
Then went to eat medicine. Then rest rest felt much better le ^^ Yah. Hurhurs :
Anyways, i just had fun today (: Hurhurs. I lovee np man ! :DDD
And yeahs. Hubby is bak. And im leaving for KL tmr.
So please keep me SMS-free. Hahas.
And yeahs. Take care people. BYE !
:DDD

Seriously, im frigging tired having to think and think and worry about everything.
Its making me tired. Urgh. Practically, im worrying about everything.
And like Thank God in the Heavens. I didn't have any strange dreams yesterday.
Lol. Just hope theres no PT tmr. If not. Hurhurs. Die !
And i thought they decided on the design for the campcraft tee. But then must mit up again.
Like wth. Geesh. I can't even rest when i come bak from my holiday -.-
Its frigging me out. I can't afford to be tired. I can't.
Hurhurs. And on friday i would be going to KL so pls don message me !
Okay. Hahas. I gtg liaus.
BYES !
Hubby coming bak tmr ! :XX
YAY-NESS !

KEVIN HUBBY :DD

Today, it was a terrible day for me. Not because of Cca, but rather partly la.

If i lie i must fly. :XX Hurhurs. This morning, at about 3.08am, i woke up from a stupid nightmare.

Like What the hell la. Chua sai luh ! Omgosh luh. I woke up like 3 times leh. Damn.

Only Jinxing and Sisi know what happened. I just think its weird thats all.

And i couldn't sleep for an hour. Then was like Omgosh luh.

Once i close my eyes i could dream of that same frigging thing luhs. Hurhurs. :XX

Okay. Don't want to talk bout it man. Lol. Im frigged OUT !

Today's training wasn't slack at all. Which was good, cause we couldn't afford to.

The AI CIs came down to our training today. Lol. And had PT in the morning.

I didn't know what was wrong with me, been abit feverish this morning.

Maybe its because of the trauma from that weird dream. Gosh, im thinking too much.

Hurhurs. Then fancy drill was okay.

Actually the first part was supposingly Constance and Hanafi do the thingy.

Then ma'am Sharbana asked me to change place with Constance.Lol.

Then i was like Omg. Lol. Then i was walking so stiff la. Didn't feel relax. Hahas !

I just can't Look at Hanafi without Laughing. Lol. I almost got whacked by rifle. Hahas ! :XX

And the Sir was like telling Benjamin: You lie, i make you fly.

Lol. Omgosh ah. So guys, next time, don't lie ! Later fly ! :XX Hurhurs.

And campcraft, was abit rush for some of us. As time is competing against us.

But then times like this we should not feel 'gan chiong' and just keep calm.

Though its very hard to not feel frustrated, at least try not to be. Hahas.

Geesh. Hurhurs :XX Hope we can all beat the time given ^^

Everybody must Jiayous ! :DD Hurhurs.

And another torturing day. Hubby isn't here ! T.T

Hahas. The weather is cold peeps. Don't fall sick.

Hurhurs, Take cares Lots :DD

BYES !

Kevin Hubby :DD heehees.

Today was a great day. Except for the fact that hubby is going camp tmr.

Like duh. Im so gonna miss him ! Okay. Must control. Lol.

Today was quite fun. Early in the morning went for meeting.

Then Sisi and i Walked around. Bored. Then called Nagisa down.

Hurhurs ! She so cute la cans? Hahas ! The dress she wore. Like WOW .

Hahas ! Saw something luhs. Lol. *laughing like mad* And yeaps.

She's gonna kill me for sure. Hurhurs. Today i was super high.Hahas.

Keep crapping since we sat down at mac. We made float !

Hurhurs ! People walk past first one spot our table. Hahas ! Geesh .

Then Saw hanafi and peeps. They come desiao. Hurhurs. :XX

Then they walked away to go find seats. About 1 hour ++, Nagisa arrived !

And we went to pick her up at the interchange. Yupyups.

And i desiao-ed her all the way form there. Hurhurs :XX Yeahs.

Then we went arcade. Played Percussion master. I suck at it. Hurhurs.

Nagisa Pro sia. Hahas! Must be go arcade a lot of times -.-

Then went to play racing. Was like so gaoxiao luh. Hanafi and gang were there also.

Hahas! Then Me, Nagisa, and Sisi were competing against each other ^^

Wahs. Then Hanafi, Edbert, Benjamin, Haikal, Terrance come desiao.

They come shift the gear, change the screen mode. Lol. Omgosh luh. Hahas !

Then Terrance helped me get second. Lol. Better than nothing la.

And and and, im not gonna get a license next time.

If i get license then the hospitals will be so busy. Hurhurs.

And Sisi said i was being horny today. Geesh . Baka. Lol. :XX

RANKING :

First: NAGISA !

Second MADELINE !

Third: SUSU ! :X

Hurhurs. Then we left the arcade, cos bo lui, then Nagisa wanted to go eat. Hahas.

Then we slacked at mac. Doing nothing. Then we want to jio ppl come out play Bb.

SO. I called Constance and asked if any of them wanted to play.

So Haikal, Benjamin, and Edbert and their friend wanted to play.

Asked them to look for us at mac.

Hurhurs. Then in the end the whole group went down to look for us.

Hmms. To cut the long long story short.

We didn't have ball. So we think think who have ball. Lol.

So i think their friend went to take his ball. I didn't want to take mine.

Later bump into mummy den die leh. Hurhurs.

Okay. So we sent Nagisa to the MRT station, then went to khatib to wait for the guys.

Then nice weather uh. Lol. Rain. Geesh. Never mind. Lol.

Sisi and i Loveee the rain ^^ We played in the rain like siao. Hurhurs.

Then the guys arrived, Hahas. Then Edbert wanted to try half court.

Hurhurs, Then Benjamin was like : If you can go in, i roll on the floor for you to see uh.

Lol. Gaoxiao. Hahas ! Then Edbert wanted to shoot outside the box.

Then he said: if can go in i Roll on the grass foru ah. Lol.

Omg la. Then after that went to mac slack. Then went Np eat Sakae with mum.

Then went home sleep !! Lol. OK. I gotta go le. Nites Peepos ! :DDDD

Hellooo people :D Hmm. Its a bored bored day.
Hurhurs. Monday need to go library for the campcraft shirt thingy. Geesh.
Hahas. I designed already. But don't know can anot. Hahaas.
I still remembered the art club tee is me and Noreen design de. Lol.
Hurhurs ! We can be designer le :XX And yeahs.
Yesterday's Xing Guang Bang 's autograph session, I MISSED IT !
Argh. Im so frigging moody now. Geesh. Hurhurs. Down with a minor cold.
It makes it all worst. And yeahs. Next week is my nightmare.
Geesh. Tuesday-Thursday , Hubby having camp.
Argh. My life is frigging miserable. And like yeahs, Hurhurs.
I hope when my scholarship comes, im gonna shop like crazy. Geesh .
Im so desperate for my nokia fone, adidas watch, new converse shoes.
Crumpler bag, and i want to rebond and my Converse sports bag !
Haiz. Someone please kill me ! :X Geesh . And like duh. I can't buy them all .
Hope i could go get a job. Lol. As they say, Time, is money ! :DD
Hurhurs. I uploaded a video, Called Straight from the heart, from S club.
Hahas. Go listen, its Nice ! Hurhurs. And like yeahs.
I don't know whats happening, hahas, sometimes i feel that way.
Blur like a Sotong. Geesh :X Hurhurs, im missing hubby.
Peeps who i didn't expect to tag came and tag. Lol.
Chua Sai. Hurhurs. Anyways, i gotta go le. Lol. BYEES .
Hubby ILY :D

I won't be posting any pictures or lyrics. Because quite a hassle.
Wells, i'll post one last one later. Hahas, Anyways. Had training today.
And was quite slack actually. Because it rained.
Hurhurs, then gadget Finally settled the problemo !
And Fancy drills was like fun dao ! ~ And we finally completed the whole thingy.
YAY-NESS ! I tio splinter though. Hurhurs. Was like to funny luhrs. Hahas !
My thumb just brushed against the poles and the wood just went in. Like Ouchh ?
Then I was like so frigging afraid to pull it out luhs. Hurts man. Geesh.
Then Jin xing was like I help you pluckout luh. Then i shook my head really hard.
And said No no no no no no no no ! Then i closed my eyes, then pressed.
Thought i was gonna pull out. Then i open my eyes saw a little blood. :XX
Gosh. Im gonna die ! Joke. Lol. Then Suling say Dont press ! Wahs. Okai. Lol.
Then i just plucked it out slowly and Ew. Yeahs. Lol.
And yeahs. Im missing Hubby. T.T Hurhurs !
And like omgosh. Xing Guang Bang on radio ! Hahas ! :XX
Okays. This was the quiz i done just now. Weird but true results. Hurhurs ! :X
PERSONALITY QUZZY :
Your view on yourself:Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Hurhurs, You want to do then this is the webby. http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Hahas. Okays. Heres another one. Lol. Its about colours luh. Lol.

My results: ( Din cheat Okai ! Geesh. )
The one who will never forget you is Noreen. ( I'll Never forget you too yeahs (: ~ )
The one who you can consider as your real friend is Debbi.( Aww. God Loves me and Debbi !)
The one you really love is Hubby :DD . ( Hurhur. I got the right results ! :X )
This may be your soulmate: Sisi. ( Omgosh, Hahas. )
The one you will remember for the rest of your life is Cash .( Hurhurs ! I didn't forget. )

And like yeahs. Im frigging happy with my results. Hurhurs ! :DD
I rock okay, You pebble. Lol. Joke.
Harhars, Hmm. Tomorrow im buying books with Baka. Hahas.
My books cost like $244.90 i think. Geesh !
Daylight robbery. How many PPC can i buy uh. like 20++ Huhs.
Hahas ! Anyways. I 'll post the Last lyrics for the time being.
Titled: Thats when i love you By: Aslyn

Thats When I Love You

When you have to look away

When you dont have much to say

Thats when I love you

I love you, just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak

Or see you walk with two left feet

Thats when I love you

I love you, endlessly

And when your mad cuz you lost a game

Forget Im waiting in the rain

Baby i love you,

I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight

You can count "on" me for life

Thats when i love you

When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you,

When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes

Cause the movie it made you cry

Thats when I love you

I love you a little more each time

And when you cant quite match your clothes

Or when you laugh at your own jokes

Thats when I love you

I love you, more than you

l know

And when you forget that we had a date

Or that look that you get when you show up late

Baby I love you, I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight

You can count "on" me for life

Thats when i love you

When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you,

When I love you no matter what

Thats when I love you

When nothing baby

Nothing you do could change my mind

The more I learn,

The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you,

When I love you no matter what

No matter what

:DD

Hurhurs .

"And Thats When I Love You"

I Love You Hubby {:

HUBBY ! hurhurs (:

Hurhur ! Lol. Today was like so tiring. Geesh !

Though i should not say it, i am tired. Hahas. I didn't eat lunch luhs.

So did sisi. Thought got lunch break but don't have. But anyways.

Hahas. Uhh. And YAY ! Gadget team thought of something ! Heehees:DD

Lol. Geesh. Today went home and did pumping. And i think Andy would be happy about this.

Im Darker than EVER ! Argh ! Im gonna tan myself evenly one day. Hurhur !

ANYWAYS ! Ran aroud the Basketball court holding the rifle above the heads.

Wah, i thought i could die. But, NAHS ! Lol. Baoxin was so pale. Gosh. :XX

I didn't expect Ma'am Stephanie to turn up though .Lol.

Guess Ma'am Xinni was working. Hahas.

Hmm. Now i got 3 hubbies le ^^ Hur- hurs ! :XX

Lol. I hearts my hubbies okay ! :DD Hahas ! Hmm. Hahas.

Duno tmr playing basketball with Andy and Wesley anot. Geesh, not confrimed.

Hahas. But then looking forward to play basketball again luh.

So long never play le. And im so looking forward to excercising again .

Hur-hur ! But i only can shoot. Other than that, Duno le. Heehees.

And yeahs. Hahas. Actually, i have nothing to post luh. Hahas. :DD

Hmm. And yeahs. Heres the song of the day.

Titled: Never Let You Go By: Janice :DD

Dedicated to all and Especially my Hubby (: Loves :DD

Never let you go

The rain just never seems to bring

The joy I feel the same.

Everlasting pain of my loss remains.

My heart can’t seem to learn to part

The hold you left you mark.

All that I dreamed of now it seems so stark.

Though I told myself won’t hold my breath

a part of me was dying.

There is nothing left for me to do now.

But give in.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.

I would sing to you and tell you I won’t

Live my life without you.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.

I would hold your hand and look in your eyes.

And you know I’d never let you go.

The way you left me on the train.

I don’t know what to say.

I remember everything of that day

I can’t believe we’d never dance

I just need one more chance

To share the sunset our one last romance

Though I told myself won’t hold my breath

a part of me was dying.

There is nothing left for me to do now.

But give in.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.

I would sing to you and tell you I won’t

Live my life without you.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.

I would hold your hand and look in your eyes.

And you know I’d never let you go.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.

I would sing to you and tell you I won’t

Live my life without you.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling.

I would hold your hand and look in your eyes.

And you know I’d never let you go.

:DDD

"And yeahs. I would never let you go.

&& I promised i'll cherish you more,

And i will. "

HUBBY :DD HEARTS !

Okay. Seriously speaking. Im not really in the mood right now.

Yeahs. But then, omgosh. Xing Guang Bang Autograph session I WANT to go !

Argh. But then don't know mum will let me go. Im dying to go.

Geesh ! Im totally desprate okays ! But DD didn't go ! Ahh !

Someone PLEASE shoot me ! :XX Hmm. If i can go, i would bring a lot of things man.

My poster , 2 albums, and MYSELF ! ^^ Heehees. Omgod. Please let me go.

If Not i die on the spot let you see. Lol. Geesh.

Anyways ! Managed to ton till 4am yesterday which was a record. Lol.

Because i thought without my laptop i would be sleeping. Grrs.

And yep. I said it. But not everything. I knew it wasn't right but then..

I still said it. Just don't know what he was thinking. Lol.

Anyways ! Tomorrow theres cca again. Hmm. Meeting sisi again.

Hurhuhr. She lost her damn fone and how in the world do i contact her?

Geesh ! uh. Hope i rmb to bring my paper. hahas, Yeahs.

Hmmm..Yeaaps. And i still remembered. :DDD

And song of the day is : Straight from the heart By: S club :XX

Straight from the heart

I see my future there in your eyes

Together and forever, it's you and me

You see cause I wont be listening

to what my friends have got to say

I know you'll be there all the way

You promised

And I knowThat you will always care

Through good times

Through bad times

You're always there

Hold me now don't ever let it go

I'm in love with you but you already know

I want this love to last and be forever

If you believe and you can only see

That making love to me would make your life complete

Hold me tight and say you'll leave me never

Straight from the heart you changed my life

forever more

I dream of waking up in your arms

And watch the sun bring in the day

You see what I can't imagine

I'm sure we can achieve

Which means giving up on this dream

You comfort

And you guide me

When skies are grey

And I feel you

And I need you

To say you'll stay

Hold me now don't ever let it go

I'm in love with you but you already know

I want this love to last and be forever

If you believe and you can only see

That making love to me would make your life complete

Hold me tight and say you'll leave me never

Straight from the heart you changed my life

forever more

Forever more

Forever more

Changed my life

You promised

And I knowThat you will always care

Through good times

Through bad times

You're always there

Hold me now don't ever let it go

I'm in love with you but you already know

I want this love to last and be forever

If you believe and you can only see

That making love to me would make your life complete

Hold me tight and say you'll leave me never

Straight from the heart you changed my life

forever more

Straight from the heart you changed my life forever

:DD

"Actually, this song is dedicated to you"

&&

"I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels

To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see

Even though the moment's gone,

I'm still holding on somehow

Wishing I could change the way the world goes round"

"what i just wanted to tell you was

I Love you. "

Hubby :DD Huggs !

I didn't really expect myself to be posting again. Went out with family.

And YES ! Whacked Clarence pao pao cha. Heehees ! :DD

But then was really freaked out by the news on the chinese newspaper. Gosh.

They said that is someone calls your name in the middle of the night,

you shouldn't answer or your soul will get dragged to hell :XX GOSH !

Im so freaked out okay. Geesh. Now im even MORE afraid of the dark !

Wonder how im gonna survive the ton tonight. DIE ! :XXX

So frigging scary. Someone HELP ! Uhs, I seriously need a hug right now.

Geesh. Im getting all emo again. I wonder why.

I knew it wasn't right to love him but then i didn't stop myself.

Well, someone, anyone please shoot me now.

Anyway ! Finished reading my book. Stupid luhs. Nice story luhs. Hahas.

Want me to tell you the storyline ? ^^ Heehees. It goes like this. Hmm.

This girl loves this guy a lot. Because of no trust broke up.

Then didn't talk to each other, Keep fighting. And then in the end got each other a partner.

But then they still loved each other a lot. And they got new partners to forget the old one.

In the end fight fight fight. Then in the end together again luhs. Lol.

Just summarising it all. Anyways, its just like a love triangle. Lol.

Trust means a lot in a relationship. Yeaps. Hahas. Why am i saying these things.

I just feel like burying my head in my pillow and cry man.

I can't stop reminiscing about the past for once. Geesh. And yeaps.

Im weak, i know.

Wells, i rather you treat me like a girl and not like some guy or something.

It just breaks my heart into more than a Trillion pieces.

I know that She's everything im not. I really do.

I feel like i could just walk right into your heart now.

Geeshhhhhh !!~~ What the hell. URGH, madeline shutup !! :XXXX

ANYWAYS !

The song of the day is : I gotta go my own way

By: Vanessa Hudgens.

I GOTTA GO MY OWN WAY

gabriella: troy , listen

GABRIELLA:I gotta say what’s on my mind.

Something about us, doesn’t seem right

... these days.

Life keeps getting in the way.

Whenever we try,

somehow the plan, is always rearranged.

It’s so hard to say,

But I gotta do what’s best for me.

You’ll be okay...

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.

I just don’t belong here,

I hope you understand.

We might find our place in this world someday,

But at least for now,

I gotta go my own way.

Don’t wanna leave it all behind.

But I get my hopes up, and I watch them fall,

every time.

Another color turns to grey.

And it’s just too hard... to watch it all...

slowly fade away.

I'm leaving today

'Cause I gotta do what’s best for me.

You’ll be okay...

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.

I just don’t belong here,I hope you understand.

We might find a place in this world someday,

but at least for now,

I gotta go my own way.

TROY:What about us?

What about everything we’ve been through?

GABRIELLA:what about trust?

TROY:You know I never wanted to hurt you.

GABRIELLA:What about me?

TROY:What am I supposed to do?

GABRIELLA:I gotta leave but I’ll

both:miss you

GABRIELLA : Sooo.....I’ve got to move on,

and be who I am.

(Troy: why do you have to go?)

I just don’t belong here,I hope you understand.

(Troy: trying to understand)

We might find a place in this world someday,

but at least for now,

(Troy: I want you to stay)

I gotta go my own way.

I’ve got to move on, and be who I am.

(Troy: what about us?)

I just don’t belong here,I hope you understand

(Troy: try to understand)

We might find a place in this world someday.

but at least for now,

I gotta go my own way.

I gotta go my own way

I gotta go my own way

:DDD
" i decided to go my own way"

HUBBY :DD {:

Anyways ! YAY-NESS ! Today opened Mailbox and i got my scholarship ! ^^ WOOTS !

Hahahs. Later going out to change the hotel thingy to deluxe or something. Hmm.

Meeting boobs later on ! (: YAY ! :DD Can have the privilege of whacking his pao pao cha too.

Tonning later on at night. And i super do not admit that im a bookworm Andy !

Geesh ! Doesn't mean u read means you are bookworm uh. Im trying to improve my England.

Hahas ! Okay. Both Wesley & Andy bugged me to play PirateKingOnline. Gosh.

Don't know what the hell was that, Anyway. Went to the website and its so complicated.

Hahas. Then i don't know why its so frigging complicated. Maple still rocks. Yeahs.

And im so getting addicted on my book. Im finishing my 260pg book by today.

Yeahs. And i just started reading yesterday. URGH, it had to end so fast man. Geesh.

Hahas, i may have to change my specs again next year. Hmm. Hope not. Lol.

I don't even wear it. Like Duh. Like anyone ever saw me in my specs. Hahas.

Tonight confirm tonning ah ! :D Hahas. Didn't ton for so long le.

And Tuesday having campcraft. Hahas, i realised i got sunburnt really bad luhs.

Argh.

"Last puzzle of your life " . Its sweet. But then i guess it wasn't possible.

Sorry. Thats all i could say. When you said that to me, i thought that my heart skipped 2 beats.

I was that suprised. Seriously, i just chua sai-ed. Geesh. Didn't reply after that.

Anyway ! (: So sorry Ben that i couldn't help u to train your account.

Simply was too afraid that i might die. Geesh. Im such a nub. -.-

Okay peeps. I gotta go out now. Won't be posting song of the day today.

Will be updating tomorrow then. Hahas. :XX Don't miss me yeahs ? Joke.

"Maybe we could be best friends :D

Who knows ? Hahas.

Really hope that it would work out."

&& I got over my major crisis ! :XX

HUBBY ! :XX

Okay. Today woke up frigging early just for Delifrance Breakfast. Damn. :XX

The whole of Northpoint wasn't even open yet la. Somemore the breakfast not fantastic at all.

Geesh. But then i persuaded mum to go AMK hub (: YAY- NESS !

Saw a lot of things i wanted. But mum just didn't want to buy them for me. Grr.

Lol. She doesn't let me take out my money either. See how i suffer?

I should have about 600 bucks in my bank which i worked so hard for. Hahas.

Uhh. So frigging fed up man. Geesh ! After that bought one pathetic magazine then went home.

Nothing to do then sleep luh. Hahas. Slept for about 5-6 hours. I think tonight don't nid to sleep le.

Mummy bought one cd. Xing guang da dao. Copy my Xing Guang Bang title la ! Baka ! :XX

And saw Xing guang bang and my Evan yo poster. Omgosh la.

I almost screamed at the Sembaway shop man. Urgh. Currently reading the book i borrowed.

Lol. I didn't know it was kindda vulgar man. Geesh. But interesting to read la. Hahas ! {:

And YAY-NESS ! Almost all my muscle aches healed during the past few days. ^^

Lol. Good good. Heehees :DD

After cracking my head yesterday, I FINALLY thought of something for the gadget making.

Sorry but can't mention what here, P & C you see. Hahas. But don't know will work out anot.

Haiz. Well, give it a try bahs. Hahas.At least better than nothing leh. Hmm.

Super super SORRY to Nagisa, and Debbi. :XX

Because having too many important activities on, couldn't go watch movie or hang out.

So so so SORRY !! :XX Geesh. Lol. I was wondering whether next year would be great. Hmm.

But maybe yes. Hahas. Bought 4D just now. Lol. Mum bought and i chipped in. Geesh !

Didn't strike T.T But no biggie anyway. Hahas. Like omgosh.

Im like reading the book and getting all emotional. Geesh. It sortta feels like its happening to me.Lol. Anyway ! Song of the day is 我一直都在 by : 林稷安 and 程于伦

我一直都在
遥望着你背影

有孤单太仓白

我多么想陪着你

走过人山人海
当天空变灰白

你的忧伤澎湃

我多么想走进你

紧锁的心海

我一直都在

你身后等待

等你有一天回过头看我

我的笑送给你希望你快乐

你的难过都给我

关于你的一切我都好好收藏着
我一直都在你身后等待

等你有一天能感觉到我

就算我在你世界渺小像一颗尘埃

我也会给你我所有的光和热
我鼓起勇气呐喊

你要听得见

我不是你再孤单

要你拥抱

我给的温暖

:DD

"Even though i have nothing,

And you have everything,

But I have everything,

Because I don't lack anything at all . "

HUBBY :DD YAY ! {:

Hellooo people ! (: Hahas. This morning woke up late. Because tired uh.

And yesterday didn't ton either. Oh wells. After i woke up i went to try Audition.

And had only one comment for it, Kindda sucks, yeahs. Maple still rocks :DD Heehees.

Maybe not used to it la. Geesh. Who cares anyways. Hahas . Went out to eat just now.

Super full luh. Hahas . Then went to borrow and return books. Wah piang ehs. Lol.

I borrowed like 4 books luh :XX omgosh. Hahas.

Titled:

- Diary of a crush *Kiss and Make up*

-Things you either hate or love

-Twelve

-1,000 reasons never to kiss a boy

Lol. All have sortta weird title. Hahas ! Im gonna read Diary of a crush first {: Heehees.

And YAY- NESS ! Xing Guang Bang was on radio just now ! :DD Hahas !

Come to think of it, I better think of ideas for next Tuesday's campcraft. :XX Geesh.

Cracked my head last night man. I'll think of it later. Hmm. Hahas.

Just can't wait for my holiday man. Shop until i die i don't care la.

And here comes the song of the day ! {: By: 夢飛船 Titled :不值得

~~~~~~~~~~

不值得

除了想你　除了愛你

我什麼什麼都願意

翻開日記　整理〔打開〕心情

我真的真的想放棄

你始終沒有愛過

你在敷衍我

一次一次忽略我的感受

我真的感到力不從心

　無力繼續

這感情　不值得我猶豫

不值得我考慮

　不值得我愛過你

這種回憶　不值得我提起

不值得想起

　不值得哭泣

這段感情　早就應該放棄

早就不該讓我浪費時間找奇蹟

這樣的你　不值得我恨你

不值得我為你而壞了心情

我決定不為你而毀了心

放棄愛你

我決定不為你而毀了心

為你而放棄愛情

　不為你而毀了心

我決定不為你而毀了心

放棄愛你

:DDD

" Things aren't as simple as you think.

Being Simple isn't Happiness at all.

Isn't it supposed to be? "

EVAN HUBBY ! {: CUTE UH !

Yo babes ! :DD Woo ! Today had Cca again. Was not tired la.

Just sunburnt until like a lobster only luh. Hahas.

Anyways. Just can't think of any idea of the gadget thingy. Man ! Im here Just shoot me ! :XX

Hahas ! Okays. Later will ton and will think at the same time ^^ Heehees ! :DD I guai right !

Lmaos. No la. Hahas. Will be preparing for Cca open house too i think.

Lol. Kindda hope to get into Pds team ^^ Heehees ! :DD Today Hong siang didn't turn up.

Gonna smack his pantat man ! :X Evil la. Smsed him u know.

Just now was slack luh. But then tio sunburn, and now im blacker than ever. Geesh !

Hahaas. Ma'am Jia xin was cracking her brain really hard. And could see she was going crazy too.

Lol. But then she going CI camp. Man, i hate Pula Ubin lah ! Stupid slopes ! :XX Grrs.

Just now had like one hour break & was like slacking.

Sisi and i were heading to the market opposite our sch la.

So i was looking for something in my bag and walking at the same time. Lol.

Then Ma'am Sharbana suddenly chua me say Hello Madeline (:

Wah. Then i auto reply Hello leh :XX I thought who man ! Hahas ! Anyways.

Gonna be a long holiday because have to go back for training and stuff. Geesh.

Aiya. Beats staying at home playing maple all day. Stupid routine. Lol.

And i love my cca more than anything else. Heehees ! Simply rocks. Hahas !

I need inspiration people ! :DD HELPPP ! ~ argh . Brain crack le.

Ma'am Xinni didn't turn up. She was working i heard. Well who knows.

Bumped into Jojo in the morning also. Lol. She chio sia. :DD Heehees.

Ahs. Speaking of today. I had Siew Mai for breakfast. Bought at 7 -11. Then ate on the bus.

I was eating it. Then when it came to the last piece, the bus sortta jerked and then guess what.

I didn't choke la huh. But then my poor Siew Mai flew infront. Lol. Then i was like Shit -.-

Hahas. Then say : sisi, later u step then pua toh den don blame me uh :XX Heehees .

Anyways, glad to be bak to rifle ! (: hahas ! Love it man. Heehees. But getting better at it though.

:D I can finally throw the rifle and its a miracle ! Wee ! So hyper today cans. Hahas !

Lol.And like YAY ! Dexter intro me new songs. Nice leh ! :DD Hahas. ANYWAYS !

Anyways. I think you all would have heard of this song. Meaningful song la. (:

周杰伦 - 我不配

作词：方文山　作曲：周杰伦

这街上太拥挤

太多人有秘密

　玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去

你脸上的情绪

　在还原那场雨

　这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿

　又斑驳了几句

　剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里

电影院的座椅

　隔遥远的距离

　感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关於

描述我如何爱你

　你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉　已经不对 我努力在挽回

　一些些　应该体贴的感觉 我没给　

你嘟嘴　许的愿望很卑微　在妥协

　是我忽略　你不过要人陪

这感觉　已经不对　我最後才了解

　一页页　不忍翻阅的情节　你好累

　你默背　为我掉过几次泪　多憔悴

　而我心碎你受罪　你的美　我不配
:DDD

&& i knew it was not possible at all.

Because you gave me hopes,

But you made them fall everytime.

HUBBY:DD You are the BEST !

Hahas. Today was a tiring day, but then it was worth it !(:

Heehees, had campcraft. But before that, had PT . Wahs, my whole knee red la. Hahas ! =x Because of the pumping before that. Had punishment luh. One for all, all for one. (:

The whole sec 2 only like less than half of the squad came. Omg la.

Ma'am Sharbana was so pissed off. =x Hmm.

To think i called them -.- Geesh. Lol. Anyway, had fun today, thought i was gonna die. Hahas ! :X

Anyways, we had so called tests to see who gets into the campcraft team la. Lol.

Was like scared la. I want to go competition ! :X So frigging cool la cans.

And YAY-NESS ! Sisi, Constance, Zulaikah, Me and a few others were selected for girl's team (:

But then don't know why Ma'am Sharbana made me Vice Chair of the girl's team :X

But kindda happy too la. Hahas ! When she announced then i was like opening my mouth wide and saying HUH ?! Lol. Omtian la. Well, gonna be in sch for cca for don't know how many weeks EXCEPT the day im going holiday :DDD Heehees !

When we were pegging, one girl she peg until gan chiong. So she peg tio her hand. Lol. Poor thing sia. Lol. Got blood i think ? Heehees. But she Peg damn fast la ! :X

Wah. 50 seconds if i not wrong. Pro. Lol. Wah. Really feel like sleeping. Lol.

Then after Cca Sisi and I went for Long John. Bwuahahs ! FOOD ! (: YAY YAY !

But then after eating halfway, say Edbert and co. Hmm.

Then after that, saw Ma'am Sharbana, Ma'am Xinni, Derrick and Jia xin. =x Omgosh.

I was telling Sisi, er after finish drinking lets go. Lol. Chua sai la ! (8

Now muscle ache. Haiz. Hope tomorrow would be a day of rest ! :DDDD Heehees !

Well, at least i hoped :X

Hahas ! This morning took bus to North point. Then waited for Sisi at the 711 store.

So tired la so i leaned against the wall. Then i was like eh, why she so long de. Lol.

Then she called me. She asked where was i. Lol. Then i looked behind and Chua sai man !

Lol. She behind me only. Hahas. I was blocked by the pillar so she couldn't see me.

So frigging gaoxiao man ! :DD Hahas !

&& maybe loving you in the first place was a big mistake.

You're so difficult to understand, and i just don't know hat to say and what to do.

ANYWAYS ! Song of the day is 分手快樂 Vocal: 梁靜茹 　
分手快樂

我無法幫妳預言

委曲求全有沒有用

可是我多麼不捨

朋友愛的那麼苦痛

愛可以不問對錯

至少要喜悅感動

如果他總為別人撐傘

妳何苦非為他等在雨中

泡咖啡讓妳暖手

想擋擋妳心口裡的風

妳卻想上街走走

吹吹冷風會清醒的多

妳說妳不怕分手

只有一點遺憾難過

情人節就要來了

剩自己一個

其實愛對了人

情人節每天都過

分手快樂

　祝妳快樂

妳可以找到更好的

不想過冬

　厭倦沉重

就飛去熱帶的島嶼游泳

分手快樂

　請妳快樂

揮別錯的才能和對的相逢

離開舊愛

　像坐慢車 看透徹了

心就會是晴朗的

沒人能把誰的幸福沒收

妳發誓妳會活的有笑容

妳自信時候真的美多了

:DD

ENJOY !