*edited :P *

Okay people ! :D
I'm back ~
Anyway. Confirmation camp rocks :D
Its like, though separated from friends,
I've made new ones !
I'm not that anti-social after all :P
Okay. I'll update on it then.
Day one :D
Practically, it was about 30 minutes ride i think.
Well, I brought an exceptionally small bag.
While Gwen on the other hand brought one luggage.
HAHAS !
Natalie joined us at night after dinner.
Anyway, actually i can't remember whats on the first day.
Dots.
Second Day
Ah.
I remembered.
We had morning activity, exercise.
And okay. Captain's fruit.
God. That game almost murdered me.
Hahas, Imagine throwing fruits.
Which are going to rot but not yet.
Smells like puke though, Eeww.
I got a total of 4 kinds of fruits on me.
Thanks to Igy. Hahas!
It be different if i were in NVSS PE tee.
Hahas !
Anyway. After that was Praise and Worship or smth.
Cool man.
Ah. I remembered.
Nat and I were like so scared la.
I think you guys can guess pretty much ?
Okay. At least Nat could like sleep.
I invited her over to my bed since she was afraid.
So yeah, she slept at about 2am ?
But i was tossing and turning.
Thinking and imagining stupid things.
I mean like, yeah.
Then in the end i had to go to Igy for help.
And thanks to him comforting me,
I felt much much better, Thanks !
LOL.
Okay, it pretty much helped a lot.
But the thunder vibrated the whole building.
Which was kinda creepy. Damn it.
Hahas!
Third day
Hmm.
Okay, thank the lord.
It was raining. soooo.
No PT.
Hahas ! ~
I skipped breakfast.
I forgotten whats after that.
Ah. Javis came to preach.
And i tell you people ,
I've never cried so much in my life.
Okay, at first there wasn't any tear.
Nat started tearing first.
Then followed by me.
Well, i could say, i was touched by God.
I don't know myself.
I only know i asked myself :
"Jesus have done so much for me.
But what have i done in return ? "
And with that, i started crying like crazy.
Okay, not that crazy.
And my mum's card made it worst.
First time soo touching pleaseee :D
I've opened up quite a lot.
So yeah. (:
In conclusion
Hmm. Actually, this camp was damn fun.
No stress, no nothing.
But, i want to thank my Facilitators,
Chelsea, Kevin 1, Kevin 2, and including Igy :D
If it weren't for them, i wouldn't have open up so much.
Be it to God, My group or whatsoever.
It was really fun.
And like OBS, if there was a second time, I'd go man.
:D Im not kiddin'.
Anyway, I'm gonna make up for my lost sleep. (:
I think Igy should too.
Hmm. Okays.
Ciaos ! ~

When the world changes.

Everything changes along with it.

Including You, and Me.

Declan Galbraith

Okay. This guy is a superb singer,

PLUS, a Major Hot stuff - DUH !

Log on tuh Youtube,

And search for his video - An angel.

I bet your jaws will all drop -.-

Seriously, He's talented and only 17 this year.

And he can control his pitch so well man ~

Okay, Anyway.

Spent the whole day reading manga.

HAHAS.

Mmph. Though some short ones unlike Absolute boyfriend.

-You're my Girlfriend

-1/3 no kareshi

-7th period is a secret

Basically just Shoujou *(romance) kind.

Hahas. But superb.

Tomorrow Going to RP to do CIP.

Seriously, what a drag.

Have to wake up at 630 ya 'know !

God.

To think i've been waking up like 1 plus for the last few days.

Geesh.

Alrighty.

Ciaos !

Alrighty, look at the time !
Approx 4am.
I finally read finish Absolute boyfriend.
Superb manga.
The first one ever to make me shed tears,
I don't know why, its just too.. sad.
Well, off tuh sleep now.

Zettai Kareshi;

Bonjour people ! :D
Its been a while hasn't it.
HAHAS.
Okay fine, i haven't been updating as promised.
Gomeneh.
Anyways. With the much boring holidays right now.
Nothing much tuh update.
Lets see.
Everyday is now manga-ing, when theres no anime, that is.
I read Naruto in 3 days.
Vampire knight in day.
And im currently reading D gray man.
HAHA.
Okay, off i go ~
Ciaos !

Alrightys. One last post for today and i'm done.
I tell you, Sky of Love is fantabulous.
Vanessa said : " if you don't cry watching this movie you not human ah. "
Then i said: " No la, i never cry. HAHA. "
BAKA.
I actually was. Lol.
Hiro is cute can !
And though some parts of the story was kinda lame.
Its touching like idk what.
Well, gonna rewatch it some other day.
Without my sister, that is.
Urgh. Dying for horror movies.
But i'm such a bum.
Lazy to go to the cinema which is approx 4 stops away.
Hahas. What a drag. Lol.
I'm gonna get a drumstick.
Eh? Not that chicken kidda drumstick people.
Lol. DRUM-stick. Gonna carve something special on it.
I can't wait. Mmph :D
Don't know whether i'm having appendictis or whatever you call it.
My stomach's been hurting like hell lately.
Urgh.
Ciaos !

MY DREAM PIANO ! :D
MY DREAM VIOLIN !:D
nice right, hahas.

I mean like, cool la please.

I'll try to go for a few violin lessons. HAHAS.

Ciaos!

Bonjour people.
This post is about my super bad results.
When i said bad, i mean bad.
Okay, i failed Triple math.
Also known as A math, emath and POA.
So so disappointed about my results.
Mr tan still included some disturbing remarks -.-
Won't emphasise in detail though.
Quite dumb.
Anyway, I'm still going to 4A1.
YAY me ? Hahas.
Another word for stupid, Dense.
LOL.
Confirmation is coming alrd.
Its so fast, camp.
Another thing.
The publicity campaigne was a total waste of my bloody time.
I mean like, want to cancel then do it in the first place luh.
Don't waste all the CCA group's time.
Put in so much effort, in the end ?
Tell me no time, then might as well don't hold it in the first place.
Think people so free as to come down or stay back for training.
Don't know what shit excuse they giving me.
That day was The trip to Singapore flyer day.
And i tell you, it frigging ruined my mood.
What a drag.
And you just tell me a simple sorry.
Sorry. I don't give a damn.
Now i'll focus on CCA open house instead.
I think it'll be much better.
HAHAS. Ciaos !

P.s This post is not pointing to any CCA in particular.
I just think the whole event was a waste of our time thats all. -.-

Other class 's painting

other class's painting

3A1's Mozac painting :D

So proud of myself. Lol.

Because i did most of the painting. HAHA.

Anyway, it was fun.

I lovee art :D Hahas.

Okay, Ciaos !

Bonjour !

My deepest apologies for being such a bum though exams are long over.

Gomeneh.

Anyway, i'll update, a long one ?

Maybe.

Alrighty! Lets see.

First time on the Singapore flyer gave me a very fascinating experience. LOL.

omg. Like writing compo.

Yeaps, snap pictures, talk talk, see scenery, thats about it.

I'll post pictures on the Singapore flyer trip.

Nice view right ! :D

From inside the cabin

Clover & Lil' Miss Trouble !

3A1's treasures, the only 6 guys. LOL.

Qaisser 's Big GULP.

Uchiha clan ! :D Huat ah !~

Till then, Ciaos !

Bonjour people !
Finally, exams are over.
Mug mug mug till 3- 4 am is gonna kill me yah.
Anyway, a few paper owned me and some i own. hahas !
Okay, POA is confirm goner, Emaths, chemistry.
DIEDIEDIE.
After last paper i went home.
Mmph. slept at about two.
Woke up at 7.30 pm.
Hahas ! Today slept till 1145.
Lazy bum.
Thanks to all my taggers who kept tagging me,
though it seem that i have not blogged in like, forever.
POA paper 1, i did it for 10 mins then i went to sleep. LOL.
I mean, seriously.
It's what they say, "don't know how to do, tikam la ! "
HAHAS.
I can't believe it. I actually though A maths was much easier than Emaths.
Lol. Anyway, can't wait for KBOX.
I want to thank my cousin who stayed up with me last minute,
To do my Trading, Profit and loss and Balance sheet.
HAHAS. And Mr ng actually said i scored well in in that area :D
arigatou.
Ciaos.

如果他总为别人撑伞,

我何苦非为他等在雨中?

Look at the time people.
Its 3.48 am.
I spent about 2 hours doing blogskin.
Because something was wrong with e' code.
Anyway, great news :D
I scored 30/40 for my Paper 2 Passage A.
HAHAS !
But there's a possibility that i won't do too well.
I was thinking of something else while writing my compo.
Mmph. Joping didn't come today.
So bored can.
And and and.
D gray man is at the final episode already,
Omg. What am i gonna watch from now on man.
I ran out of nice animes like S.A to watch.
Grr, but VK is coming out already.
So i'll just wait then.
For now, its bedtime.
Ciaos.

好想知道,

你的100分会给怎样的人.

馬鹿がないし、確認する前に何も仮定してはいけない。

I'm no idiot either.

Don't believe that it was a coincidence.
Neither do i believe its fate.
Anyway, been couch potato-ing for 2 days.
LAZY BUM.
There's not much to blog.
Ate at BK just now.
Didn't have much appetite though.
Maybe i ate too much. Mmph.
Urgh.
I won't set any hopes for now.
I know that it will fall, every single time.
So, i'd rather not disappoint myself time and again.
One Friday without NP seems so weird.
But thank god.
If not, Mr Tan would take my precious Saturday for remedials.
Grr. Chinese paper was alright.
I copied and paste 2 short paragraphs into a 7 mark question.
Lol. Literally, its wrong, but don't know what crap to write.
So i edited a lil' bit. HAHA.
Yewfai described my mood as "Scary".
Well, because of all the stress i'm getting.
I tend to get mad at people who step on my toes quite easily.
Oh well.
I bet i'll be back to normal when exams are over.
:D

We're in a Loop.

I think people who take litearture will understand.

That is, if they are smart enough.

Ciaos.

I had it.
Mr tan is too much alrighty.
He threw us 2 tests and on top of that, we had a Social studies and Physics test.
Everyday was A math cum E math hell.
Because he threw us tests EVERYDAY.
Like i said, i'm gonna lose my sanity before EOY starts.
I remembered, i stared hard at the paper and i got so stressed up.
I was cursing and swearing at Mr tan please.
I know he's doing this for our own good.
But i think he's going too far.
Today was the most stressing day i've ever been through.
I'm serious.
The first time i ever cried because i felt i was gonna explode.
After the test, i felt i could like burst, so i ran out.
Tomorrow there's another test again.
I don't know how long this is gonna carry on.
The only thing i know is that,
I can't take it anymore.
And i'm in awe of those who took O level subjects all at one go.
Kudos man.
Now, I'd rather fall sick and die.
I think even the express has it better than us.
Grr.
Fight or Flight ?
):

Wakarimasen.

This whole week is gonna be stressing.
Mock exams for the whole week.
Remedials, remedials and more remedials.
Saturday night, my cousin stayed over at my house.
Was quite fun though, i admired her flexibility, literally.
Hahs.
Talked a lot, and laughed a lot. Really relaxed a lot compared
to last week.
Last week was Rank and Badge presentation,
And I didn't screw up, YAY.
I really thought a lot these days.
Be it Friends, School, Relationships, etc.
Whats the point of being so down and frustrated over you ?
Whats the point of crying and being such an idiot all e' time ?
Whats the bloody point ?
Talking about school.
I'm frigging pissed with Mr Tan last Saturday.
Like seriously.
I was so damn angry, frustrated.
I actually talked back to him.
Look, i'm tired okay. I'm TIRED.
I'll actually lose my sanity before the exams.
Can't wait for NP to resume.
Can destress.
Preparing for next year's speech day.
Can't wait, and yes.
Its armsdrill training again :D
Woohoo.

Imagine, feeling all upset.

And turning back, there's no one there for you.

Its that feeling.

Today marks the standing down of NPCC because of exams.
I sat in for Emcee again.
BUTBUT. This time i did it right. HAHAS.
Speech day is coming, and we're gonna train hard ! :D
P.E was like " what a drag ! "
I mean, seriously.
But got to finish my conversation with JP though.
I asked JP, would she love a person who doesn't like her back ?
She said, if he makes her sad all the time, she would give up.
Though she would be sad and would cry for awhile.
But does that make everything blow over ?
I don't think so.
Even how hard i'd try to cry, my tears ain't fallin'.
Because of you, i am afraid.
We're as good as strangers.
Agree ?
Though i have no right to judge people.
I don't like people to judge Academic people as well.
You think we don't have the capability to do something?
If you're so smart and think you're so big shot,
Then why aren't you doing it ?
Please think thrice about judging people.
If you're so all THAT,
Go join Miss/Mr Congeniality or whatever.
Because people like you, don't even deserve my attention.
Neither do you deserve me writing about you.
Grrs.
*Not pointing to anyone in particular. This is for Maria.
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So moody these few days.
So indifferent to the surroundings.
Like i said, i don't care.
I don't give a damn anymore.
A bitch ? You don't deserve that title.
I apologise for my rudeness in this post.
Though it came from the bottom of my heart.
Want to be so judgemental,
the first person you ought to judge is,
none other than yourself.
I don't even think you would understand,
So just forget it.
Tomorrow there's extra lessons.
Thanks to Mr tan.
And i'm having a mock exam tmr.
My last chance for my Amaths to pass.
I'm gonna sleep late anyway. Mmph.

" Baby i said, Please stay,

Give our love a chance for one more day."

Watched S.A subbed.
Mmph. Superb ending, expected.
Today had English oral.
Nothing to worry about i guess.
And i officially ran out of wine.
I'm tired.
Tired of everything.
Gomenasai, for giving you so much trouble.
But, i guess.
This is the end.

I know i've let you down.

Okay. It seemed like i abandoned my blog.
Anyway, tomorrow's oral, at least not chinese.
Finished watching vampire knight in 2 days.
Slow, i know. No anime to watch please.
Watched S.A already.
SERIOUSLY RECOMMEND TO ALL ANIME FREAKS LIKE ME OUT THERE ! :DD
Watching Hell girl now.
I don't have any mood to study.
Especially when i keep drinking wine.
Thanks to me, my bottle of wine is finishing.
Great.
Whats the best way to get rid of my troubles ?
That, i ask myself.
Are you afraid of getting hurt ?
Then, what bout' me ?

Okay, i know my blog is rotting like god knows what.
Anyway, If i'm ever going Zhu hai again,
i'l splurge on anime dvds and vcds man.
Special A is a superb anime.
5 thumbs up ! That is, if i had that many. LOL.
Mr Tan keeps flooding us with homework.
Hope i can keep my place in 4A1.
Though i only failed POA, my grades ain't that fantastic.
Friday was cool.
The only training where we had about 1 and a half hours of break.
Since its only those not promoted tested.
Played volleyball, captain's ball, all sorts of things.
Like seriously, it was really that boring.
Okay. I can't believe i'm not studying these days.
I'm so gonna flunk my A maths and POA.
Kudos to me then.
Someone, give me motivation please !
Argh.
Ciaos.

Today celebrated Daddy's birthday in advance at Vienna.
Wasn't really a fun day though.
I've lost my ring,
to be exact, i knew i dropped it.
But i didn't want to pick it up.
Anyway. This marks e' end of the Sept. holidays.
For all those with prelims, Gambate.
Ciaos.

zutto zutto daisuki.