somehow. I didn't know whether you cared.
i didn't know whether to believe you, or not.
i don't want you to say things to make me happy.
I'd rather those things were not true at all.
Somehow. I feel so lonely, despite the crowd around me.
Somehow, im left in the dark to withstand everything on my own.
Somehow, i felt like crying and shouting out.
You just don't know how hurt i am.
How confused i am.
How lost i am.
How depressed i am.
God has been taking me on a ride.
Up down up down up and all the way down again.
I can't believe i would hurt so much inside.
why, why me ?