Hellooooooo people ! :D
Im blogging, like finally. Lol.
Thanks for visiting, my taggers. Lawls. -.-
And and, CAMPCRAFT COMPETITION IS POSTPONED ! :XX
like omg rights? Me too. -.-
Why ? raining luh. Lol. But fun la. Hurhurs.
Good, because im frigging nervous.
Bad because i think we are ready. Lol.
And half half. Because, its during NCO CAMP. -.-
Okays. Had fun at HTA. played games you see ?
Reply of tags :D
Jialong- Hahas. Lame. Lol.
Stranger- Ehs, if you are my friend then please leave your name luh. Don't be an idiot and let everyone who comes here give a comment about you. Its uneccessary trouble. Whatever my hair looks like doesn't concern you luh. Its my head okays. Lmaos. -.- And i see no point in returning your tags also.
Terrance- Hahas . You ah. Dont so fierce to her la. -.- If not things won't turn out well la okays.
Sfogs- Please don't blow up this small matter luh. Its my blog issue and not yours. I dont want anyone to solve it except myself.
BENN- ehs ? good idea. Lol.
Stacy- Hahas ! Cry luh. Lol. then i go take tissue from him. Heehees. Dont so violent luh. You ah, hit ppl frigging pain u noe. Hahas ! :XX

Was i lost in You and Me ,

To the point i couldn't see ?

You know you love someone when you want them to be happy

even if their happiness means that you're not part of it.

super lazy to blog.

so, CIAOS :X

I could not beg him to stay

if He wants to leave

and be with someone else.

I'll have to admit that love doesn't give me the license to own a person.

You'll never understand why I hurt so much

because you're not the one who is crying,

you're not the one who is left behind,

you're not the one who loved too much,

and you're not the one who is holding on to someone who is gone.

I have no comments on today's training.
And yeahs. Im tiredd. Lol.
And and and i can't help worrying about Campcraft competition.
Goshh. Hahas.
Im being paranoid luh. Today happened quite a lot of stuff.
I do not wish to mention.
Mr tan was outta sorts luh. kns.
Hahas. And once again, BURNOUT ROCKS :DD ~~
Ciaos :X

When i saw him, i fell in love with him.

And He smiled, because he knew.

Baka.

I just want to say,
Im happy to have you as a sister, as a friend.
Someone who have seen all of my emotions.
And man, im so touched by your words.
Im not upset because of you.
No ways man.
You always listen to my rants and feelings.
Its so sweet luh. (:
Love you man, BFFS ! :DD

Anyways. Played PSP today. Omgosh. Im like so high luh.
Hahas ! Okays, im like writing an essay now. :X
Anyways, Burnout rocks luh. Heehees :D
Im rushing my work out. I can't find my thumbdrive.
Knn. -.-
Ciaos !

It only matters when it comes to You.

Hahas ! I think i'll post some pictures and cut the craps.

Today was grandpa's bday. So celebrated luh.

Lol. Cam-whoring the whole day also -.-

So yeahs. Lol.

Me and my baka sister. Lol. Okay, retarded.

Lol. -.-

she and her idiotic look -.-

Im such a cam whore :XX

hurhurs :XX

retarded. LoL.

Okays, im retarded. -.- Hmms.

Hahas. Im so tired.

Looking forward to campcraft ! :DD

Anyways, its getting late. So.

Nights :D

Ciaos.

Its some kind of pain that i can't hide.

Whatever it is Boy,

I just want you to be happy,

And thats enough for me .

Okays. Im gonna blog about something damn lame.
Lol. I just came back from church just now.
Okays, while in class, Natalie and i were crapping about gwen.
She wants a new name you see ?
Lol. So she brought the " Book for baby names " Book.
Hahas ! Then she asked us about the name " Alerya "
I was like ohh.. But in my mind i was like " what a weird name " :XX
Hahas ! Then Natalie said: this name so hard to pronounce.
Lol. True luhs.
Then she added. : Its like Aloe vera and Alleluia added together.
Hahas ! Then was like laughing like mad luh. -.-
Lol. Now we call her Alleluia. Holy right ! Kns. Hahas !
Okays, that was lame. Hmm. Im so busy in march.
Holiday totally gone -.-
1 March- Campcraft Girls compettition.
8 March- 10 March- NCO camp omgomgomg. :X
12 March-13 March- PK Course
24 March- Dry shoot
28 March- Classification Shoot { when i shoot birds. Lol.}


Omg. I so can't wait for annual camp :DD
Hahas ! Okay, that is like in May -.-
Lol. Busy man ! :D
Anyways, going out later .
God knows where -.-
Hurhurs.
Yesterday was totally.. URGH.
Lol. Yewfai and I promised to fly tgth.
And i'll be sitting on him !
Got weight then die faster u see ? Hahas ! :X
I doubt im getting my marksman, Cos im shooting bird. -.-
Knn. Hahas !
I think thats all. Hmms.
CIAOS !

does it have to be this way ?

You Just don't know how much pain im in right now.

I don't know how many times i posted today.
And i don't give a damn to it.
Im so confused.
I don't know what my life is turning out to be.
I don't know what will happen,

Guys are ignorant little boys. Lol.

Theres simply no one there for me.

难道你真舍得 ?

God hates me.

Now i realised how everyone thought,
how everyone felt about that issue.
Somehow God is torturing me,
By putting me in the middle.
And thinking about it makes me frustrated.
And makes me hate myself.
Wondering why does it have to turn out this way.
Like knn.
Why can't people forgive and just forget ?
Its like so stupid to stay as enemies.
You can't do it all your life .
I hate thinking about it.
Why am i in it.
Like, what have i done.
Just WHAT.

你会不会爱我 ?

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist. Independence: Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time." You usually find it easy to be part of a couple. But occasionally you start to feel a little smothered.

The Five Variable Love Test

Hahas ! Okays. Lame. :X

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"

A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your Love style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

okays. Im super bored -.-

What Madeline Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Okays. Im bored. -.-

Go Campcraft Boys ! :DD
You All Did Your Best And We All Know It (:
WE LOVE YOU GUYS !

Hahas , hey guys ! :D
Watching the competition gives me butterflies in my stomach.
Like gosh. Some of them so hiong de luh !
Climb on top of each other de luhs ! Kns.
No safety. Hmphs. Hahas ! Seriously luh.
Hahas. Okays. Im seriously very hungry now.
And yeahs. HTA a lot of millipede. Eeks.
Lol. For the sake of the team,
Im so so gonna buck up. hmphs. (:
Kambate Girls ! :D
But it was exciting luhs. Heehees.
And yeahs. Vincent, please shut your mouth luh.
Kns. Hahas ! Ehs ? Someone's gonna hate me. Lol.
Anyways. Terrence's bag was like so cute luh.
Got the duno what apple or tomato.
God knows what the hell is that thingy.
Hmms. Lol. Anyways. I turned its eyes 360 degrees.
Hahas ! :X Im bullying it. Okays, sorry terrence. :X
Lol. Seriously, i saw a pole hit someone 3 times. o
That person so damn suay. -.-
Lucky other school de. Hahas !
If its our school i will run inand hell yeahs.
Get disqualified. So dumbass. Lol !
NAHS. Unless that person faint or concussion luh.
Then yeahs. -.- Lol. Ma'am Sharbana was gan chiong.
So was i. Its as if i was in there myself 0.0
Arghs ! Save me. :X
Okays, there was some drama.
I was just being retarded and dumb luh. So yeahs.
Okays, our competition is like next saturday. Im so dying -.-
But ! Im having confidence (: Hahas !
I'll make sure we improve. :D
Im gonna eat now. Having gastrics.
Update later. :D

P.s. See ? so many girls Love you man, You are so lucky :X Hahas !

我不会爱你的爱受伤害

所以宁愿安静的等待

Okays. Im so tired.
Its like. No words to describe it. -.-
And Cbox have some kind of issue. Geesh.
Cross country sucks. Due to nature.
Im like dying of cramps now luh. Knn.
Ran until damn hiong just now. Didn't get into top 5.
Was like sad luhs. Wells. Duno la.
A lot of ppl swop tags luh, so yeahs.
I didn't eat before i ran.
So felt weak. Going to faint. Lol.
Dumb la i know. -.-
Gastrics x Nature's cause x Running = DYING.
Okays. Tomorrow's the Boys competition.
Im so tired, don't feel like going.
BUT BUT ! :D
I want to go support them. Lol.
Especially Snoopy :D
Okay. Lame.
Run run run halfway then spot zappy.
Hahas ! Kindda funny luhs.
He overtook me, then i overtook him.
Then again, and again.
Pekcek le. So didn't run so much.
Cos im close to fainting le. Lol.
Okays. I've gotta wake up early tmr.
Believe it or not. Im sleeping at 10pm.
My legs are wobbling. Gosh. Lol.
Anyways, Ciaos (:

Every Day, Every second,

Every Hour, Every Minute,

Im thinking of you Boy. (:

Im so emo today.
God knows why, im just pissed.
Wells. Its because of two reasons.
Which i soo don't wanna share.
Its a total bummer u see.
And like yeahs.
I played sparklers
And the whole area fogged up like hell.
Gosh. Im coughing now. And yeahs.
I caught the cough bug.
Firstly, the day starts out with flag raising

Which was totally kindda stupid.
Then i forgot my NP tee

Which was a total bummer.
I had to run home to get it though.
Blame me for being stupid and dumb

Im just pissed off luh.
You irritate me these days you die.
Sorry for any attitude caused.
Anyways. Was Like.
Trying out stunts during campcraft training.
Lol. I almost fell -.- Gosh . Hahas !
My legs were trembling cans

Hahas ! But i hope to accomplish it though.

And Oh ! I passed physics Test ! :DD
Gosh. Hahas, by half a mark 0.0
Aiya. Improved okays. Hahas.
PE was sucky. Yeahs.
Now i enjoy pegging , I don't know why. Hmms.
Lol.
I was destroying the poor vegetation luhs.
Sorry grass. :X
Ehs.
Why wasn't it me who got hurt ?
I so hate the flag pole -.-
Geesh.
I was so busy destroying the vegetation,
that i didn't realise what was going on.
Cause i emo mahs -.-
Then bleeding also i didn't know.
Kns. Lol. Yeaps. Constance was right.
He just.. Aiyas. -.-
mmphs.. I don't know what happened.
I wished i knew.

现在你会不会想我 ?

也许你找到一个人为你守候..

我了了.

------

I don't know what happened.

I wished i knew.

And i wished we would share everything together.

But well, thats not possible at all.

Chiwassu ! :D
I blogged on the secret. Hmms.
Maths. A total bummer -.-
And im so failing emaths for CA.
Like, which retard would pass a maths and fail emaths ?
Geesh. Having A maths test on friday.
Boys CC comp cming. Stress ! :X
Anyways ! After 2 days of slogging making hearts,
I've done it ! 193 + . Ehs? Im slow i know -.-
Lol. And putting that aside.
I cut my index finger today, apart from the other fingers.
So painful luh cans. T.T Quite deep. Geesh -.-
BUT BUT BUT !
It was worth it ^^
Heehees, anyways.
I finished watching ' His and Her Circumstances' .
Nice luh -.- I strongly recommend.
Anyways. Im running for cross country :D
Hahas. Hope to at least get a pathetic number-.-
Yeahs. Anyways, keeham, thanks for the bear (:
Its so cute luh cans . Lol. :D
&& I passed my POA for CA !
Totally cannot believe that Lim would let me pass. (8
I cannot believe that punching the wall actually feels damn shiok.
But its like, I can't now.
Or not someone would ignore me for 2 weeks.
And its gonna be damn sad . Yeahs.
Walked home with Lester just now.
Cause that Susu. Psed me. Evil girl. Hmphs :XXX
Lol. I think i can change my name to plaster girl le.
Three fingers with plaster, plus another one on my knuckle.
Campcraft training tmr. Yeahs ! :D
Lol. Anyways, Happy anniversary Ben ! :D
Hahas !
I think thats all. Hmms.
I can't believe my birthday is cming soon,
I have no idea of what to ask from my parents. Suggestions ? 0.0
Lol. Have to bully them la. They bully me. :XX
I've ran outta plasters. Shit. -.-
I gotta rreturn the penknife for safe keeping :D

虽然许多爱的可能　在门外经过

为甚么我还深锁自己　无动于衷

HAPPY 100th POST TUH MEE ! (:

我听着你说爱我

感觉却如此寂寞

笑容只维持几秒就变酸了.

叹息沉默加泪水和疲倦

怎么会爱只剩这一些?

我如何假装我心里不再有你 ?

Physically, emotionally, and mentally.
Hurt.

Anyways. Im so gonna fail my Emaths test.
Die. Lol. I did like only one quetion then leave the rest blank.
Don't understand why ppl say Amaths is tougher.
Its the opposite luh can.
I gt a bit of confidence.
Just a bit that i will score full marks for a maths.
Hahas ! Nahs. Lol. Im a dumb person.
Who makes careless mistakes. Geesh.
Hahas.Im flunking POA, physics and chem, i think -.-
The teacher all like . eeks.
Lol.
Its swollen. -.- knn.
Zzz. Hahas.
im a retard doing retarded things.
Anyways. Post duno how many times le -.-
So yeahs. Going to update tmr. Heehees.
Ciaos.

Does it matter ?

campcraft on that day woke me up.

why should anybody get hurt at all ?

RANDOM POST :D

How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had?

Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine?

Why is it I miss someone I was never really with?

And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine ?

Is there really nothing worth waiting for ?
I don't believe it.
And i already know that its not possible.
But then.
Im not expecting you to Love me back or anything.
Im just not expecting anything.


Anyways, yesterday benben talked to me on msn.
He seemed damn depressed. Lol.
Its called " shi lian le. "
Then i was like. " i know how u feel ".
Lol. He says im too young.
Which is like. No ?
Anyways, continue. Lol.
Me: eh ? got gf eh ? Lol:X
Him: no la. but lots of ex . but now got very heartbreaking one.
* DIAOS. *
Me: okays. hahas. so what happened ? You broke up :X ?
Him: You gt bf ah ?
Me: like no ? Its called loving, aka. "crushing " -.-
Him: ohs. smone you like a lot ?
Me: LIKE DUH.
Him: you don't know how i feel man.
Me: i know.
Him: eh ? tell me how i feel .
Me: its like your heart is broken into pieces which cannot be broken down further.
Him:Then why ure heart broken 0.0
Me: Cos he gt stead ma . Lol. Nvm la.
Him:Ohhs.. Lol.
Me: saying " im happy for you" to him really takes lots of courage. Yeahs. -.-
Him: Hahas. haiz.
Me: if you really love someone, you should let them go.
Him:GOSH. that coming from my 15 year old cousin is really something.
Me : Lol ?! diaos 0.0 .
Him: and i know your generation all use the word " stead"
Me: yeah. then u use what 0.0
Me: its like. i'd rather the person i love to be happy with smone else than to be unhappy with me.
Him: yeahs. true enough.
Me: Isn't so ? *{ quoting from stupid POA teacher } Lol !!!
Him: Its hard i guess to do that.
Me: Like duh. Of course. I cried u see. -.-
Him: gosh. you really love him eh ?
Me: Like duh . Lol. How bout u. Tell me what happened 0.0
Him: we were never really officially together u see..
Me: Huh, did u ask her for stead ?
Him: Yes i did.
Me: But you love her right ?
Him: with everything i have.
pause. So sweet cans ? LOl. play. :X
Fast forward. ~~~~~~
Me: there are many girls out there u see.
Him: thats the problem. I don't want any other girls.
Me: thats the problem with me also wad. I dont want any other guys.
Him: Hahas. perhaps im waiting for the day that she will love me back..
Me: Hahas. Me too.. That is if its even possible between me and him.
Him: Hahas. Yeahs, hope so too.
Me: Lol. I don't mind waiting la u see. Lol.
Me : anyway, i go sleep le. anything call me/sms me. :D
Him: Okays. Nites.
Me: anw good luck on exams tmr.
Him: thanks. Hahas.
Me: dont think so much yeahs. Its gonna be alright. Nites !

-EOC-
such a hearty talk. Lol. -.-

Somehow i can counsel ppl but i cannot counsel myself.
Its so stupid, i know.

RANDOM POST :DD





I just found a new way to vent anger.
Punching on a punch bag is rather useless.
So i'd decide punching the wall.
But this method is just for me.
Don't try to use it.
If i see any bruises,
I'll punch u -.-
Hahas.

Im glad that you cared.

And i just hope that feeling never ends.

:DD

Hello ! Hahas.

Happy Valentines Day to all. (:

And to all to had a happy time, grats ! :D

Lol. Once again, love you guys !

Hahas. Im going to puke from all the food that i ate just now.

Nevertheless, thank you officers !

Hahas. And thanks to those who gave me presents.

Love you guys loads. :DD

And yeahs. As friends only la -.-

Hahas. Exception for retarded boy ^^

Lol. :XX

Thanks..

Debbi for that cute little box. Love it man (:

Noreen for that cute cute flower :D Loves !

Cindy for the Nike waterbottle. Hahas. Thanks girl !

Yewfai for that cute hedgehog. Hope you love tigger too. Lol.

And for ppl who misunderstand,

whats wrong with giving a friend a present -.-

Geesh,cheers anyways ! :D

And finally !

Sisi for that cute sheep which i named : " BAA -- ABBB "

I bet you guys duno how to pronounce its name ^^

Love you girl ! :DDD

Okays. That was a long speech.

Anyways. I did celebrate Valentines day.

Lol. Not with anybody,

But with my favourite CIs and Cadets :DD

Hearts ! (:

To those out there,

Valentine's day is not just on the 14th Feb.

Its Everyday for those who Love each other. (:

Its crucial, Choosing Chairperson and all.

But whats the point of being enthusiastic,

at the last moment when it isn't real?

Seriously don't like this kind of ppl.

Really doesn't show your own potential.

Im not pointing to anyone out there.

And ppl are really starting to throw attitude now.

And i seriously don't give a damn. -.-

Hahas. Craps.

Got cut by a piece of glass luh.

Doesn't matter pain or not luh.

Its no difference to me anyway.

Anyways ! Had to salute like three times today.

Cos Frigging Koh was like : Not good ! sing again -.-

Knn. Hahas. So yeahs. Today pt was fun ! :D

I thought i was going to have to run five rounds.

But nopes. I want luh. I dowan fail 2.4.

Or should say, fail Napfa.

Its damn embarrassing.

And will drag the whole unit.

Mind you, we got a GOLD okays. :X

Hahas. This year we must get gold also.

Bwuahahas.

Im thinking emo all the time.

Im often staring into blank space.

Which is like totally retarded.

During History, Bala keep arrowing me.

So baka la cans. And yeahs.

Im looking forward to NYAA.

Im so gonna learn japanese. Lol.

Hmms. Gonna watch Dgrayman.

So YEAHS. CIAOS ! :DDD

Happy Valentine's Day Retard,

Last long with her.

ILY (:

EVAN HUBBY :DD

Okays. Today started off weird though. Lol.

And was so tired luh.

After school went to northpoint

to buy Valentines day presents for my good buds ^^

Hahas. Then went out of Northpoint left 2 bucks.

Geesh. Went outta the house with $55.

Went home With $0 .

Hahas ! Was so broke luh cans. Lol.

But quite worth it luh. Hahas !

Anyways.

Left my damn damn important file at Four Leaves.

Like wthell. Lol.

Inside got Npcc consent form and practically, EVERYTHING !

I only realised when i went up my bus -.-

Then called sisi. She went to see. It was like EH .

STILL THERE ! :DDD

OMG. Thank God and the heavens.

THANK YOU SISI !!! (:

hahas. My erzi. Evil.

Pon school then i saw him at northpoint.

Zzz. Then outside popular " LECTURING " him.

Naughty la. Better make sure he come to school tmr.

Hahas. Anyone wants Lester for Valentines ?

He says he's available.

Doing advertising for him .Lol. :XX

Ciaos.

Somehow. I don't know how to give it to you.

I LOVE YOU BOY (:

EVAN YO :DD

Im like so frigging high man.

Lol. Bought Evan Yo's album, FINALLY !

Happy ! Hahas. $20.90 okays.

IM A TOTAL EVAN YO FAN. (:

Hahas, the stupid thing is,

my cousin's at my house. AGAIN.

Hey, i don't miss you you know ! -.-

Came like 3 times or so ?

So stupid la.

Im so running outta animes to watch ?

Yeahs. 8 feb 2008. -.-

I guess 8 isn't such a lucky number after all.

So so sian.

Going down for badminton later.

So.. CIAOS ! ~ will update later.

I think. :XX

Boy, I love you ! :DD

EVAN YO ! :DDD

Omgosh, hahas. Found many Evan Yo's Picture.

GOSH ! Hurhurs. Anyways, It was over 200+ pictures.

So yeahs. Hahas, eyes still pain though.

Can't See clearly, so wearing my specs now (:

Heehees. Evan yo rocks okays ? Lol.

Of course la, my hubby leh.

Hahas. Yeah. Kindda emo.

Lol. Anyways, went to popular just now.

Was kindda crowded. Hahas.

Haiz. Lol. Gonna sleep early.

Painful eyes, and gonna wake up early tmr.

Sad.Lol. But ! Eating Buffet tmr ^^

Heehees. So, thats all. (:

I Love You.

You Just Need To Understand That.

HAPPY 16th BURSTDAY BAKA :DDDDD
When i woke up this morning,
My Eyes were like damn swollen.
Computer from 9+ am- 1.00 in the morning.
Was kindda Tonning and anime-ing. Lol.
The straining + crying = Swollen eyes.
Don't try that la please.
Im so not supposed to use the computer now.
My eyesight have worsened. -.-
After giving Yew fai some advise,
He went to sleep. Baka. Lol.
I thought of going to Chan's house today,
But then.. I would have to wear sunglasses-.-
So yeah. Better not.
Today was a world record in my life.
I slept till 11.45am , Tired.. I guess.
So many things happened yesterday.
Must be damn suay or something.
I want to go kbox T.T
DESTRESS ! :XXXX
NOREEN WHERE ARE YOU ! T.T
Lol -.-

Have You ever felt your heart was breaking ?

I knew it wasn't possible from the start,

But why do these tears keep coming out ?

:DD

But,

I would still Love You ,

No matter What.

RANDOM POST :DDD

Too Bad.

Time Machines Don't Exist At All.

Ohohs. I forgot about something since like last year i guess. Lol.

Anyways. Baka wanted me to name the top 5 cutest pop artists or smth i guess.

But. I don't care whether artist or not luh.

Lol. Here goes. :D

ACCORDING TO RANKING (:

# 1st #

Name: Xie Zheng Ting

Aka: My hubby ! :D

Age: Same as me :D

#2nd#

Name: Evan Yo

Aka: Hubby no. 2 (:

Age: 22

#3rd#

Name: Wang Dong Cheng Jiro

Aka: Idol ! :D

Age: 27

#4th#

Name: Afalean Lu Xue Wei

Aka: Idol

Age: Incredibly 20.

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#5th#

-NO PICTURE :XX-

Name: My Little Retarded Boy

Age: Sweet 16

:D

& i Love Him Loads. (:

CIAOS.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEEPS :DDD

BOOS. (:

hahas. Ben's at my house .Lol.

So sian. and like so damn hot. hurhurs.

Anyways, today cousin coming my house.

Its gonna be damn messy. And im gonna have a hell of a time -.-

so hahas. and like ben is damn quiet. LOL.

shy eh ? Hahas !

Anyways. yesterday was a blast.

But i spent most of my time playing the lappy so, Yeah.

hahas. Lol. So frigging bored luh.

Later mummy ask me do the stupid house work again.

Wondering whether to go Mr and Mrs chan's house to bai nian anot.

Hahas, hope he's there. :D Oopps.

And deshun is like " i want go your house bai nian."

Like. Lol. Daddy doesn't welcome guys, so yeahs.

Not that i don't want luh. Hahas, i can't.

Sorry guys ! :X

Yeah. Nothing to post about, Hahas.

I MISS YOU :DD

ciaos.

HELLO PEOPLE !
Its chinese new year.
And like hahas.
Received about 132 bucks on the first day itself :X
So frigging tired when i got home, so yeahs.
Went to Party world on tuesday,
So damn fun. Hurhurs ! :X
Im damn bored right now.
Nothing to do on the com, nothing. -.-
And yeahs.









IM MISSING YOU ! :DDD

Was in a super foul mood yesterday.
Yeah. Sisi knows what happened.
Was enjoying and destressing in Sembawang park,
during Zulaikah's bday party.
We reached there quite early.
And was in happy mood luh.
didn't really eat much.
And was quite hungry la.
Baka was like asking me to go home early,
when i thought i could stay with sisi until about 7pm or so.
To see the sunset.
But then she was like nagging and blah la.
kns. I was damn pissed off luhs.
I was telling her nicely okays.
Was so damn fugged up. No mood.
EMO la. I see no point of staying anyway.
Told Zulaikah sorry and went to Sun plaza to shop.
Valentines day ? Nahs -.-
Im craving for a knife right now.
Someone please stab me.
My life's a mess. And yeah. I don't know why.
Actually i shouldn't have came, shouldn't have attended.
Should have gave zulaikah her present and left.
Sorry zulaikah. T.T
Then saw hanafi, haikal, and jasiman at the Sembawang interchange.
Totally didn't see them until they called.
They could see i was in a bad mood.
And hell yeah. I was.
Just threw a weak smile and waved.
And thats about it .
And oh oh . Anyone wanna see" the eye " ?
Lol. Im craving for it ^^
Hahas. text me if u wanna see it yeah?

Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to me,

but i meant nothing to him.

RANDOM POST 2 :X

It breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else,

but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

RANDOM POST :D

It's when you shed tears for him but still you care for him.

It's when he ignored you but you still long for him.

It's when he starts loving another,

and yet you manage a smile,

and find the courage to say

"I'm happy for you"

random post :DD

when It's clear that you don't feel the same way for me

the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me,

I can't force myself to stop loving you.

:D

Littleretardedgirlsays:

从前的那些快乐

变了

变了没了

难道你真舍得

真舍不得

心呢 被弄痛了

承诺呢 被丢弃了

The first few days of the week was like :
EH. u cut hair ah !? ; Look like yusheng !
Gosh. Lol.
Anyways, getting busier and busier, and like so tired in lessons.
which god knows why.
And yeahs. My life's a wreck. Hahas.
So. Here i am.
Some ppl like showing attitude luhs.
For no apparent reason.

爱本来就该独一无二为

你伤心 多一点 少一点 流下的眼泪都一样不值得

Damn, anyways !

Later going to Zulaikah's bday party.
So. now slacking at home.
Hurhurs, yesterday's training was like.
Weird ? Don't know how to say la.
OH. two words.
NO COMMENTS.
bet some of you seh diao le. Lol :X

我想你真的爱 我但我也真的很痛
不然不会连亲吻都苦苦的.

ciaos.